I need help I think

ewlookatme

Lyrics:

need to cry but i can't get anything out of my eyes
I medicate myself
And i'm tired of throwing up all the time
I just wanna feel like someone cares about me
Every time i sleep i see you there in my dreams
But every time it turns into a nightmare
Cause i blink just once and vou're not there
Anymore
Yeah you're not there
Yeah youre not there

Dreams turn into noghtmares

i know youre so fucking so talented and im so stupid
need to get a fucking lisence and start fucking moving
ill be in a fuckin beamer blastin shitty music
youll end up somewehre in college doing fucking awesome
you dont gotta wait on anybody like me
you could really have any fucking thing that you see
so you know that you just shouldnt get attached to me
but whenever youre alone do you think about me

im so enigmatic

cuz shes so fucking talented

Migraine (extended)

my twenty first reason

pony

im a monster in your real life

Ithinkhesslowingdown.m4a

You won’t catch up to me[fwash]

Lyrics 

Filthy and fucking ugly

Filthy and fucking ugly

Filthy and fucking ugly

Filthy and fucking ugly

You will never be

Someone worth waiting for

Youll never be

Someone great oh no 

You lie

All the time

You cry

For no reason at all

Youre so ugly 

And so fucking disgusting

I fucking hate the way you look

I hate the way you sound

And the way you sing

And the things you say

I just hate everything there is to be

I hate everything that is within me

I just wanna be someone else even for a day

I might look for a permanant soloution 

For me now

I just wanna find 

One fucking

One fucking 

One fucking

Escape

I wanna go 

Far away

From myself

Let me go

Escape

Lyrics

Hurt me and ill love you
Tell me what to do
Ill listen through and through
Ill do what you want me to do
Hate me and i love me
Tell me am i crazy
Why am i waiting for
Someone who will never 
Come back into my life
Into my life
Into my life
Into my life
I wanna see you again 
Even just once 
Itll make my life
To know you dont hate me
To know youre still out there
Being you
Just being you
Being you
Just being you

Standing alone waiting for noone

Lyrics:

Brake your mirror when you stare ot to long
Break your mirror when you see that ugly bump
Break your mirror when you think youre doing good
Break your mirror and you know i think you should
Youll never look like him or him or him or him
You ugly fuck
Look at the mirror and look again 
Your face so full of disgusting imperfections
No one will ever look at you and think youre someone good
Theyll never look at you and think “oh shit maybe i should be with him”
You ugly fuck
You ugly fuck
Youre an ugly fuck
Youre an ugly fuck
Youll never have anyone to tell you great things
You sit alone and envy

Just an ugly fuck

It’s shit that’s the point
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