This Time (prod. mays music)

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

none the music been made to blow
even half it wasn't relatable
but i steady cook
spearheader shit
fuck u talkn bout, go getter
i was made to push
loud autobot, team outroll 
baby girl u could smell the bush
homies smokin on cedar wood
really hope ts isn't laced kush
and really hope that i make it too
or else every dream ending up wasted

grinding till morning ember evanesce night sky
light this red trickling my eyes
likened dead, preyed upon life

so tell me why do u hide 
getting cold in my soul only frozen outside
like the snow finna reach inside my bones when i die
couldn't help me anyway so
i jus sit inside and fix to fucking lay low
i jus had 2 count my money get ur pesos up
boy u a pussy pos n i aint say that much
even on my worst days beat u in tha best way

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

lovely (ARVM)

lyrics

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

i been pouring up some purple potions gotta better my flaws
youre right that i aint get the notion but still i called you
i think you think i have it easy baby what would you do if you were me
but who is me
swear im better off writing my eulogy
im so full of me
at the same time felt a decline in the way that im viewing me
im scraping up rust off my armor maybe that way i could get clean
i feel the atoms that make my being whole just fold and rot and die
she pour out red wine but she rolling brown eyes
i cant fight this battle baby theres a thorn in my side
it feels like too much energy just to try to survivie
i got none left im giving out pieces of my soul for this shit but the songs dropping right?
the songs drop on time
i fought a hard battle but the sword has dulled through time
i put this lighter to the blunt and watch it shine
it look just like a shooting star when im passing by

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

better i was

thought u knew how better i was

scraping off the rust (p. kaydo)

Happy Halloween everyone 🎃 

Lyrics~

Memory’s like deadwood that my mothafuckin theme song 
Diggin in my different bag of flows in findin sweat spots 
I be with the gang and you can find us where them trees rot 
6 feet deep comatose with the kneees locked 
Ancient form of being buried deep within the bedrock 
Yeen even see it coming Way we hit you with dat headshot 
20 gold rigs with the team like we some hedgehogs 
We just come to fuck it up then dip off to the next spot 
Oh?
I just think we hatched another plan it’s time to go 
Shit I’m rolling 20 deep that’s 40 eyes thats on patrol 
Movin like a hive mind steady creeping out the snow 
Shake off all the frostbite and introduce em to the cold 

I feel like a monster way I eat up all these beats 
Always tooth pickin hats and 808s up out my teeth 
Oh you caught me lickin chops I smell deadwood cooking heat 
Table set, fuck it up again we rollin 15 deep 
Oh Geeze 
Move like the akatsuki way we blow through all these trees 
You couldn’t fathom all the dope that we got hidden in these leaves 
Shit it’s got me reachin heights I never thought that I would see 
gotta bounce just got word back from the team

oh? p. bxxnose

rent's due

lyrics:

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

oh you got somethin up on your mind
tell me now and don't waste no time
find me blank with no face i'm blind
fuck me up i'm desensitized, I..

i'm missin california, oh darlin i adore ya
why i try, i'm fried she's lost her mind i hate my type

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

i always saw you at my side until you put me to the sword
fuck my dumb opinions right you're probably getting bored
put the blame on me, blame on me

put put put, blame on me
put put put, blame on me

put, put

i'm missin california, oh darlin i adore ya
why try i'm fried shes lost her mind i hate my type

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

on and off

prod @s0ftskelet0ns
i just added violins :)

lately ive been cold inside my skin
hard to warm up when nothings within
cant contemplate too much about it
hard to my live my steady doubting

I don't wanna die yet
living life got no regrets
im lucky im still breathing
stay in I aint leaving
anxiety's my life
overthink too much try fight
its hard but its alright
im coping im coping

citalopram

Lyrics <3 

Taylor - im sorry but I don’t relate , cause there’s no one to call when I break, they tell me im waisting my life cause I’m doing drugs til it rids me away, take a look at myself in the mirror I’m disgusted in everyway, my life full of stress and I’m so depressed , I wish you would pull me outta my brain 

200 the dash , took my pride and threw it in the trash, whole time I was wearing a mask , tryna be someone else didn’t last , 

but either way it goes , imma be alone until I’m bones , all I have is our memories , I’m sorry that I built a broken home ,I’m sorry I was never perfect and sorry I was never worth shit,  I just wanted you to love me and maybe realize I was worth it 

So if we’re being honest I’m a crumb , this ain’t moncler bro I’m a bum, I drink until I go numb , or I drink til I throw upppp , havent seen my daughter in a month , tryna hold it in and act tough , tears drain from my eyelids and nobody cares that I’m fucked

I’m walking in quick sand , sinking by the second , I keep coming back idk when I’ll learn my lesson


Swamp 🐍🐊- It’s muddy in my cup 
And there’s a forest in this blunt 
Ion got time for no bullshit so can we wrap this up
I’m just tryina catch me a buzz
but these Russians ain’t enough 
Should of filled em with more skunk
Instead we’re still here on this love shit 
Like do you even really want this 
Are you upset or just sinkissed 
Like my bad you’re feeling loveless 
I Gues ur skin ain’t the toughest 
Yuh yuh 
But I’m back in ball 
Blockin goofies like a prime Chris Paul 
Oh you wanna talk? Baby don’t hit call 
If your mission is to watch me fall 
Tell the truth, don’t lie to me 
It’s funny I can see the irony 
Let me take a page from Taylor’s diary 
learn to smoke away all my anxiety 
But it’s 
Tough luck 
No chance 
Ima surly fold again 
I’m fucked up 
Oh man 
Don’t leave me here alone my friend


Notahero 🚫🦸‍♂️— burberry glasses on but you’re not in the frame
i don’t wanna leave the house girl i ain’t pregame yet
this shit going back and forth like wii sports tennis
and i keep coming back don’t think i learned my lesson
i don’t wanna get to know you
i don’t even know myself
drunk as fuck in this function singing like alvin
simon on my belt
tommy keep me warm when it’s cold
wear that shit like pelt
if its bout my queen then im gon fold
that’s how the cards dealt
baby your so perfect
i can’t treat you wrong and if i do i don’t deserve it
i might be better gone lately i been feeling worthless
but you tell me that im wrong and swear that i have a purpose





Notcursed 🚫🧙‍♀️- i don’t feel much older
but i’m really worn down
wish i knew when i was younger this was how i’d turn out

cold room flooded out the summer
and i’ve been in this dark mood month after another
it’s been feeling daunting lately
no one here to shape me
yeah i could, i know, but my mental needs saving

i might feel better when the winter comes around
i’ve been finding lost letters that were better unfound
i stay locked in this house
the keys been buried now
you’d think i wanna get out
but i don’t know how

i might get better when i learn to love myself
i’ve been writing less letters to girl who never helped
she still looks like me now
down to the skin
i see you’re getting freaked out
should’ve never let you in

I’m sorry, but I can’t relate w/ safehaven , swamp , notahero & notcursed. (Prod by Cxrter)

mix & mastered in zaini’s room 
produced by @zainibeats & @skinnyatlas

Rise Up (prod by. skinny x zaini)

prolly a one off but been listening to ericdoa recently n wanted to try somethin similar
couple weeks off for a halloween based drop but better late than never

o and i got the pass from multiple bi/gay homies <3

Lyrics:

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

spark it up
pass the blunt
i can never do enough
she tryna get her hand down my pants but imma pry it off
her guy is kinda upset
he's a little quick to punch
lay him out
calm him down
it's not me who's fucking up

yuh

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that
draw a line yea i bet you'll fuckin toe that
repeat a bar like the shit you said was all that
he can't hit what i do like it's kovaak's
tistic like i'm chris chan 
where my girl at

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that

ghostface (prod. nightiger)

Path finder (prod. sorrow bringer).m4a

CHATTANOOGA TN 📍 
Happy you found me! Let’s be friends <3
(Extinction album coming this September)

Path finder (prod. sorrow bringer).m4a

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