Hibernation in the Summer [prod. cxrter & luffy]

mixed/mastered by me
produced by flower and luffysome

lyrics:
i guess it was all for nothing
what a sad story
i can tell that you been bluffing
you'd be better off if you ignore me

it's been so cold out
idk how i'mma ever be the same again
the door we had together's closed now
i've been zoned out
tryna hide from all my pain again

it's never ending
it doesn't matter what you say to me
bad guy, i bet that's how you been painting me
to all your friends, all your friends and your family
with all the lies that you tell it's more like fantasy

we know you ain't innocent
rather be alone than ever let you in again
call it what you want but i know that's imminent
since the time i had to ask you "where you been" again
i knew i couldn't trust you

want me to drown in all of my tears
and it's fucked up
you just wanna see my heart stop
and i can't stop
thinkin bout how all that i've got
is just bad luck when it comes to love

i guess it was all for nothing
what a sad story
i can tell that you been bluffing
you'd be better off if you ignore me

it's been so cold out
idk how i'mma ever be the same again
the door we had together's closed now
i've been zoned out
tryna hide from all my pain again

all for nothing [flower]

swamp:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

But if I go I’m taking you with me to hell 
It was always from your hand, every card I was delt 
So it just seems fitting that your end is with my help 
“What a let down” like shit that’s exactly how I felt 

So pull the trigger if you want I think I’m ready now 
To try and start avoiding your whole arsenal of let downs 
You’re always more prepared than I am it’s so typical 
But it’s chess not checkers baby all my plays are critical 
Ok so 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself

cxltmoon:

Soaked in these memories
But all this kerosene is a product thats been sold to keep you away from me 

Watch where your walking
The floor is rigged to fall in
I know cause im falling and falling and falling again

I'm exhausted and sleep is for the weak
I'm exhausted cull me out while I sleep
I'm exhausted i'm bleeding to my feet
And ill wipe it all down and clean myself without a peep

The wounds afflicted by you are kinda bittersweet
The hole inside my heart hurts
But I hold you dearly
Hey, dont shoot the messenger
I only asked you first
So drop the hate and just take what's worth

swamp & cxltmoon:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide
(before we collide)
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
(While I brace for the impact)
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of my-
Self
Before we collide
Brace for impact


The Hideous Creature [prod. cxrter & irby]

~2300~

@kennyorlando

prod by: @natokitch

dark room (prod. nato)

Don't Pressure Me [prod. cl6udy & cxrter]

whtvr u wnt

ive been thinkin
its not my fault
back on the wall
had my back up on the wall but they makin feel horrible no matter what I thought
i know this cant be enjoyable for as long as i want
but my thoughts still seem recorable so i tell em wassup
its making me feel terrible when you say what you want from me
i can see through your smile when you dont whats wrong with me
i promise that ill get there one day
dont wanna say probably
but maybe this is all the reasons why they been bothering
theyre not following
its cuz they dont know what its been like when i get to work
its been hallowing
see me spill pain on shirt
and they like oh my god what is wrong w him
maybe this could be something thats really good for me
so it would really be something if i would back out
wish that i could walk through life somewhat comfortably
feel like a zombie homie need a nap like right now
Been tryna tell em this ain’t something i can write down
i hope these words thats in my head will help my bank account
but thats not really why im here not here to make it out
im just tryna tell em how i feel from the confines of my house

just give me time ill turn nothing to something
all these restless nights alone this shit aint something i wanted
im in the gutter now
his bones are no longer solid
just pull me out
i can barely stand for this let alone stomach
its too much for you
i know that feeling myself
but how do you think i feel after "letting you down"
the path to life is steep
if nothing else than you should stay for me
im floating right before i fall asleep
if nothing else ill see you in my dreams
just know that ill love you eternally
but i feel so worthless
i wanna see
wanna see ya
wanna show you my song and give your head a kiss
i look disgusting bae got blood coming out my lips
i fear the day you call me trash i think ill fucking flip my lid
some days i think that my shit trash but nah fuck it im him
im fucking drunk right now so fuck it aw fuck it im him
baby me and you got love like pam and jim
this feeling inside of my heart so hollowing

hollowing (p. under the maple tree)

(Produced by me.)

falling - falling down to nothing
hearts too pure for suffering, but it does.
constant; hearing things in my sleep
find your way right back to me - in your dreams.

we'll be-

falling

falling down to nothing.

20 Seconds

sad song but good song, smart but also very dangerous

Scriptures

Protocol overwrite (prod. sorrow bringer).m4a

Think I’m good now
Try to pass up on anyone else 
I don’t want that love but I know this one
This one means much n I can’t tell you why I can’t change what
My past is fucked n I can’t fix that 
I’d rather watch as it all just fades to black
I don’t wanna take your time away
But please sit with me while I turn grey and fade away
So is this love or am I hopeless 
When you’re with me I just can’t focus on anything else 
Wanna keep this love all to myself 
I know it’s wasted
I’ve already tasted everything this world can never give me
That’s why I feel so much envy
Maybe that just means I’m guilty 
Guilty of giving to much 
Of lovin to much
Of hearing to much
Of doing this much I can’t 
Keep this up I just want your love

Think I’m good now
Try to pass up on anyone else 
I don’t want that love but I know this one
This one means much try to tell you what I feel but
I just give up
Go on tangents that never mean much 
I don’t know why I never mean much 
I know you hate when I self-deprecate 
I’m tryin to fix the words that I say
It’s easy when you’re with me 
Feeling less empty 
Feeling like my souls just a little heavy 
N those 3 words are a little heavy 
But when you’re with me I feel less hollow 
I feel like I have more time to borrow 
Never let down to see tomorrow 
I don’t wanna stay
I don’t wanna stay this way

time to borrow (flower x ‪‪‪babieyummo )

CHATTANOOGA TN 📍 
Happy you found me! Let’s be friends <3
(Extinction album coming this September)

Protocol overwrite (prod. sorrow bringer).m4a

trexture