This song is actually about the feeling of nothing. A pure emptiness within ones own body or soul. It's like as if you are feeling so happy but kinda sad at the same time and those two opposite feelings just neutralise each other to left you all alone with no sensation at all. The "Agony" however represents the pain caused by one's inner voice that comes along with nothingness because there is no greater torture than being exposed to your own thoughts.

Waltz of an Agony

It's about that so called "Grief" everyone has over an unfortunate situation. They talk or comment right after that kind of thing occurs only to forget all about it the next day. I wrote the song after hearing this Turkish expression about the ongoing wars in the Middle East, "Şehidin helvası sizin ocakta kavrulmadığı sürece size hep tatlı gelecek"(The halva of a martyr will always taste good if it's not cooked in your house).

Watcher's Grief

This one is the first song that I composed on piano and suprisingly still one of my favourites even though it has such a simple yet a meaningful melody. It's about the hard work and I wrote it after hearing the news about the mining accident in Somali. People were working in hard conditions for such a small amount of money in hopes of getting out of that prison-like working place in one piece and get home as soon as possible with only a bread or so in their hands to feed the family of 4. I named it "Spark" as a metaphor to describe the shiny sparks of hopes within those workers that gave them a reason to survive and helped them finding their way out of that dark pit.

Spark

I don't have a lot to say on that one because as the title suggests, it's about pure distgustment. The song itself is really short, kinda reminds me of a heavy smell that wears of within a second but still makes you hold on to something to completely purify your olfactory receptors from the effects of it.

Disgust

Just another being who creates music to make people feel something or to give them a glimpse of my perception of the world.

Spark

Sonay

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