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i could love you like tomorrow isn't promised
don't think the future ever comes if im honest
brought a chocolate to you at the college
i want all this, we can skip the falling
i need to be calling up someone who wants me too
and i would ask who's up but wouldn't talk to you
by now i've given up, there's nothing left to do
your name is in my phone, i'll walk a mile with you
and when there's nowhere left to walk and there's nothing to do
i hope you know that we can talk when it's just me and you
built to spill all of my problems and it's all i do
making music doesn't solve em i just think it's cool
you got problems, i don't have a problem
telling everyone about the scars or how i got em
totally forgot you, then i went and lost you
all my thoughts are consumed
by you but they're not true
don't know who we are now, i think it's alright though
you just had a rough day i got in a life boat
always sailing sideways, wont see me outside though
surfing on an interwave, find me with no telescope
talking bout a winter day, i just think it's always cold
i don't got a lot to say, i got away from being bold
god, but you even had games on your telephone
playing with my head i even bought you the nintendo
friendship should last in the end it depends though
i'm not keeping friends around that wanna act just like they know
everything that's better for me in my life than what i've chose
i know i could never be your wife cause i'd have nicer clothes
can't admit it to me but i'm right and you know it though
i think you know, i hope you know, i know you don't
i hope you will, i know you won't

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

tomorrow isn't promised

Junkie

TRYIN MY BEST

snakes in the yard (eric godlow) (snippet) 9/22/23

when i go
they won’t remember me

my luck ran out 
it’s all downhill
got no depency
i’m writing in my blood
and i’m having an epiphany
don’t pretend to care too much
cus i know you have no sympathy
i can’t talk about what’s in my head
i’ll throw up
i’m so anxious bout my body, my existance, and that i grow up
i don’t want to live my life like this
i need it to go slower
even writing these words is making my stomach sink lower
i wish i could shout louder
but all my life i’ve been “quiet”
i was labled that girl
maybe thats why im now fueled with fire
but i’m colder than snow
and it’s my time to go
wipe the blood from my nose
the icicles they’re piercing my soul

i’m not home
they can’t remember me

“i leave a note beside the bed and i run away”
“you know i love you, so i hope you understand my pain”
i hope they understand the pain

remember me [onte]

Разрушение

[Verse 1 | Death Effect]
Bring me to the altar — this is my end,
No turning back, no amends to mend.
It’s decided now — fate is calling,
No more mercy, no more crawling.

Reshaping reality into our own image,
Greater forces clash, destroying lineages.
The past and the future meet and collide,
You’ve reached the end — I’ve been denied.

[Guitar Solo | Calling Bends]

[Pre-Chorus | Beckoning Effect]
A new world beckons — we stand here now,
Creation’s fall completes its vow.
We question why we still remain,
When fear of death runs through our veins.

You’ve met the maker — an apparition divine,
The tides of war cut through the line.
The end is near for one and all,
I rise again through my own fall.

[Chorus | Fate By Faith Effect]
I’ll break your spirit — it’s merging with mine,
Hung for the crowd in fate’s grand design.
I am the world’s unending ending,
Your downfall — I’m transcending.

Dragged into my dark domain,
This is where your hope is slain.
My facade cracks, yet I still stand —
Fate By Faith will raise my hand.

[Guitar Solo | Maker Bendings]

[Verse 2 | Intense Fate Clashings]
You’re the echo of the greatest dream,
But I’m the truth that splits the seams.
This fading world — my final line,
I’m not fine, but this power’s mine.

A creation’s whim — that’s all you are,
Before you move, I’ve gone too far.
This deserted world is mine to own,
Creation’s end is overthrown.

[Pre-Chorus | Beckoning Effect]
A new world beckons — we stand here now,
Creation’s fall completes its vow.
We question why we still remain,
When fear of death runs through our veins.

You’ve met the maker — an apparition divine,
The tides of war cut through the line.
The end is near for one and all,
I rise again through my own fall.

[Chorus | Fate By Faith Effect]
I’ll break your spirit — it’s merging with mine,
Hung for the crowd in fate’s grand design.
I am the world’s unending ending,
Your downfall — I’m transcending.

Dragged into my dark domain,
This is where your hope is slain.
My facade cracks, yet I still stand —
Fate By Faith will raise my hand.

[End | Fade Out]
(Instrumental fade — echoes of shattered light and divine rebirth)

Fate By Faith

So many people have no bread
While others waste what could be fed
The earth is crying, dry and torn
We must help before it’s gone

The rich fields once were green and wide
Now they’re empty, cracked, and dry
But if we share what love can grow
The world will heal, I know

Let the hunger end today
Every heart can find a way
Give your hands, your voice, your care
There’s enough for all to share

A child is waiting, eyes so small
Dreaming of a life for all
It doesn’t take a king or crown
Just kindness spreading round

We can plant the seeds again
Let compassion be the rain
When we stand as one, we’ll see
What the world was meant to be

Every hand can lift another
Every heart can light the dark
If we listen, if we care
A brighter world will start

Let the hunger end today
Every heart can find a way
Give your hands, your voice, your care
There’s enough for all to share

Let the hunger end today (end today)
Every heart can find a way (find a way)
If we stand as one together
We can build the fields of tomorrow


Fields of Tomorrow

[Verse 1]
I'm the light on your shed
Shining through your bedroom window
Keeping you awake
I'm the thoughts in your head
I'm every word you never said
Keeping you awake
Remember me with a smile on my face
So when I'm gone you can know I'm in a better place

[Hook]
I'm not so sure
About anything anymore
I guess I got what I asked for
I've been so sore
From always sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore

[Verse 2]
What's the point of waking up?
Why can't I give a fuck?
How can I see the bright side
With the blinds closed and I'm stuck?
They say I'll get it when I'm older
Well, I'm getting close and no closure
Now I'm feeling like it's over
We don't even have to go there
Like damn
Look at my life
Tell me why I can't do anything right
Don't wanna complain so I keep it inside
Losing my mind, wide awake every night
Remember the days at that old cul-de-sac
Feel like that shit was a dream looking back
Now I can't help that I live in the past where nothing will last

[Hook]
I'm not so sure
About anything anymore
I guess I got what I asked for
I've been so sore
From always sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore

[Hook]
I'm not so sure
About anything anymore
I guess I got what I asked for
I've been so sore
From always sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore

Nevermore (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

I remember the first time
That I saw you there
Sitting on the pill box with your short blonde hair and then I
Took a breath cause you know I get scared
I’m sorry but you know I had to light that flare
Cause you know we’re not ok and we’re not alright
This current keeps pulling us under every time so stop acting like everything’s fine
You lost yourself in all the delusion but I’m not drowning this time

Do you remember the last time
When I was standing there, 
Looking pretty nervous and stumbling through my words and then I 
lit the signal flare cause i couldn’t repair the damaged caused from the flood while you just stared 
and now I’m tired from the night before a fake smile through my teeth like I’m Hayley from paramore
A few laughs like the joker in the liquor store 
and lock away the pain like I’m Goldberg in a book store

And I still think about the way you made me feel around all my friends
And I still carry all these scars you left indented in my head
And I still hate the way that you keep coarsing through my fragile veins
Do you still think about me everyday?

I see your face in the night time
Just fucking haunting me there 
They say that love is dead but the ghost of you roams my head and now I 
Take a breath cause I still get scared
With 1 step forward its 5 steps back off the ledge

Nevermore (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

nothing,nowhere. (one take)