平行線の恋煩い

平行線の恋煩い - 幽閉サテライト

Senya - This Evening Index (今宵インデックス)

☆ミ Title： フラグメンツ （Meaning "Fragments".） 
☆ミ Album： Unchained Melody 「アンチェインドメロディ」
☆ミ Circle： Hatsunetsumiko's 「発熱巫女～ず」

★彡 Original Title： ネクロファンタジア （Meaning "Necrofantasia".） ／ Phantasm Boss - Yukari Yakumo's Theme
★彡 Source： 東方妖々夢　～ Perfect Cherry Blossom （Touhou Youyoumu, meaning "Bewitching Eastern Dream".）

♬♪♫ ミ Vocals： Narco × Capo
♬♪♫ ミ Lyrics： Capo
♬♪♫ ミ Arrangement： Tim Vegas
♬♪♫ ミ Guitar： Condor KING 「コンドルKING」

Fragments 「発熱巫女～ず」( Hatsunetsumiko's )

Primordial Beat vocal remix.
Beat Gather
Sound Holic

【東方ボーカル】 「bEAT GATHER」 【SOUND HOLIC】

Last Warm Light

If You Hear Me

靴の音を、響かせて、その手を - 凋叶棕

Vocals：lily-an, Stack
Lyrics：ACTRock, azuki/kaztora
Arrangement：ACTRock, kaztora
Circles：暁Records×Liz Triangle
Album：First Memory/Next Memory | Reitaisai 13

Lyrics:
The seasons change countless times,
even if I’m lonely, even if I’m sad, and I thought it was completely normal.
Even though I was empty I had something I wanted to take care of.
I started walking from there – my first memory.

I certainly saw a God just for me with my eyes.
I was laughing merrily – my happy memory.
When I grew up, I noticed that the “me” waving her hand, saying “I’m not alone!” really was.

When I couldn’t believe, when I had enough,
when I began to sulk or when I lost my nerves, you were always close by.

Walking steadily, I cut through the wind.
I spend my days pretending not to see.
I was a bit rebellious and probably a bit ignorant as well.
There was the lonely sound of shoes walking behind me when I walked home by myself.
The memory in which I felt a little regretful.

Even though I was left alone more and more and my loneliness increased, my kind Gods were by my side.

“I want to solve this conflict; if we talk it out you will understand me.”
I was such a fool for believing such a thing…

I misunderstood the me from then on,
because I knew I was the odd one.
Don’t follow me, my tears won’t stop.
Even though I understood I was just lying to myself somewhere in my heart…
This means Goodbye. The memory I’m sorry for…

Don’t go anywhere… I don’t want to be alone for real.
I can’t chose what I can do or not, can’t I? I resignated. A sorrowful memory…

Walking steadily, I cut through the wind.
It’s okay, I’m not afraid or anything.
I have to go soon… the two are waiting for me.
Even though the strong headwind was trying to stop me, I said “I’ll go then.”
This is my first memory…

The wind blows through my frozen fingers.
I put my expectations and fears into the outskirts of the world I imagined as a child.
A weak light shines inside of my chest that has run off.
My altered dreams lay in my hands, so they won’t spill.

I don’t have to lie at myself anymore.
I will dash forward as who I really am!

Now, there is a light that makes me cross my hopes so I can request.
I cut through the wind I imagined back then.
Now, simply everything I can see is precious to me.
I stand inside of the howling wind in a scenery after the rain.

I chase the back of the “me” from tomorrow.
My sensations are on the opposite of the feelings I can’t catch.
And yet I believe that I voluntarily step forward.
Because even if I wish for a miracle to occur, it will happen now.

I can’t even regain the things I’ve thrown away.
Now, I will just look forward.
Even if I take just one step, I will do it with the strength I’ve cast away in the past!

Now, rather than hopes or requests I have a prayer.
I cut through the wind, not even able to cling onto anything.
The sprout inside my locked-up heart blooms large-flowered.
I see my self from those tucked away olden days,
when I looked as if I wanted to run away.

My heart has fallen out, but my empty chest is noisy.
I can’t believe I continued to believe…
Everything I wanted to convey to others in the name of religion
actually are the things I wanted myself.

That’s right. That’s what I did. I closed the lid,
pretending I wouldn’t be able to notice.
Right now, I want to know everything that remains in my hands,
even the things I’ve forgotten, hah ah…

The seasons change countless times;
Even if I’m happy, even if I enjoy myself, so I thought it was completely normal.
How much was I loved…? I didn’t notice and forgot about it.
It continues even from there on – my eternal memory, ah, ah…

Thus, people are creatures hoping and requesting.
They live in the present while laughing and crying.
Hey, because I didn’t throw away my future and it continues now,
you and me have made it this far and we’ll
go on whilst believing in the future!

Akatsuki/暁Records & Liz Triangle - First Memory & Next Memory

05 リスペク風神

Happy Koishi Day!!

Title: I
Vocals: あよ (Ayo)
Arrangement: kaztora
Lyrics: cheluce (イノライ)
Circle: 森羅万象 (Shinra-Bansho)
Album: シンラミュージアム (Shinra Museum)
Release Date: May 5, 2019 (Reitaisai 16)
Original: ラストリモート ~ Last Remote (SA Extra Stage Theme)
Illustration: ひなすみれ

Lyrics:
IとIで作られた世界と
無機質な現在（今） 左胸 語らないこの眼をね信じて

日の差さぬ場所 誰もいない部屋
窓に映るみず 拭って滲ませた
視えた感情の名前も知らずに
意識しないうちについた瘡 撫でて欲しい

蓋をした過去も酷い気持ちも
見透かすものなどふたつあればいい
さよならを数えて 瞳ひとつ閉ざした
ココロはいらないの

eyeと藍でつくられた世界が
今 風に吹かれては 溶け消えゆく
硝子なぞった指先 かじかむ
行き場のない 衝動と無力だけ写る窓
壊して

視えないことが幸せならばこの眼はどうして ここにある
知らなかったよ 幸福の色も
突然目の前にはじけて溢れたんだ

あなたと出会った瞬間の鼓動
慣れるまで隣でそっと手 握ってて
「なんて、お御伽」
私をそう宥める声まだ響いて

捧ぐ想いの欠片は砕けた
今 見えない存在<かたち>じゃ伝わらないの
閉じたココロはあなたにふれない
握りつぶした ここにあるゆめの残鶻<あと>
痛みまだ消えない

今もまだ震える 手のひら張りぼてみたい 揺れて
でもね ココロは生きてる
もう逃げない 決めたの 答えはなくても
伝えたいことがあるから

あのね、わたしここにいる 気づいて
あなたのすぐ隣に
ほら アイの見えない世界はもう 消えた
ああ今なら言えるよ
あなたと繋がりたい 描いて

開けたココロ 今 叫んだ
ほら 私はここだよ ここで歌ってるよ
ひとつ確かな想い 伝わったから もう大丈夫
あなたの目で見つめて ゆっくりでいいから
手にしたこの色で啜り  描く ものがたり

森羅万象 / Shinra-Bansho - I (Last Remote - Vocal)

Title： ラピスラズリの夜に ~ During a Night of Lapis Lazuli
Album： Mischief Sensation 「悪戯センセーション」
Circle： Shinra-Bansho 「森羅万象」
Original Title： 月時計　～ ルナ・ダイアル ~ Lunar Clock ~ Luna Dial ／ Stage 5 Boss - Sakuya Izayoi's Theme
Source： 東方紅魔郷　～ the Embodiment of Scarlet Devil / Touhou Koumakyou ~ Eastern Lands of the Scarlet Devil
Vocal： Mie (みぃ)
Lyrics： Ticat
Arrangement： Kaztora
Electronic Guitar： AJ
Original Composer： ZUN 「上海アリス幻樂団」
Event： Hakurei Shrine Reitaisai 14 「博麗神社例大祭１４」
Release Date： May 07, 2017
Picture Artist： 九門寺 あると （Kumonji Aruto）

Lyrics:
I planted my splendid knife in 
And I gently kissed you, like I was caressing your ripe cheek.

I wipe off the dripping juice
And think back over the past.

I had forgotten to wind the screw.
My body sways to and fro. The music box plays.

The moon, which had turned 360 degrees, and the lake’s rippling surface
Shone with a freezing coldness.
Their radiance was like pieces of lapis lazuli shining through the fog
Into the deep blue, into the distance.
I looked at the new moon, quenching my heart.
If only I could have sworn that oath…

I touch the tears of the Earth as they overflow.
Next, I will fill my lungs with them.

“Ever since that day, my broken silver fangs have—“ 
I should stop telling those old tales.

Even if the deal is weak,
I won’t worry about it and I’ll soar high for that fleeting moment.

The moon, which had revolved a full 360 degrees, danced above the lake.
The lake awaited the thaw, seeking warmth.
It was like pieces of lapis lazuli, fading away
Into the jade, into the distance.
I would scream until I could scream no more
If it meant I could swear that oath.

I stand alone during a dark night
In a corner of a terminal station. 
I left behind my expectations and my hope
And I closed the door. Hey…

I see. Since the days when I served you, I’ve been fascinated
By the fireworks in the sky I picture in my heart. I long for them.
I knew it all. But I can’t count 100 lights.
“I want to be by your side for even longer…”

The moon, turning 360 degrees, passed by
And erased the thick clouds of mist.
Still, the future is lapis lazuli coloured,
So blue, so close by.
After seizing the future in my hands so it won’t spill out,
I can swear this oath forever…

Shinra Bansho / 森羅万象 - ラピスラズリの夜に ~ During a Night of Lapis Lazuli (Luna Dial - Vocal Rock Ballad)

GOOD MORNING!

Temple sweeper by day, Choujuu Gigaku’s lead singer by night (don’t tell Byakuren)

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Akatsuki/暁Records & Liz Triangle - First Memory & Next Memory

Kyouko Kasodani