The Upload

here goes nothing

lyrics:

it's funny how right when she wouldn't talk to me anymore
it's you that answers the phone, dad
it's weird that it's weird to hear your voice, and
i know that you're busy as fuck, and
that you're not that proud of your son, and
didn't wanna answer my call, but
you still did, and for that i love you
i'm a fuck up
and i drained the well dry
runnin the streets, you were lookin for love
and you couldn't find it after my mother
i'm the same way, i need another
sickness tore all of us apart and
way too big of a heart for your chest, but
way too much on your shoulders to rest, you
run from baggage you left unaddressed, and
i relate 'cause i do the same thing
your son, and that shit's amazing
i'm sorry shit had to get fucked up,
i never meant to betray you
one year since we spoke on some real shit
i just hope i say the right things
i only dialed you 'cause i thought this time maybe you'd answer me

yeah
maybe you'd answer me
yea.. 
maybe you'd answer me

spotify

letter from your son (prod. cxld blxxd)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RoYuiAZSnzM
linktr.ee/xlilxsabb_

leave me forgotten (prod. splashgvng)**vid in desc, apple music, spotify**

Only One

i watch my life as its falling apart
but i feel fine as i lie in the dark
this life’s a game and i’m playing my part
soon i’ll burn out like a dying star

without the drugs i’d never make it
the only way i’m getting by is staying faded
yeah
but half these plugs be selling fake shit
it got me feeling kinda off, they prolly laced it
whoa
i’m fucking wasted
i feel like gucci, take a shot right to the face bitch
you never wanted me so that’s the way i face it
i shouldn’t even give a fuck, ‘cause girl you’re basic

i’m over that chick
and i’m so far gone
i might crash my whip
just for the hell of it
‘cause i don’t give a shit
i’m fucking done with this
i’m screaming fuck you bitch

big bands in my pocket
yeah
wallet chains wit no wallet
yeah
i got plans to be up next
yeah
i won’t stop till it happens
yeah

i smoked an 8th and now i’m cruising
all i really want in life is to make music
but everybody fucking hates me
my dad despises what i’m doin, says i’m lazy
well, you can hate me from afar but i’ll keep moving
‘cause i got big ass fucking goals while y’all ain’t do shit
you waste your youth going to college like you’re s’posed to
i spend it doing what i want while making big moves

oh my god i think i miss you
i don’t wanna but i think i do
i just wish i didn’t miss you
i don’t wanna but i think it’s true

end of the world and i feel fine [prod. sketchmyname]

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LYRICS

we were wasted
stayin’ up all night long
in the basement 
singin’ your favorite song
you were naked
thinkin’ that we belong
didn’t make it
funny how we were wrong

you can lose your attitude
lil mama feelin’ rude
calm down witcho’ headass
we didn’t last 5 minutes

why you bein’ so damn mean?
throw a tantrum cause a scene
all my, all my broken promises
girl, i swear i never lied to you
just changed my mind, cause that’s what we do

indecisive, you don’t mean a thing to me
tell yo girlfriends i’m just tryna play some games
girl, i swear i never lied to you
just changed my mind, cause that’s what we do

we were wasted
stayin’ up all night long
in the basement 
singin’ your favorite song
you were naked
thinkin’ that we belong
didn’t make it
funny how we were wrong

we were wasted
stayin’ up all night long
in the basement
singin’ your favorite song
you were naked
thinkin’ that we belong
didn’t make it, we didn’t make it

ooo, girl you know what to do 
you know i need it, i need it, i need it
i need you

as indecisive as they come
but i made up my, made up my mind
i don’t wanna run

Spotify

make it

lyrics
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*evol*

i gave u my all
& u gave me ur least
i won’t miss u at all
get ur shit & just leave

i knew forever was a lie
the way you'd look me in my eyes
i knew that something was up
with u
& i tried i really did
u took me for granted & i felt like shit
now i never wanna see ur face
fuck u
woah ohhh o-ohhh
a smile on my face when i see u fall
ohhhh ohhh o-ohhhh
& ima hit decline everytime u call

*trechor boy*

yea imma hit u up from a payphone
just to say i hate u
make u sobbin on the way home
what a bitch 
took my shit 
then she dipped
runnin circles round my grave 
now she fuckin with my head
i never really cared about you at all
always getting pissed about shit so small
when youre POV is fucked you aint seeing me clearly
somethings wrong with your instincts 

i need you
to step down
from your pedestal
you think so highly of yourself
its incredible 
take a step back 
i had a flashback
of when you used to be around

*evol*

& now i’m stuck inside my bed
i cant believe u left me for dead

get ur shit & leave w/ trechor boy [prod. wellfed]

shoutout brutall for the artwork!!

prod. beatgoon:

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enjoy! no lyrics for this one as it was done off the top of my head :)

DEEPER! (prod. beatgoon)

Way To Easy (not complete!)

i'm not ready to go
it's not healthy, i know
maybe i can find a way to make it so that i won't
there's no reason to stay
but i can't walk away
maybe i'm addicted to the way you say
you've got my attention
you're all i want in one
you're all i want to gain
you cause me so much pain

let go
that's all they say
let go
i can't do that, that's insane

when the moment's right i'll make my way
until then i hope and pray
well, maybe there's no rush
and i don't mind it much
i'll use it as my crutch

let go
that's all they say
let go
i can't do that, that's insane

Sleeps X - let go

𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘮𝘦

lyrics:
I know I seem different, sit down u should listen 
I know I feel so distant, im not me I kno u wont miss this

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x2

I don't even know who I am
i'm aching 
its suffocating 

smoke some shit, hope i feel it
my chest to weak for these feelings
I start breathing heavier 
, i'm insecure, my life's a blur

fuck I wanna feel u on my lips, yea
I know hasn't been long but I still miss yuh 
u callin my phone u cant leave alone
I rlly like that, I cant lie 
yea I rlly cant fight that 

confused ab my life and where i'm goin now
I hope I make but sometimes I think don't kno how

“ look at the brightside” fuck that 
u don't even know me 
sayin shit like u rlly think we homies

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x3

chemicals

chemicals (prod.kamikaze)

Cybercity Feat. Lil Roar (Prod. Nej Dos)

If you payed attention you’d see pain in my face 
Know things moved so fast but we gon’ work at my pace
Please don’t break me, I can’t take that, I’ll lose my faith 
All the things you love ‘bout me are things that I hate 
Took my life and flipped it upside down and sideways 
Just for once I wish I could do things the right way 

When will I get enough? 
If I do, will I give it up? 
Promise you I’ve never felt this much 
Yeah I’m on a different planet when I feel your touch 
I get a rush when I look into your eyes 
Give it up if you want me to feel alive
Promise you I won’t be like them other rich guys 
Big time, when I make it there I’ll never switch sides 
But there’s one thing with me it’s one way or the highway 
Just for once I wish I could do things the right way 

If you payed attention you’d see pain in my face 
Know things moved so fast but we gon’ work at my pace
Please don’t break me, I can’t take that, I’ll lose my faith 
All the things you love ‘bout me are things that I hate 
Took my life and flipped it upside down and sideways 
Just for once I wish I could do things the right way

Can't Do Right (Prod. Jody X JKei)

first single off the EP with grayfox and beecher

The Upload

Romeo