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cry cry cry

the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

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so tell me this is who you are
they tell me ive got something more
and oh you could be loved
but i dont want the lights to find me when im dark and lost
but never on my own

cos i just wanna swing like sinatra
singing like i cant stop
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i just wanna live like the ones before
and maybe i could play guitar like hendrix
or save the world or end it
and then maybe youll remember me when im gone
thats all i could ever want
thats all i want

so i got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
whoever wants to hear
and i got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat till im burnt out and disappear
but i owe you nothing
and i own my luck
oh they said youll never be alone again
but i dont think you understand me or what i fear
but you could be loved
but i dont want to lie to tell myself
im more than all the mistakes ive out run

cos im only here for a minute
and i dont care what you say cos i know
youre only here cos im winning
but i can be my own kind of rock and roll like
i dont really care if you say you dont fuck with me
and i can say what the fuck i want cos its down to me
and i got love for you even if you are doubting me
like oh my god i just cant stop

cos i just wanna sing like sinatra
with ethanol my soundtrack
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i wonder how it feels to burn out young
cos i just wanna die before my heart fails
from heartbreak or cocktails and
then maybe youll cry once you know im gone
thats all i could ever want
oh thats all i want

cos i aint scared of living
i aint scared of living
no i aint scared of living
cos its all weve got
what are we breathing for if we aint living
and i dont want your love
i just want to feel like im still living
and if there is no god
ill know the day i die i lived through heaven
and that i gave it hell
and if it hurt oh well at least thats living

thats all i want

sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want
whats under the words you know thats all i want
something more than superficial is all i want
sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want

/i aint scared of living.

i think you think too much of me

rock + roll

purchase

let my baby stay

@rxdlxst

Lyrics

Why do I beg for your love when I'm feelin' depressed when I know that it's only a lie
Why do I fight to keep livin' this world is a mess and I think that it's better to die
Why do I keep writing songs that are so hard to finish that reflect the pain that I try
To hide from the people that care for me most, I know when I pass they're the ones that'll cry

I cannot cope with the fact that I'll never be good enough for anyone to be pleased
I'm always left in the past and they don't even hesitate, I am forgotten with ease
Autumn has fallen and so has my heart, the spark that I had is now dead like the leaves
Don't waste your time on unknxwn. cause he'll never amount to the one that you want him to be

All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse

I'm the emboiment of all the problems that ruin your life when it's too hard to solve em
I am the reason you break down in tears when the one that you love hits decline when you call em
I am the small little push that'll get you to fall when you're already stuck on the edge
I am the shovel that's already dug out your grave and just waiting for you to be dead

unknxwn. - defuse

defuse.

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defuse. | Produced by rxdlxst

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

Broken in, I'm broke again
I've had enough of this, that's what I feel like
Hope is hopeless, I'm fuckin' chokin', can't deal with this, fuck real life
I used to think about suicide, I feel better now, but I still might

Take my life, cause this shit don't make mine really feel nice
I love it when people just casually ask "Ken, are you depressed?"
Like I put up an act, but I just tell 'em no
Cause if I explain, they still wouldn't know about All of thoughts That've run through my head that're making me think
That I'm better off dead (I really think that I'm better off dead)

People that don't understand, think I don't make any sense
People that know where I stand, can't even help me for shit
All of us stuck in the sand, and no one will give us a hand
We wanna get better, we're calling for help
But no one is willing give us a chance

So when I make it out, it's fuck them, and it's fuck you
Needed help, you ain't come through
You don't know what I've gone through
When you're all alone, I'll be gone too

Poppin' off like a 12 shotty
Heart's gone, I'm dead rotting
Too bad, I don't feel sorry
She feelin' me but I don't feel shawty

wraith - forever and all of eternity

real