breakwater - closure

Worst Party Ever - Manga Cafe - 2017

everything at once, at once
ive won, at what cost?
everything is falling down now
guess u were just a femme fatale 

scars on my arm 
in my heart 
i’ll try not to say it’s ur fault 
i don’t know where I’m going 
they’re trying to show me 

i lie awake 
at night 
visions in my mind 

i promise i’m trying
the magic doesn’t work and im dying  
i can’t sleep 
when im thinking of you 
why be so cruel 

filling the void 
living to survive 
crystals in my eyes 
running out of time 
everyone’s against me, decalcify 
i can’t help but feel like
im running out of time 

i lie awake
at night 
visions in my mind 
im by myself 
once again
broken

decalcify imperfect

old demo from spring 2022

last night i saw you in my dream
you stood in a scarlet dress and i watched as you followed another me
why did that dream end?
16 years of my life and i still dont where to go
where the fuck is my home?
i guess it's not here

i can't escape my hole
help me find someplace to belong
i think that tonight I'll have another dream
i hope i don't wake up

homesick

scruffpuppie - sport shorts (panucci's pizza cover)

Thisisit - Eyes Acoustic

Song 1 - Memories are bullets
Wake up 
I’m sick 
Cycle
Repeats 

All of my life
Has been Put in to you 

Possessed
By stress
Possessed
By stress

Possessed By stress
The cycle repeats

I’m tangled 
Possessed 
 
Life !
Taken from you

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Song 2 
The pain that I have
For you
Unforgotten
Not forgiven

Endure
Endure
How much longer
Can I take
Until I drop

The dahlia
Drops
After the first frosts
Winter is near
Frost is near

Winter has passed I don't care
The flower has died

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Song 3 - My faith holds on (Enjoy this instrumental)

Make Me - 2004 Demo - 03 Relax And Adapt

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