4 months LLH

Cloud 9

Mixed Up (Feat. GLDN SMG)

Produced by lxstghxul
Written by PMRDimi
Engineered by Anthony Di Matteo

Lyrics:
[Stewie & Brian]
Please tell me why you have it
I said I don't wanna talk about it
But I want to know
Just tell me, come on
No
Come on, please
*sigh*
I keep it in case I ever want to commit suicide, okay?
But why Brian?
I don't know
Sometimes, it's all too much
I don't quite understand why you're so unhappy
Yesterday when you said I don't live with purpose
You were right
I don't
What purpose does my life have

[Chorus]
Said they gon' be there when I need em, don't see anyone
Devil in my head keep saying this gon' be a lonely one
Nothing feeling safe so nowadays I don't know where to run
I don't feel any love
Looking in the mirror all I ever feel is hate
I'm so sick of feeling like I'm easily replaced
Everyone gon' tell me that they think it's not the case
But all you mother fuckers fake, aye

[Verse]
I can guarantee that they don't give a fuck about me
(Oh-oh-oh, I know)
I made a few mistakes so everybody wanna doubt me
(Oh-oh, I can't let go)
I can't help the way that I been feeling inside
I got the blade up to my wrist, I feel like I wanna die
I put a smile on my face, I know I'm living a lie
I know my life has been a waste but you don't know what it's like
(Oh-oh-oh)
I can't let go
(Oh-oh-oh)
My heart's gon' cold
(Oh-oh-oh)
Hope I die slow
(Oh-oh-oh)
Just to feel anything
I do anything to feel
Swear that every conversation that we had was never real
Catch me drowning in a bottle just to swallow all these pills
Got this void up in my chest I know ain't ever getting filled, yeah
Since a child I been traumatized
Every time I gave someone my heart then it got vandalized
Prolly be the reason constantly have thoughts of suicide
Prolly be the reason why I never get to sleep at night
One day soon hope I find sleep
One day soon hope death find me
One day soon hope I'm set free
Oh please just let me be

[Chorus]
Said they gon' be there when I need em, don't see anyone
Devil in my head keep saying this gon' be a lonely one
Nothing feeling safe so nowadays I don't know where to run
I don't feel any love
Looking in the mirror all I ever feel is hate
I'm so sick of feeling like I'm easily replaced
Everyone gon' tell me that they think it's not the case
But all you mother fuckers fake, aye

[End]
God
If you're there I am sorry
Honestly I feel like nothing
I don't have a friend in the world
I try to pretend to have a smile
But I don't have any more in me
I'm not sure if I ever had enough of whatever you're supposed to
If you care and you know someone like me
Don't stop trying
It could mean the difference between life and death
*Gunshot*

Credits:
Sample 1:
Family Guy

Sample 2:
Erik B Zink
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3VJFJTnPTbw

Suicide Note

Suicide Note (Prod. by lxstghxul)

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In The A.M.

In The A.M. - TK & Uglyboi

"WTRG" unites transcending sounds with image-inducing rhyme patterns well-suited for fans of chill hip-hop and hip-hop enthusiasts genre-wide. The song's lyrics open from the perspective of the iconic, Ye, formerly known as Kanye West, making reference to his conversion and his fall from grace in the eyes of the public. Just before the chorus, he eludes to the flood and its "washing away" of pain caused by Cain-like activity.  The song's second half speaks from the perspective of the inventor of man.  This inventor expresses his love and support for mankind, inviting them into a garden of bliss represented by the rose, symbolizing the inventor's appreciation and affection for people everywhere.

Where The Roses Grow Radio Edit

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I'm so sorry if I wasted you time I thought you loved me but it was all a lie its only been a few days and you already moved on to another guy you said I changed your life that was a lie this happens every time I fall in loove💖

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