Dice

written by me 
prod me and brayden

i dont wanna go 2 sleep 
cus that means ill wake up 
and i cant take it anymore 
i wanna go up 
i wanna go up 
i wanna go up

ye ur fine for a minute
but now u dont wanna get it
i wanted things 2 be different
but not 2 much when i think it
dont txt me from th bathroom anymore than u have 
i thought this could last
i thought it could last

ye u got me so pinned that i cant see my scars
i wanna get out up from under ur arms
u got me so upset and i cant see ur eyes
its always alright tho its always alright 
and u say that we can make it work w counseling
but im 18 ye i need to figure out things
save that till im 25 i need a damn life
is it alright or am i living a damn lie?

GLOW *NYE22* (prod lcslx & bp iv)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, me)

this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

Spotify

truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

@domerrz
@owtiss
@victxrw
@1yeezo

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[@domerrz]
my grass is full of snakes
you flourish, my heart decays
id rather die this way
i guess that never changed
it never goes my way
ill always end up breaking
then, ill go insane
its all the same at the end of the day

[@owtiss]
i worry bout the same things i dont care about the next day
i dont think ill ever change
i dont wna stay awake
i dont wna ever think
everything is all the same
does it rly even matter if i try
everytime u talk its the same old lies
now im counting down til the day i die
every single day i just waste my time

[@owtiss + @domerrz]
wish i could change :/
but i know ill stay the same (the same)
n i wont talk ill endure the pain (decay)
everyday til i go insane (insane)
wonder when ill finally break (break)
things never go my way (wake up)
getting tired of always saying it (saying something)
well i guess its okay.. (okay)
cuz its all the same at the end of the day!

spotify

its all the same w/ owtiss (victxrw + yeezo)

task manager (kttyflwr +zeromandia)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/prerelease/0oOZCwc6mFgQb7DT7EQ9Pd?si=9091a9a3084747c6

DHMB

producing + composing + sound design by:
me / @myrosaryblade

vocals + lyrics by:
@unionha

guitar by:
Beatsbypat

Lyrics:

Tell me do you really wanna know?
I get my therapy from Prada, head to toe
Baby, tell me what you do when you're alone
My brain, it can't fathom all the things you say
Baby, I don't wanna do any-

Feel so out of place, I ain't feeling right
I could run away, but you're in mind
I did it all for you
It would be tragic if you left this soon, Ooh
Don't save it, I'm wasted
And I've been wondering if I'm out my mind? (Am I out my mind?)
Ooh, can't explain it
Couldn't face it
I couldn't let all that shit ruin my pride

(Like, Ooh, we'll bend the rules)
(I'll do anything and everything for you)
(Like, Ooh, we'll bend the rules)
(I'll do anything and everything for you)
(She's scared for her life, she's wanting someone to save her)
(But we don't talk often, I swear she thinks that I hate her)
(She don't wanna go alone but she don't wanna follow me)
(But she's all I want, she's everything that I wanna be)

(She's everything that I wanna be)
(She's everything that I wanna be)
(Like, Ooh, we'll bend the rules)
(Like, Ooh, we'll bend the rules)

ErRoRr

Saho