Lying on the bedroom floor/ 
wondering how I got you to the surface but im going under/ 
the influence of mushrooms/ gorilla glue 
all sorts of fancy drinks/ 
but before I got to the moon/ 
I'll see your face before my final blink/ 
blink wake up 4x/ 
Blood all on the bathroom sink/ 
they'd never invite me to the movies or the skating rink/ 
but what if that means that I'm just different 
and this life don't mean too much/ 
what if I don't need someone to
 lead me out this/ 
deep and muddy rutt

Different (raw ‘unreleased’)

🔥”Music is not meant to be perfect …it is meant to be released” 

This journey began as music therapy for my own healing…
to distract from grief, to breathe through the pain,
to keep living one sound at a time.
Every track is a piece of me—
happy, hurting, broken, rising—
a sonic expression that helped me stay alive just a little longer.
Now, I share these frequencies with you…
hoping they offer peace, reprieve, or creative inspiration for your soul, too.

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lil kyo XR (リルキョウxr)  is an artist/producer based in New York, giving off a blend of soul, R&B, alternative, jazz and rap music. 
During the midst of the global pandemic in 2020, he released his 1st project, "San Bernardino", which is largely rap and jazz based . However, he has since released several other projects that blend multiple genres with vocal styles compared to Drake and Michael Jackson.


Different (raw ‘unreleased’)

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