The Upload

produced + featuring @xona

i won’t tell the truth
it’s getting too much to watch this shit all follow through
cuz we fight, and fuss, all night long
float just like a feather, winds are strong
i wouldn’t have to pay the homage if i didn’t see it through…

why couldn’t i just be you? (x5)

[xona]
who do I choose knowing the truth
cause I couldn’t be you and I didn’t want to lose

and I can’t wait for you down on the south side
I’m more than different, I decide to watch it go by
stop, I despise all the talks we had a like
-
why couldn't i just be you? (x5)

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extol ft. xona [xona]

Instagram - @dempseyrollboy 🚬

in a world of my own... 🖤💭

Lost in Time

when the summer ends except it's acoustic
Lyrics:
my mind is clear
I disappeared
and fell right back to you
my heart’s a mess
lost since you left
I guess it’s for the best
the feeling in my chest
when it’s the place you rest your head
keep your hand tucked in my hand

we’re lost again
there’s nothing left
I walk this empty road
but don’t know where to go
outside your place
it starts to rain
but that’s alright with me
there’s nowhere I’d rather be

so hold me a bit closer again
I ran too far and reached the end
the fog will slowly start to fade
bringing memories back I tucked away

I ran so fast
I thought that I could reach you
and fell right back
convinced I didn’t need you
it hurts so bad
and I’m so fucking sorry
can we go back
to talking in your driveway

I’m paranoid
can’t hear your voice
it wakes me when I sleep
the silence when I dream
I fill the void
with empty noise
the shivers in my sheets
the shaking in your knees

couldn’t hide the way I felt
but I did this to myself
or maybe we were just pretending
and I carried out the ending
left my sweater by your shelf
darling keep it for yourself
I’ll be fine here in the cold
just really hope you’re doing well

I’m standing at the spot we used to meet
your hands around my neck I couldn’t speak
but all this time been on my mind it’s all my fucking fault
and now your eyes eat me alive I’m never waking up
so tell me darling do you think of me?
as I’m falling off the edge
back to the nights I couldn’t sleep
fall asleep with me
I couldn’t reach you
I’ll never reach you

when the summer ends (acoustic)

originally performed by rainbow kitten surprise

produced by sk8miles

completely non profit

lyrics

called to the devil and the devil did come
said to the devil, devil, do u like drums?
do u like cigarettes, dominos, rum?
he said only sundown, sundays, christmas
some days end when i need a few friends
now and again, i could never hope to keep them
thought to give friends what i thought that they wanted
never had they needed a good friend as i been

dont get me venting on friends who resent u
cus all u've ever done is been a noose to hang on to
they thought was a necklace and reckless the fell into hell
where u both hang with nothing to do
but scratch, kick, let gravity win
like, fuck this, let gravity win like,
u could leave it all behind
even the devil needs time alone sometimes

u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall

called to the devil and the devil said quit
cant be bothered, better handle ur shit
keep about ur wits man,
keep about ur wits
know urself and who u came in with
can i sit down? i been husslin all day
i cant even count how many souls i made
off the same deal ur on
remember, the devil aint a friend to no one

well fine, true,
but u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall

called to the devil and the devil said 'hey!'
why u been calling this late?
its like 2am and the bars all close at 10 in hell
its a rule i made
anyway, u say ur too busy saving everybody else to save urself
and u dont want no help
oh well
thats the story to tell

like u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall
u could let it all go
u could let it all go

cus aint shit free but falling out
that shits easy let me show u how, its like -

it's_ called:_ freefall_ (sk8miles)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern

b-side of "si tu veux"
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

i hope you had a good time.

lyrics:

(dth)
(and i'll try my best)
yeah
thought we had it
tell me about it
and now you're shouting
i'm staying grounded
or at least i'm trying to
i'm not the same
when i'm near you
fuck off
what made you say it like that?
don't want the attitude
i'll throw it right back
the back and forth is really
getting to my head
you make me feel
like i'm better off dead

and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

(fernn)
omg like what's the fucking point now
i try to lay to rest, I try to try my best
you keep on pulling me back
wanna hate you but I confess
everything is so fucked up lately
i been thinking you that you hate me
honestly it's fine
im tired of thinkin bout you all the damn time
you treat me like shit
then you're fucking me again & you're looking so fit
I don't understand this at all
so just lay me to rest cuz I'm praying on your downfall
(praying on your downfall)

(dth)
and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

hope it was fun! w/ 1fern

better by myself - carter tomorrow x wavylouii

i can never sleep
prod by trip

HURT MONEY SHIRTS DROPPING SEPTEMBER 2 IN LOS ANGELES
SEPTEMBER 4 ONLINE
@tripsgoin2heaven

No Sleep In Hollywood

Control Me (nothing even matters)

i get lost in my mind sometimes... </3

written mixed and mastered by me

SOMETIMES (PROD. @NICKMIRA_)

cover of 'wear' by @xona
guitar played/re-recorded by logan

speak lightly
i won't seem
that worried
about u and me
down few
many lose
lives quick
nothing’s new
hiding right behind you
you’ll choose
you’ll choose

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear i swear
you’ll have my care

how are you here with me
i told you i’m scared of-
graphic and the terror to seize
it’s more than it could seem
it’s more than wear and tear
and i could hardly bear
and i could hardly bear
i  could hardly bear
i could hardly-

from what I wear
to see and stare
i swear i swear
you’ll have my care

wear cover (xona)

COLD BLOOD FEAT. SHADE APOLLO (PROD. FALLEN)

RiverKinn
"Night Vision"
Featuring SpaceMan Zack
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
You wanted me to build a house
Just for you to live in it
But I was tearing down the walls
From the very beginning
Now I'm ignoring all your calls
Like I ran out of minutes
You always had to have it all
But there must be a limit
I know you recognize your flaws
But you hate to admit them
It wasn't anybody's fault
But I'm painted the villain
It shouldn't be this fucking hard
Just to make a decision
Instead you left me in the dark
Black ice, night vision
Night vision
Black ice, night vision
Night vision

SpaceMan Zack:
Bad vibes I can't shake
Bad things, swear these all you ever say
And I try but I can't take it
'Cause you hurt me every day
Bringing the pain
I think I hate you
Never the same, never the same
And I wanna blame you
Look in my face
Deal with the shame, yeah
You were the break
I was the bait
Demons, no angels

RiverKinn:
You wanted me to build a house
Just for you to live in it
But I was tearing down the walls
From the very beginning
Now I'm ignoring all your calls
Like I ran out of minutes
You always had to have it all
But there must be a limit
I know you recognize your flaws
But you hate to admit them
It wasn't anybody's fault
But I'm painted the villain
It shouldn't be this fucking hard
Just to make a decision
Instead you left me in the dark
Black ice, night vision
Night vision
Black ice, night vision
Night vision

SpaceMan Zack:
You wanted me to build a castle
Just so you could tear it down
Love the way you say I'm nothing
I'm addicted to the sound
I've been getting fucked up
So I don't fuck around
And call your ass back, baby
You can't see me now

RiverKinn & SpaceMan Zack:
Black ice, night vision
Yeah
Black ice, night vision
Black ice, night vision
Black ice night-
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@riverkinn
@spacemanzack

Play Dead MMXXII

Night Vision (feat. SpaceMan Zack)

This is the fist song release off my upcoming album. Enjoy.

Dear Ghost

Out The Door

Produced by. Bowsy
Artwork by. Sick Again
Engineered by. Baby Gos

[Intro]
Yo, so I just took a big ass hit out this bong, right?
And I swear to God I got some shit to ask
I feel like I could ask you because like...
Fuck it, I'ma just get to it (BOWSY)
So like, often I'm lookin' up synonyms for words
But then that shit got me thinkin', bruh
Is there a synonym for synonym?

[Hook]
Got a big tool on my hip, built like a machine
If that boy wanna step, I shatter his face like a screen
I'ma walk, do my milly rock right there through the scene
And when they get to asking questions I won't know a single thing
Got a big tool on my hip, built like a machine
If that boy wanna step, I shatter his face like a screen
I'ma walk, do my milly rock right there through the scene
And when they get to asking questions I won't know a single thing

[Verse 1]
Got a glockie with a drum, it always holds a hundred rounds
She always knew I was the man, shorty never had a doubt
Shorty put it in her mouth, I finished all over her snout
I ain't even stick it in because her coochie smell like trout
Mamacita lemme see that ass clap, clap, clap
Come on, bend it over, throw it back, back, back
If her man intervene it get black real fast
'Cause I turn off all the lights, and when he searchin' hit the dash

[Hook]
Got a big tool on my hip, built like a machine
If that boy wanna step I shatter his face like a screen
I'ma walk, do my milly rock right up to the scene
And when they get to asking questions I won't know a single thing
Got a big tool on my hip, built like a machine
If that boy wanna step, I shatter his face like a screen
I'ma walk, do my milly rock right up to the scene
And when they get to asking questions I won't know a single thing

[Verse 2]
Hola, konnichiwa
How the fuck you doin'
Had a feature on this record but I left him in the urn
I'm so fuego, let it burn
Been a man since I was sperm
All these dudes wanna step to me but they're still rockin' perms

[Outro]
On my life, like for real bro it's 2022 and you still got a perm, bruh (2022, bro)
You think you gon' get bitches like that? (It's lookin' like ramen noodles on yo head and shit, bruh)
I swear to god, you must be stupid as a bitch (Fix that shit)
Yo, fix yo fuckin' head motherfucker (Yo mama look at you disappointed probably, haha)

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Machine

something a lil different, hope u enjoy
produced by: @siemspark

LYRICS:

You love and hate me, yeah it breaks me, I'm so fucked up
Too many wounds on my heart heal them with alcohol
I watched you fall back in the arms of someone that you loved
And it wasn't me, I'm so fucking dumb
And after all the mental torture I think I'd finally had enough
Now you're coming back to me and you said you've been out of luck
A normal person would've said that they don't give a fuck
But I just welcome you back with my open arms

'Cause I am still in love
And I don't wanna watch you spiral back out of control
So I just hold you close
I know you need this the most, I don't care if you're ghost
I'm gonna hold you 'cause I'm cold as well
Yeah, you use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object
After everything I said, you always had to object
I hate the way you use me for your project
Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a target

And after all the mental torture I think I'd finally had enough
Now you're coming back to me and you said you've been out of luck
A normal person would've said that they don't give a fuck
But I just welcome you back with my open arms

'Cause I am still in love (still in love)
And I don't wanna watch you spiral back out of control (out of control)
So I just hold you close
I know you need this the most, I don't care if you're ghost
I'm gonna hold you 'cause I'm cold as well
Yeah, you use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object
After all the things I said, you always had to object
I hate the way you use me for your project
Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a target

(Use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object)
(After all the things I said, you always had to object)
(I hate the way you use me for your project)
(Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a- )

The Upload

broken man with dead eyes