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The Upload

https://soundcloud.com/dylanlongworth
produced by aspect, mixed/mastered by me

And it's been a couple of years since I
Felt at home here
And there's no one near
And I've been tryna find a way to make it disappear

And I won't lie
I've been feeling this way for a long time
I can't ever look on the Brightside
Inside, cutting ties just to waste time
Tell me all your problems
I can't even fucking face mine

We get high not to feel low 
Cause I've been looking back 
Like "where the fuck did the time go?"
Lately, feel like everybody hate me
I've been feeling fucking gone
Fucking eighteen

And I won't lie
I've been feeling this way for a long time
I can't ever look on the Brightside
inside, cutting ties just to waste time
Tell me all your problems
I can't even fucking face mine

pre-save

eighteen w/ dylan longworth (aspect)

blvnkface + 5head

hey <3 ty for listening 
lyrics
ive been living all my life in my bed
in need of reassurance 
cuz im fucked up in the head
all i think about is u
and all i smell is your scent 
you dont care ab me
itd be better if i was dead
im not in your head
not in your bed 
i saw u out with him
had on your favorite dress
and the way u look at me is confusing 
i dont wanna try again ill end up losing

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck. 

im fucked up my lifes a mess
and my wounds get deeper with every step
constant feeling of anger in my chest
i dont want you happy
i want you dead
wakeup at 2am cant feel my head 
i try my best but i cant go back to bed 
im shaking 
heart beating through my chest
even tho i need to im not getting any rest 
shes a fuckin devil
shes a fuckin liar 
look at what u did my whole worlds on fire
gimme reassurance 
baby ik ur tired 
but i think tonight ill get a little bit higher 

it never works out for me 
ill never be who they want me to be
fuck

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck.

nuisance

produced by @deadyami

lyrics:
amount to nothing amount to nothing
i was too distracted doing shit to make u melt
cry in the back of the whip i need help
reach for my pants and i tug on my belt
i see the fire i think i'm in hell
i was never doing well

i can not trust em all
they wanna see me losing
u prayed on my downfall once i done rubbed all my doubts off
i take out a crossbow got some range
bust through ur skull and i'm popping ur veins
leave that boy tongue tied he's thinking i'm deranged

thinking i'm deranged x4

i'm wasting all my time
on people i don't even like
when did all my nightmares come to life
since when did i need u to kiss me goodnight
that's alright
is it alright if i die?
at least i can say that i tried

u don't ever gotta tell me twice if i fuck it up again i'll cut out both my eyes
and i'll sell em on the internet for a pretty good price
cuz they just sit there and watch it all collapse

i'm wasting all my time
on people i don't even like
when did all my nightmares come to life
since when did i need u to kiss me goodnight
that's alright
is it alright if i die?
at least i can say that i tried

tried (dead yami)

prod. asecoamy
mix master art: kissherguts  :*

(limits that i set aside
 maybe we just need to make up
 touching where the pain resides
 baby i dont wanna wake up
 sleeping in is crowding up my head space
 take another hit 
 hint of bad taste)
waking up is tough on the week days!

maybe im to blame
maybe im the waste
grab me by the waist
tell me its okay
a thousand different ways
i always contemplate
i think of awful things
i was jus blowing steam

tracking down the arguments
in which i find the hesitation
limits that i set aside
maybe we just need to make up
touching where the pain resides
baby i dont wanna wake up

crowding up my head space
take another hit 
hint of bad taste
waking up is tough on the week days!
maybe im to blame
maybe im the waste
grab me by the waist
tell me its okay
a thousand different ways
i always contemplate
i think of awful things

hesitations

spotify

hesitations (asecoamy)

prod. siem spark <3333
lyrics:

wasting all my time with you
and you don't realize that, that means
i'd die for you

ooo
ooo

like baby i don't wanna know 
if you've been fucking 
with my head
and anytime that you're around
my heart is beating out my chest
we get too high
smoke cigarettes
girl tell me what's next
if it ain't me and you
then baby
lay me to rest
like baby i don't wanna know 
if you've been fucking 
with my head
and anytime that you're around
my heart is beating out my chest
we get too high
smoke cigarettes
girl tell me what's next
if it ain't me and you
then baby
lay me to rest

lay me
next to you
tell me
what you wanna do 
shawty wanna ride with me now
first class baby
lets get out
she give me those eyes
when she's down
she don't wanna talk now
so lets
turn the radio on
find your favorite song
she say im the one
oh

cigarettes

when the summer ends except it's acoustic
Lyrics:
my mind is clear
I disappeared
and fell right back to you
my heart’s a mess
lost since you left
I guess it’s for the best
the feeling in my chest
when it’s the place you rest your head
keep your hand tucked in my hand

we’re lost again
there’s nothing left
I walk this empty road
but don’t know where to go
outside your place
it starts to rain
but that’s alright with me
there’s nowhere I’d rather be

so hold me a bit closer again
I ran too far and reached the end
the fog will slowly start to fade
bringing memories back I tucked away

I ran so fast
I thought that I could reach you
and fell right back
convinced I didn’t need you
it hurts so bad
and I’m so fucking sorry
can we go back
to talking in your driveway

I’m paranoid
can’t hear your voice
it wakes me when I sleep
the silence when I dream
I fill the void
with empty noise
the shivers in my sheets
the shaking in your knees

couldn’t hide the way I felt
but I did this to myself
or maybe we were just pretending
and I carried out the ending
left my sweater by your shelf
darling keep it for yourself
I’ll be fine here in the cold
just really hope you’re doing well

I’m standing at the spot we used to meet
your hands around my neck I couldn’t speak
but all this time been on my mind it’s all my fucking fault
and now your eyes eat me alive I’m never waking up
so tell me darling do you think of me?
as I’m falling off the edge
back to the nights I couldn’t sleep
fall asleep with me
I couldn’t reach you
I’ll never reach you

when the summer ends (acoustic)

originally performed by rainbow kitten surprise

produced by sk8miles

completely non profit

lyrics

called to the devil and the devil did come
said to the devil, devil, do u like drums?
do u like cigarettes, dominos, rum?
he said only sundown, sundays, christmas
some days end when i need a few friends
now and again, i could never hope to keep them
thought to give friends what i thought that they wanted
never had they needed a good friend as i been

dont get me venting on friends who resent u
cus all u've ever done is been a noose to hang on to
they thought was a necklace and reckless the fell into hell
where u both hang with nothing to do
but scratch, kick, let gravity win
like, fuck this, let gravity win like,
u could leave it all behind
even the devil needs time alone sometimes

u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall

called to the devil and the devil said quit
cant be bothered, better handle ur shit
keep about ur wits man,
keep about ur wits
know urself and who u came in with
can i sit down? i been husslin all day
i cant even count how many souls i made
off the same deal ur on
remember, the devil aint a friend to no one

well fine, true,
but u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall

called to the devil and the devil said 'hey!'
why u been calling this late?
its like 2am and the bars all close at 10 in hell
its a rule i made
anyway, u say ur too busy saving everybody else to save urself
and u dont want no help
oh well
thats the story to tell

like u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall
u could let it all go
u could let it all go

cus aint shit free but falling out
that shits easy let me show u how, its like -

it's_ called:_ freefall_ (sk8miles)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern

b-side of "si tu veux"
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

i hope you had a good time.

lyrics:

(dth)
(and i'll try my best)
yeah
thought we had it
tell me about it
and now you're shouting
i'm staying grounded
or at least i'm trying to
i'm not the same
when i'm near you
fuck off
what made you say it like that?
don't want the attitude
i'll throw it right back
the back and forth is really
getting to my head
you make me feel
like i'm better off dead

and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

(fernn)
omg like what's the fucking point now
i try to lay to rest, I try to try my best
you keep on pulling me back
wanna hate you but I confess
everything is so fucked up lately
i been thinking you that you hate me
honestly it's fine
im tired of thinkin bout you all the damn time
you treat me like shit
then you're fucking me again & you're looking so fit
I don't understand this at all
so just lay me to rest cuz I'm praying on your downfall
(praying on your downfall)

(dth)
and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

hope it was fun! w/ 1fern

cover of 'wear' by @xona
guitar played/re-recorded by logan

speak lightly
i won't seem
that worried
about u and me
down few
many lose
lives quick
nothing’s new
hiding right behind you
you’ll choose
you’ll choose

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear i swear
you’ll have my care

how are you here with me
i told you i’m scared of-
graphic and the terror to seize
it’s more than it could seem
it’s more than wear and tear
and i could hardly bear
and i could hardly bear
i  could hardly bear
i could hardly-

from what I wear
to see and stare
i swear i swear
you’ll have my care

wear cover (xona)

This is the fist song release off my upcoming album. Enjoy.

Dear Ghost

closet full of skeletons and fake friends <3

lyrics :
Savagegasp -
cause I’m a grave man 
Skeleton man 
not no bape man 
 Fake man’s 
Ditto face man’s 
man I hate them 
Closet full of skeletons 
and some fake friends 
Halloween decorations 
Tell ‘em hang 10 
rinnegan see thru fake friends 
Damn , that’s pain man 
ye man in 08 man 808 blam 
OvO 
Keep a drake jammed In my waist band 
haunted house 
how I pop out with the gang man 
in the field like a scarecrow 
with my kinfolk 
red dot like a pimple 
on your temple 
u can feel me when the wind blows 
And the moon glows 
 Tia and tamera twin glocks shoot akimbo 
mobile suit gaspare 
Gundam boots smashin 
one to ur neck 
one to floor gassin 
Skelton jack in the back on attack 
Better titan up boy I’m on y’all assess 
cause I’m a grave man 
Skeleton man 
not no bape man 
 Fake man’s 
Ditto face man’s 
man I hate them 
Closet full of skeletons 
and some fake friends 
Halloween decorations 
Tell ‘em hang 10 
rinnegan see thru fake friends 
Damn , that’s pain man 
ye man in 08 man 808 blam 
OvO 
Keep a drake jammed In my waist band 
haunted house 
how I pop out with the gang man 

kamaara :
looking at the end (yuh)
i can feel death blowing kisses in the wind (yuh) 
i can only see her when im looking through the lends 
fatal frame baby this shit ain’t a game 
if you saw it how i see it you would prolly go insane 

don’t know what it was or what i saw but i can hear it lurking screeching outside in the hall 
baby better hold tight your in for a long night 
Gaspare and kamaara digging graves out in the moonlight 


cause I’m a grave man 
Skeleton man 
not no bape man 
 Fake man’s 
Ditto face man’s 
man I hate them 
Closet full of skeletons 
and some fake friends 
Halloween decorations 
Tell ‘em hang 10 
rinnegan see thru fake friends 
Damn , that’s pain man 
ye man in 08 man 808 blam 
OvO 
Keep a drake jammed In my waist band 
haunted house 
how I pop out with the gang man

sorry im a haunted house へ(^^へ)～ w/ kamaara (prod. spock + polearm)

@55depths
@leftunconscious-xo

background vocals by leftunconscious-xo

i'll be there soon.

lyrics:
"hi, it's me.
um, i'm just calling to see
what time you're picking me up
this morning.
um, so just give me a call"

i wrote you a letter
attached to my sweater
and babe it gets better
i thought you should know
i'm trying my best
if love were a test
i'd study for you
with notes on my chest

and give me a reason
to wait through the season
i'm tired of waiting
i'm falling apart
and give me a reason
to stop all the bleeding
i've slowly been fading
no love in my heart

it's never the same
cause things always change
the seasons will know
just how i feel

and give me a reason
to wait through the season
i'm tired of waiting
i'm falling apart
and give me a reason
to stop all the bleeding
i've slowly been fading
no love in my heart

seasons w/ leftunconscious

@55depths
@silentcxbin
@failure404
produced by me.
EP art by cxbin!

off of the COGNIZANT EP with silentcxbin!

lyrics:
(dth)
you think you know me
but you knew me
face it
while i'm lost in the darkness
and tracing my own chalk outline on the pavement
you must be dreaming
to think
that i'll take this
while i listen to you
exposing the truth in your own self hatred

is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

(epitomeoffailure)
i know you know that i can't stay
these racing thoughts have been
plaguing my brain
oh how i wish things would
stay the same
now i'm in pain
i have seen better days
i remember when things were simple
now every day just feels like a struggle
to know my place
and where i belong
when half the time
i don't know what's going on

(cxbin)
if i fall will i land?
well take me back to eden
place your bet
draw your hand
but still there never even

okay ya your walking now
okay ill just go on bout
don't wanna sit and pout now
don't wanna be around now

sell my soul
the scripture already written
don't think twice
but maybe i should listen
fucked up now
can't get out the kitchen
shoot at me 
got plenty ammunition
unload rounds in me
in my chest
keeps me down
from doing my best
i'm a stupid fuck
its all in my head
well that's what you wanted right?

(dth)
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

tough w/ epitomeoffailure and silentcxbin

For me

feel II @zangel

Not important

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

hope it was fun! w/ 1fern

deathright

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