this track is all ive been waiting on from you two!! IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD!!!

The Upload

sample: keshi - less of you
everything else prod by xona

-lyrics-
hey I wonder how you’ve been?
do you know where I’ve been ever since?
you speak about me with no end
deja vu from where I sit
sun shines down to my skin
It’s been a while that I felt like this
and we could call but it wouldn’t mean less
It’s three times that I given that chance

“and I don’t want my friends to know 
that I just fell in love”
It gets worse
she cuts me up
I feel this hatred grow
you tend break my heart so quick
I know you want me out your head
and I was stuck to all your threads
another night with the walls, I’m sick

oh~
yeah (x3)
i tried
and I was stuck to your threads all night
I just want you out my life
i know it shows when i talk like this
only way that I turn your head
you told me love ain’t what it is
then tell me what? that I’ll end up dead?

hey I wonder how you’ve been?
It’s 3 years and I can’t forget
I don’t know where I’ve been
I’ll reset
mi amor, how you been my threat?
so the rains hits down my face
I don’t care
I don’t wanna change
you think you were passive calling my name
but we talk and it doesn’t feel the same

“and I don’t want my friends to know 
that I just fell in love”
It gets worse 
she cuts me up
I feel this hatred grow
you tend break my heart so quick
I know you want me out your head
and I was stuck to all your threads
another night with the walls, I’m sick

naive

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compounds

hope you guys enjoy this one <3 each track i put out means a whole lot 2 me, 
so tysm for taking the time out of your day to listen

prod. by @sorrow_bringer 🖤
cover art done by an acquaintance of mine

(got me asking my lungs)
("can you cave in?")
(in need of a reason for clearing my head)

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

heart's beating, now i'm way heated
took off and ran on my own
asking my past demons, "did i really mean it?"
was i in control of my soul?
now i gotta wait. 
i know what i am; shit wasn't great
so why do i stand?
never complained; wished that i did
they'll get what they get
i'm not giving in

they all wanna see me fall, hear me bawl
i know i shouldn't have set foot
into the cage that i'm in
the person i was; he told me to stay where i must
oh the ground personifies
we walk all about it and never bat an eye

let me loathe (let me loathe)
swear i'm changing..
this feeling i know
lessened the seasons

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

subside [prod. sorrow bringer]

produced + featuring @xona

i won’t tell the truth
it’s getting too much to watch this shit all follow through
cuz we fight, and fuss, all night long
float just like a feather, winds are strong
i wouldn’t have to pay the homage if i didn’t see it through…

why couldn’t i just be you? (x5)

[xona]
who do I choose knowing the truth
cause I couldn’t be you and I didn’t want to lose

and I can’t wait for you down on the south side
I’m more than different, I decide to watch it go by
stop, I despise all the talks we had a like
-
why couldn't i just be you? (x5)

extol ft. xona [xona]

when the summer ends except it's acoustic
Lyrics:
my mind is clear
I disappeared
and fell right back to you
my heart’s a mess
lost since you left
I guess it’s for the best
the feeling in my chest
when it’s the place you rest your head
keep your hand tucked in my hand

we’re lost again
there’s nothing left
I walk this empty road
but don’t know where to go
outside your place
it starts to rain
but that’s alright with me
there’s nowhere I’d rather be

so hold me a bit closer again
I ran too far and reached the end
the fog will slowly start to fade
bringing memories back I tucked away

I ran so fast
I thought that I could reach you
and fell right back
convinced I didn’t need you
it hurts so bad
and I’m so fucking sorry
can we go back
to talking in your driveway

I’m paranoid
can’t hear your voice
it wakes me when I sleep
the silence when I dream
I fill the void
with empty noise
the shivers in my sheets
the shaking in your knees

couldn’t hide the way I felt
but I did this to myself
or maybe we were just pretending
and I carried out the ending
left my sweater by your shelf
darling keep it for yourself
I’ll be fine here in the cold
just really hope you’re doing well

I’m standing at the spot we used to meet
your hands around my neck I couldn’t speak
but all this time been on my mind it’s all my fucking fault
and now your eyes eat me alive I’m never waking up
so tell me darling do you think of me?
as I’m falling off the edge
back to the nights I couldn’t sleep
fall asleep with me
I couldn’t reach you
I’ll never reach you

when the summer ends (acoustic)

originally performed by rainbow kitten surprise

produced by sk8miles

completely non profit

lyrics

called to the devil and the devil did come
said to the devil, devil, do u like drums?
do u like cigarettes, dominos, rum?
he said only sundown, sundays, christmas
some days end when i need a few friends
now and again, i could never hope to keep them
thought to give friends what i thought that they wanted
never had they needed a good friend as i been

dont get me venting on friends who resent u
cus all u've ever done is been a noose to hang on to
they thought was a necklace and reckless the fell into hell
where u both hang with nothing to do
but scratch, kick, let gravity win
like, fuck this, let gravity win like,
u could leave it all behind
even the devil needs time alone sometimes

u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall

called to the devil and the devil said quit
cant be bothered, better handle ur shit
keep about ur wits man,
keep about ur wits
know urself and who u came in with
can i sit down? i been husslin all day
i cant even count how many souls i made
off the same deal ur on
remember, the devil aint a friend to no one

well fine, true,
but u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall

called to the devil and the devil said 'hey!'
why u been calling this late?
its like 2am and the bars all close at 10 in hell
its a rule i made
anyway, u say ur too busy saving everybody else to save urself
and u dont want no help
oh well
thats the story to tell

like u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall
u could let it all go
u could let it all go

cus aint shit free but falling out
that shits easy let me show u how, its like -

it's_ called:_ freefall_ (sk8miles)

cover of 'wear' by @xona
guitar played/re-recorded by logan

speak lightly
i won't seem
that worried
about u and me
down few
many lose
lives quick
nothing’s new
hiding right behind you
you’ll choose
you’ll choose

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear i swear
you’ll have my care

how are you here with me
i told you i’m scared of-
graphic and the terror to seize
it’s more than it could seem
it’s more than wear and tear
and i could hardly bear
and i could hardly bear
i  could hardly bear
i could hardly-

from what I wear
to see and stare
i swear i swear
you’ll have my care

wear cover (xona)

This is the fist song release off my upcoming album. Enjoy.

Dear Ghost

closet full of skeletons and fake friends <3

lyrics :
Savagegasp -
cause I’m a grave man 
Skeleton man 
not no bape man 
 Fake man’s 
Ditto face man’s 
man I hate them 
Closet full of skeletons 
and some fake friends 
Halloween decorations 
Tell ‘em hang 10 
rinnegan see thru fake friends 
Damn , that’s pain man 
ye man in 08 man 808 blam 
OvO 
Keep a drake jammed In my waist band 
haunted house 
how I pop out with the gang man 
in the field like a scarecrow 
with my kinfolk 
red dot like a pimple 
on your temple 
u can feel me when the wind blows 
And the moon glows 
 Tia and tamera twin glocks shoot akimbo 
mobile suit gaspare 
Gundam boots smashin 
one to ur neck 
one to floor gassin 
Skelton jack in the back on attack 
Better titan up boy I’m on y’all assess 
cause I’m a grave man 
Skeleton man 
not no bape man 
 Fake man’s 
Ditto face man’s 
man I hate them 
Closet full of skeletons 
and some fake friends 
Halloween decorations 
Tell ‘em hang 10 
rinnegan see thru fake friends 
Damn , that’s pain man 
ye man in 08 man 808 blam 
OvO 
Keep a drake jammed In my waist band 
haunted house 
how I pop out with the gang man 

kamaara :
looking at the end (yuh)
i can feel death blowing kisses in the wind (yuh) 
i can only see her when im looking through the lends 
fatal frame baby this shit ain’t a game 
if you saw it how i see it you would prolly go insane 

don’t know what it was or what i saw but i can hear it lurking screeching outside in the hall 
baby better hold tight your in for a long night 
Gaspare and kamaara digging graves out in the moonlight 


cause I’m a grave man 
Skeleton man 
not no bape man 
 Fake man’s 
Ditto face man’s 
man I hate them 
Closet full of skeletons 
and some fake friends 
Halloween decorations 
Tell ‘em hang 10 
rinnegan see thru fake friends 
Damn , that’s pain man 
ye man in 08 man 808 blam 
OvO 
Keep a drake jammed In my waist band 
haunted house 
how I pop out with the gang man

sorry im a haunted house へ(^^へ)～ w/ kamaara (prod. spock + polearm)

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics;
she think that im crazy, she thinks im insane
she wants me to go, but whishes that id stay
so she grounds herself, and then pulls by the chain
she dosent know why, but still fucks with my brain
she think that im crazy, she thinks im insane
she wants me to go but still thinks of my name
so she goes away and still holds me with blame
she says that she cares but still puts me in flames

so stop
everything that i felt was not allowed
she either got sad, mad, or had a frown
she either ghosts me or hang out with her friends
my words were nothing, can u have respect

i did it all for u, just for fucking what
for u to go and block me, just for some fun
i fucking warned u, now look what u just did
i fucking told u, now look and what u just did
you remember all the names we would name our kid?
and how we had our future planned, but now im pissed
and you wonder why im mad all of the time
and you wonder why im never fucking fine

oh please can u wait a minute?
oh god can we call a second?
my love we can talk about it
so please talk so maybe we can fix it
maybe we can fix it

respect

i hope u like it!<3

lyrics:
i know u ain't okay
we've grown apart slowly but
i won't be afraid
you can call in the morning

and oh is it okay where u are now?
woah, u haven't texted in a while love
so it doesn't mean a lot now
'cos i miss u the most when ur away

it could get a little worse
but i don't wanna believe that it can
there's no one here to save us
i could just dull my mind and believe it's okay

what's the problem?
don't be selfish now
i don't want this
not when ur not urself

and i'll be honest
we ain't far now
lost my way for a second
but i saw her
and i could hear ur heart replay
'cos i made it
but we've gotta leave soon don't wanna stay here
ur bound to lie
i waste my time on u

a thousand times love i tried to find the truth
'cos u left me here to die and i bled for who?
u said i'd be alright you'd be back soon

here, let's stay a while
we came here for this
i know damn well
where we're heading
just lay with me
don't be boring
u say u can't
we go again

descent

[LYRICS]
i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

don’t wanna remember the end of the night
i was so fucked up i thought i would die 
i guess there’s a reason why im still alive
but i feel like there’s something missing inside
baby im so alone
i party with ghosts
you’ll never see them and you’ll never know
but that’s how it goes
when you’re diagnosed 
i need a drink i need a dose 
so what if i fuck up my life 
so what if im fallin behind 
i don’t think i wanna live 
i couldn’t do this again 
oh no please don’t leave me in here
(im prayin prayin)
sitting in silence 
my tongue i bite it
i been out wilding
getting lit till im dying 
i’m dying

i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

thank u to @nokerbforever for mastering this song and thank you to everyone who sticks around to listen :3
this song is about my struggles with alcoholism so its a bit personal but hope u enjoy!

PARTY4GHOST

PARTY4GHOST [branwen x ryini beats]

Self Prod :)

Its always so fake
you stay up so late
dont try to escape
dont say im too late
I make mistakes

Im way too fucked up in my head
Its my love that i resent

I dont know why, I might break my ties
Might lose my friends is this the end?

If you really wanna know
then you know
and you`ll know
and you`ll know
and you`ll go
and you will never wanna stay

I dont like, my life
break sights

I will never make a friend
I will never stay in love
I will never make amends
I Will never be enough

tell me that l run away
tell me that im loved
tell me that il never stay
tell me im enough

HYPO

with @realmvnu

lyrics:

She looks so lonely 
Dancing round the fire now
While all those empty seats surround her
In her world she's never alone

So show me then
How you see instead
Inside your head
who I've been, I want to know
Let me understand
Just who I am

The picture you've been shown
To compare
To an image made your own
Now am I there

Is all you notice in me
My role, am I more
Than I show
Than you know
So are you
Noticing me
I'm so typical
Another clone
You'll never know

What if I wanna be a part of your fantasy
Unwound from the truth or the gravity
And never make sense of my words
As a character in your analogies
Is your idea of my soul a real part of me
Or do you only ever see the trivialities
Whatever seemed right for the role
Of who you thought I was, and who I try to be
Am I more than a face and a body
And a plain name tag photocopied
Or is that the way that you got me
I guess you got me

Is all you notice in me
My role, am I more
Than I show
Than you know
So are you
Noticing me
I'm so typical
Another clone
You'll never know

We dance around
For nothing but a better look
At what we found
A message in a bottle
All safe and sound
From someone that I’ll never really know
Are you so sure
That just a single image
Is all you’re worth
In their eyes or your own
An ever-changing sketch
For everyone you know
No choice now
You are who you are

SPOTIFY + APPLE

wannabe

I don't need luck though
I don't want it

Say 'send no search party'
And pray the airlock stays in place
No pressure though I'll be ok
Send no search party

Well I'm fraying and stressing and twisting my stomach in knots
Cause I wanna believe that you're good but I know that you're not

I'm just spacewalking
Spacewalking
Spacewalking
I'm just spacewalking

extol ft. xona [xona]

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