aftertheparty ~ snippets, throwaways

YNG FLY BOY III

🎈aftertheparty🎈

into the woods

Aftertheparty

this is a song about butter and dairy products in general


i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life

fuck your friends
they don't want to hear what i'm 'bout to say to you
come here ill give a clue
they'll be laughing up
they'll say get a room so we'll go and get a room
already it planned it
and i'm off a pill
when you whisper in my ear it's like asm
are you with it too?
you say that you are
well baby that's pretty fucking good for me
and that's great for you

i don't butter up
i don't lie
i'm the most fucking perfect guy
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
know you wanna catch me out, you can try

you can try
you can try

butter

and im too gone to know if im okay

so close my eyes and keep my mind opaque 
you like my smile, i love to look away
and some will come, all will go away
and the sun will come, i'll just go away

what i don't
is all i want

opaque

aftertheparty ~ 12.6 (Unreleased, Snippet)

a song for a girl


my body shakes
my place, your place
it's your choice, your face
your skin, your hair
it's all over me
over me
and i finally found somewhere to be
and you act surprised when i said that thing

i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded

and the ocean talks, the waves you breathe
and the currents strong, swept away from me
and i finally found some land at sea
but i swam away to you in the deep
and i want your face, your skin, your hair all over me
over me
and i finally found you underneath
and you pull me in until i start to breathe

i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded
i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded

surrounded (2021)

i felt it all
nowhere to go now
i felt it all

new wrist on like that
new house bought like that
brand new whip like that
no brake bitch all gas
my girl need that bag
on my debit like that
on my credit like that
on my life like

i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, i just

so i
hold on until i get bored
i want you waiting up
i want you waiting for
so i
hold on until i get bored
i want you waiting for
i want you waiting for

push through the pain
peel through the past
cortisol pump
running through a pack
running through a check
running through a bag
i can feel the difference in you when you act
i can feel the distance when you're coming back
i can feel the tension picking up the slack
i wanna get high, i wanna get fucked
i wanted this but now i want that
i wanted you close and now i'm alone
pushing away the people who stayed
the people who cared, the people who made me
taking the difference and counting down lately
it's pretty easy when you've been sedated
it's pretty easy when you've been sedated

new wrist on like that
new house bought like that
brand new whip like that
no brake bitch all gas
my girl need that bag
on my debit like that
on my credit like that
on my life like

i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes

nowhere to go
nowhere to go

everything

aftertheparty ~ 1.2 (Want, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 2.8 (Unreleased, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ Pattern 3 (Unreleased, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 3.16 (Unreleased, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 1.10 (Unreleased, Snippet)

i want that all your nights
when you say "hold on close"
so i hold on
i'm wanting all your time
when you say "don't let go"
so i don't

i want you at your worst now
i want it like the others say

i want you at your worst now
i want it like the others say
you told me that i'm out of time
you wanna do it anyway?
i want you at your worst now
i want it like the others say
you told me that i'm out of time
you wanna

3:45 when we got back
365 we can get to it
clothes are the stairs, are you into it?
this a lot of talk i could put you through it
you can tell the difference when im runnin through it
any man in your phone go ahead and fucking lose it
trying to make me beg, way your body moving
trying to make me, huh

yeah
if you want to
if you need it
i don't want to talk about nothing no more
if you want to 
and you need it
just say what i want to hear
if you want to 
and you need it
i don't want to talk about nothing no more
if you want to
and you need it

want

oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
who took you out your cloth, who put your ass on linen
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it
and you cut me so damn deep, muscle fibres in it
oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it

and you know where this goes

took a long time to find out i was bleeding
in bed the light on your face from your phone
took a long time for my eyes to see it
somehow i was the last to know
color drain from your face when i read it
funny how fast you can learn how to mourn
better men would just move on and leave it
but better men i am not, i need to

know

was the gold not bright enough? diamonds never were clear enough?
did i hold you too close? guess you never adhered much
i couldn’t get a word, you said that i didn't hear much
too much baggage on me, i guess that i didn’t heal enough

was the gold not bright enough?
diamonds not clear enough?
do you care about anything? are you sure that you feel enough?
don’t look at the wall, are you sure that you’re here enough?
is that fair enough? guess we’ll see huh?

oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
who took you out your cloth, who put your ass on linen
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it
and you cut me so damn deep, muscle fibres in it
oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it

-

oh please, oh please, oh please
don’t go begging me
like what's the value on my time, but you can’t answer me?
i got a deadline to meet
how you so hurt at that?
maybe i’m looking too deep
maybe you sow what you reap
maybe you reap what you sow
maybe it’s worse if you know
you could just tell me to leave, but you know it’s harder alone
i know you’re used to the co
i learned dependence is weak
i wish i could let that one go, i can’t, but it’s like the leaves at my feet
in enough time it’ll grow
go on and look through the trees
go on and look through the smoke
maybe i’m looking too deep, but it go forever and more
go on and look through the trees
go on and look through the smoke
maybe i’m looking too deep, but it go forever and more
it go forever and more
it go forever and more
it go forever and more
it go forever and more

no winning

okay!

watching, watch
yeah just watch it, yeah watch

you can send some threats i got some friends who’d like to meet you
you can send some threats but i’mma stay just counting sheep up
and i’m off this pilly know it work when my jaw seize up
and i love my girl but she still got to sign a prenup
watch me work i’m mixing up this potion like sabrina
watch me cook i’m whipping up a meal just like selena
oh i heard you talking but i’ve never fucking seen you
and i keep that big iron cut you up just like you freiza
i just gave you two years now im coming for my lead
bitch i feel like data, pop some pharma then i beam up
you the type to talk talk talk talk talk then fucking freeze up
yes your girl look good but she looked better with her knees up

yeah im feeling fine, im off four, it's a sweep huh
yeah im feeling fine, pour a four, it's a sweep huh
yeah im feeling fine, pour a four, it's a sweep huh
yeah im feeling fine, im off four, it's a sweep huh

huh?

watching, watch
yeah just
watch it, yeah watch
yeah just
watch it, yeah watch

yeah i'm smoking dope i'm off some green that look like white
i cant trust myself if it slows me down its my type
step on up i'm coming in like rempe with the right
standing on my money im like rempe with the height (okay)
mix the cup, dirty dance, like im swayze
if i go down then i come back up like im az
and it's been a minute she still call like where you a-t
i’m not tryna eat i’m tryna put my wrist on a/c
anything for clicks, engagement, you’re a fucking toy
i’m done being nice, be your friend, being fucking coy
we don’t even like you out of spite, out of fucking choice
that’s not music, that's some filler shit, that's some fucking noise

yeah i’m feeling fine, im off four, it’s a sweep huh
feel like evil coop, bitch i want, i don’t need it
ya’ll thought i was done but i got shit to do can’t leave it
and you know i love my fucking cup but i still bleed it

watching, watch
yeah just
watch it, yeah watch
yeah just
watch it, yeah watch

sweep

i can’t believe that i thought it’d go well
i know you want the idea not the real
so i give it to you and you can’t tell
if it isn’t me then i won’t feel

i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so

i’ll take too long, say i’ll be there in a minute
don’t take too long, i am not what you’re wishing
i wash my hands but the bloods already set in
better take what you can, better take what your given
wish i wasn’t so indifferent
try to find a real connection
is it fucking or affection
same thing if you let it
wake up and forget it
pop pills and forget it
find balance and upset it
repeat then regret it

warm air thick in the summer rain i’m not that far from you
i hope i stick, hope i’m melted in i hope i’m into you
hope i’m still, hope i never blink until you make a move
hope i’m here, hope i’m anywhere that brings me back to you
same old shit, you can push it down but it’s still coming through
same old shit, i try to let it go but i can’t shake it loose
the same old shit, even when i win i still feel like i lose
same old shit, you can’t live the life without it coming due

i can’t believe that i thought it’d go well
i know you want the idea not the real
so i give it to you and you can’t tell
if it isn’t me then i won’t feel

i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so

the idea

back to me, come back to me
you can cut that up but after me
it just hit my throat like guillotine
you pop that, but after me
come back to me, bring it to me
you can cut that up but after me
it just hit my throat like gasoline
back to me, back to

i'll get back to that another day
i can't think about another day
there's no time so i'm never late
same color but a different shade
never deal always walk away
i can't even look you in the face
and you wait on what i'm gonna say
i'll get back to that another day

you can't pick it up, play it where it lay
you can't pick it up, i can't cut a break
i got mouths to feed, i got bills to pay
maybe i'm too old and don't got shit to say no more
maybe you can tell me it's gonna be okay
do you think that it's gonna be okay?
now i've seen some shit so now i'm not the same
i can fix it all another day

back to me, come to me
you can cut that up but after me
it just hit my throat like gasoline
you can pop that shit but after me
come back to me, bring it to me
wonder if you'll think about it after me
maybe change is too big of an ask from me
maybe i just need another day

woods

back to me
back to me
back to me
wonder if you'll think about it after me
maybe change is too big of an ask from me
day after day after day i repeat

hold on, wrist automatic with the motion
you'll see it all your life but i know you'll never hold one
father figure type, put the phone down and go get it son
we can't take it light, lines hittin' with propulsion
put 'em in the pit, basket meet the lotion
we just pour the shit we do not care about proportion
we just throw the shit we do not care about where it's going
it don't even matter if i'm sinking or i'm floating

day after day after day i repeat
bet this shit look good but it ain't all what it seem
it just hit my throat like gasoline
bet this shit look good until it's right at your feet
day after day after day i repeat
day after day after day i repeat
maybe i just need another day

another day

I Was Drunk When I Recorded This (Do It)[prod by aftertheparty]

Sing For Me[prod by aftertheparty]

Keep Up[prod by aftertheparty]

Another Roll[prod by aftertheparty]

The Rebound[prod by aftertheparty]

aftertheparty 2.20

wake up your friends
bullets in guns
not making amends
dealing in arms

this not your fault, say it once
this not your fault, say, it is
fires in eyes flood in us
cracks in the sky pulling up

i know what i've seen, there's no words
i know what i've seen, swallow tongues
we hunt tonight, madness stalks
we hurt tonight, lose your thoughts
i know what i've seen, there's no words
i know what i've seen, swallow tongues
we hunt tonight, madness stalks
we hurt tonight, lose your thoughts

wake up your friends
bullets in guns
wake up your friends
bullets for fun
wake up your friends
bullets in guns

aftertheparty ~ Pattern 3 (Unreleased, Snippet)

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