Just The Way It Goes (remake)

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Mr. Philipini interviews famous comedian Rodney Dangerfield. We love both Philipini and Dangerfield. They're great sports. I luh sports too.

Johnny Philipini Show Episode 17: Rodney Dangerfield

Everything you do it comes back to you
Everyone you know everything you knew
What was really real what was really true
Have i lost myself since i you lost you?

My heart is breaking down
don’t know where my soul is supposed to go now.
My head is always racing around
I hope i don’t make a mess whenever i go out.

Im hoping that its over now
I hope that its over now

Ive got noone to call
You know I’m looking for
A warm way out the cold
Now i don’t know if i could feel  how i did before 
Whats the point if we don’t matter i don’t care anymore

Everything you do it comes back to you
Everyone you know everything you knew
What was really real what was really true
Have i lost myself since i you lost you?

Since i lost you
I really lost myself
& I don’t know what to do
Nobody to call
Nothing here is new
Ill just stay alone i miss when 1 was 2 
So I’ll Make a stupid song about how i miss you
Yeah Ill just make a stupid song bout how i miss you
Yeah i miss you
I don’t think you’ll ever know how bad i miss you


I love you

i tell myself i never cared to ease my anxieties. i never cared of how anyone else perceives me when i realized i exist for now, and thats good enough for me.  these feelings i describe are far too real than id ever like them to be sometimes. the best way i can describe this project is the small yet painful range of emotions i have been constantly struggling with, love and hate, anger and sadness. living for the inbetween. im trying my best every day but i feel like i am still falling apart. i always feel an urge to make more. ive been continuously seeking the help i need that i had convinced myself over and over that i didnt (because i already been through it.) im trying my best and i know you can too. relapse is okay. dont struggle in silence. through all of this hell i tell myself its alright. i love you all, ill still keep trying, ill still keep doing this art until i die. 
dedicated to meeks. rip meek meek 2023. i love you forever.

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