Lovers Avenue

i love you more than you will ever really see 
i’d give the world to be your answer in your dreams
so many highs and lows along this road baby
just pull me close before i lose myself in sleep

am i falling?
have u fallen?
are we drowning in a dream?
wont u save me?
don’t replace me
i’d give u my everything
be my safe place please
be my safe place please
ooh
ooh

safe place please - jordan suaste

(when singing this, jordan sung 'are you happy' instead of 'am i happy')
i miss my mum and dad
i miss all that i had
skipping stones and making fires
when the world just felt much brighter

growing up is hitting hard
moving on and gaining scars 
life’s just not as easy
lost a part that’s cheesy

i don’t remember just last december
so much has happened
and now i’m in the deep end
losing the part of me that i always used to think
would stay with me
wouldn’t change a thing

nicotine and drinking
everybody’s sinking
losing who we are in what everybody else thinks 
take a pill your happy 
that’s what they all tell me
growing up is part of life 
it’s time to let it go
are u happy
are u happy
is this happy

i used to lose myself
in worlds of something else
superheroes, no disasters
mum and dad had all the answers
now i don’t know what to do
when the world seemed so blue
playing games, up for hours
not the same now that i’m

i don’t remember 
how did we get here
so much happened 
and now i’m in the deep end
losing the part of me that i always used to think
would stay with me
wouldn’t change a thing

nicotine and drinking
everybody’s sinking 
losing who we are in what everybody else thinks
post a picture like it
isn’t that some bullshit
acting like they know me when they rly rly don’t
but are u happy
is this happy

everybody’s sinking
look at all this drinking
trying to find happiness in someone else
fake a smile post it
doing good they like it
remember when the world didn’t revolve around this shit

nicotine and drinking
everybody’s sinking
losing who we are in what everybody else thinks
pop a pill ur happy
that’s what they all tell me
everybody’s faking it
faking it
but are u happy
are u happy 
is this happy 
are u happy

am i happy - jordan suaste

my skin is on fire right now
right now
your lips they left their mark somehow
and now i’m way past empty

i’m black and blue
waiting for you to give me all you can
i’m black and blue
waiting for you to show me your best hand
cause i love you
oh i need you 

who am i without your silly laugh
and golden touch
i cant hold myself the same way that you do
when you hold me tight

oh red eyes
wondering where you are tonight
up all night just sitting 
waiting 
wishing you’d come bye

oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to give me all you can
oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to show me your best hand
cause i love you
oh i need you 

i’m made of glass
every single time you touch me there’s a scratch
oh there’s a scratch
i’m made of glass
if you play with me too rough you might just break me
you might just shatter everything that i am
that i was
oh he’s gone, he’s gone, he’s gone

oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to come home
oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to come home
cause i love you
oh i need you

black & blue - jordan suaste

so close to tears right now
i feel like i am running out
i’m standing by the edge right now
just waiting to hear a sound

save me from falling
catch me from crashing
diving into nothing
head first i’m falling

but i’m not giving up
this time i’m more than enough
this time i refuse to bend
this time i’m not gonna break
this time this time
this time
this time

in the deep end
i forgot to swim
in my dreams 
i used to play pretend
never be enough for this
for this
put on a smile
that’s it
that’s it

help me 
i’m falling
save me
from drowning
diving into nothing
head first i’m falling

tear myself to pieces
greater than the deep end
losing all my feelings 
i’m breathing
i’m breathing
i tear myself to pieces
greater than the deep end
losing all my feelings
i’m breathing
i’m breathing 

but i’m not giving up
this time i’m more than enough
this time i refuse to bend
this time i’m not gonna break
this time this time
this time
this time
this time

this time - jordan suaste

i don’t have a lot of words
one wrong move and it’s all gone
hold my hand don’t let it go
the choice is yours but there is one thing that i know

if the world ended tonight
i’d be glad ur by my side
if the world went up in flames
in your arms i know i’d be safe

every move we’ll ever make
so many paths that we can take
whether left or right i know
i’ll always carry a piece of ur soul

if the world ended tonight
i’d be glad ur by my side
if the world went up in flames
in your arms i know i’d be safe

*oooohs*

sky is falling all around
people losing track of time
here with you i know i’d find
there’s no where else for you and i
for you and i

if the world ended tonight - jordan suaste

oooooh
i try so hard
but i am never good enough for you
you have the key to my car
but you won’t ever let me love you
we have done things that we will regret
oooh
we’ve fallen deep into our own mess
oooh

tell me you love me
tell me you want me
tell me you need me
but then you go leave me 
and then you go hurt me
try and control me 
can’t let go

we try try try
and fight fight fight
but we can’t ever seem to make it work
so what’s the point
of going on
if all we sing are sad songs
oooo oooo 
sad songs
ooooo ooooo
sad songs

you always assume things
always confuse things 
try to accuse me 
it gets in my head
you call me your hero
you call me your only
when you are lonely 
i’m always there

tell me you love me
tell me you want me
tell me you need me
but then you go leave me 
and then you go hurt me
try and control me 
can’t let go

we try try try
we fight fight fight
but we can’t ever seem to make it work
you fuck with my head
you fuck with my heart
break me apart from the inside out
i cant leave you
__________
i just need you 
please don’t leave me
ooooooooo

_________
please don’t go

if the world ended tonight - jordan suaste

kyla