sad :(

Fuck

Relax

🖤

hello there i watched you for so long
get up, play your part, put your clothes on
lie down, take it off, get the show on
you know me babygirl i'm a no one
take your picture babygirl get your close up
it's been a long time, i miss you so much
coming home, take some time to go down
they talk a lot but ya know they don't know us

said i could hear you in the back then
said i could your voice laughing
but now i know it's all past tense
what the fuck even happened? i don't know

i don't wanna play your games
pitch black but i'm outside in the rain
and it hurts i don't give a fuck anyway
i don't need anything you're my everything

and i'm lookin out my window
hoping i might see you
it was nice to meet you
i'm going back, maybe i can see you again

twitter.com/__DEATHPLUS

hello there (prod. by killedmyself)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
Ft. https://soundcloud.com/scummusic

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

Never meant to w/ SCUM ( Prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic
https://soundcloud.com/seraphbeats
https://soundcloud.com/runawayghost

i still hear you like you never left your bedroom
and god i miss you but i should just fall asleep soon

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 
i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 

We're the misery we make 
and every worthless breath i take
gets me closer to the day i die
 and they can bury me with you
and i wish you could've stayed 
and i wish you had the strength
but theres nothing that can bring you back 
or take away the pain

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Golden Boy (prod. nothing,nowhere x Seraph x Runawayghost)

@fats_e
@93feetofsmoke
prod.  https://soundcloud.com/ceasedmusic


LIL LOTUS:

you can find me dead inside my whip
death by hollow tips
try to talk about it i might slip
tighten up my grip

fats'e:

i just really want to fill my body up with lead
stop my heart from beating i will feel at peace at last
put the draco to my skull don't need another chance
steal my life with steel against my temple make it fast

93FEETOFSMOKE:

you can find me 
walking with a sense
snakes still round my limbs
been this way 
guess since I was a jit
tighten up my fist 

homie caught a rock 
up threw his head
ya I miss my friends
lil bo's hose winding 
inside the whip
a I miss my friend 

LIL LOTUS:

you can find me dead inside my whip
death by hollow tips
try to talk about it i might slip
tighten up my grip

hollow tips ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE x fats'e [prod. ceased]

Never ever ever do i feel okay/
got the venom in my body, make it all go away/
got the venom in my body, i don't feel no pain/
i don't feel no pain, i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /



say solonely is a sadboy/
he a badboy/
wanna get a bitch with a tat boy/

slim thick mamacita in my lap boy/
say she wanna get to know me, yeah i'm that boy/
and she be acting like she don't know my name/
tell you its okay, i don't feel no pain/
it's after 2AM and i can't feel my face/
never wanna change, yeah i'm staying the same/
so i would never switch up on you even if i wanted to/

(switch up on, switch up on you)

now she wanna act like she never ever saw me too/
now she wanna act like i never ever been true/

shawty it's ok, just don't come and talk to me another day/
shawty it's ok, promise you i never ever feel no pain/
pain, pain, promise you i never ever feel no pain/
Promise you i,  promise you i, promise you i never ever feel no pain/

Never ever ever do i feel okay/
got the venom in my body, make it all go away/
got the venom in my body, i don't feel no pain/
i don't feel no pain, i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /

Never ever ever do i feel okay/
got the venom in my body, make it all go away/
got the venom in my body, i don't feel no pain/
i don't feel no pain, i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /
i got the venom in my body/
i don't feel no pain, /

i never feel okay, gotta pour me up a glass, gotta sip all night until the moment that i pass, yeah/
if i'm not okay, i got the venom in my bag, yeah/
say i take it out and then she show me all that ass yeah/
said mamacita, wanna hop up in my lap, yeah/
when i gotta leave i tell her i could carry that, yeah yeah/

said baby you could follow me right now/
tell me how you want it, we could solve it really right now/

i got the venom and you know it, say you depressed until the moment that we zoning/

Never ever ever do i feel okay/
got the venom in my body, make it all go away/
got the venom in my body, i don't feel no pain/
i don't feel no pain, i don't feel no pain, /

Neverfeel

neverfeel

peroxide

VIDEO: youtu.be/RWo_yQr_8bA?a

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Prod:
https://twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
https://www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
http://roelun.co
https://twitter.com/roelun
https://www.instagram.com/roelun/

Lyrics:
I'm just tryna get to u
Shits been hard 
But I'm making moves 
Well I'm trying
I'm trying 

And I just hope u understand
All the pain in my back 
And blisters on my hands 
It's all u
Now you're screaming 
At the top of your lungs
I don't need u

Ask me what's my problem
Baby come outside 
Pulling on my hand like everything's alright 
Messing with my 
Something's just not right 
I don't wanna go back 
Baby u should know that 

Bitch don't hit my line
Do this every night 
Phone on 2% 
Like ya i swear that shit gone die
I've been getting money 
pretty baby what u like 
I've been getiin money 
pretty baby what u like

At The Top Of Your Lungs (Prod. Nedarb) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION *

Hey, you've been gone/
I don't know if i still want it baby/
I know you've called/
and i'm sorry i just left it ringing/

I don't wanna make you feel alone/
How many times does the same nightmare gotta come/
And i feel you, oh i feel you, oh i feel you/

And i know it's hard/
But i want you to fight on baby/
Nobody ever got me writing lovesongs baby, yeah/

But you've got me writing these songs/
And you've got me all along/

I know, i know, i know/
you're feeling like you're never gonna change/
(i know you're feeling like you're never gonna change)

Hey, you've been gone/
I don't know if i still want it baby/
I know you've called/
and i'm sorry i just left it ringing/

I don't wanna make you feel alone/
How many times does the same nightmare gotta come/
And i feel you, oh i feel you, oh i feel you/

Hey, you've been gone/
I don't know if i still want it baby/
I know you've called/
and i'm sorry i just left it ringing/

I don't wanna make you feel alone/
How many times does the same nightmare gotta come/
And i feel you, oh i feel you, oh i feel you/

Changes

Let it all go, i said fuck the whole thing.
_
you wanna talk, i know you been feeling alone/
Acting like you ain't got no feelings, you stay stone/
And ain't nobody understand why you stayin at home/
When all of your friends are acting like you ain't even em'/

And girl i swear to god that i know just how you be feelin'/
Talking bout how you would be looking up in the ceiling late at night & ain't nobody 
understand that you not kidding/
Girl i know the feeling of never fucking forgiving/

Couple of people that really think i fuck wid 'em/
Sorry to burst the bubble i never really liked you/
Even though you came around and fucked with me in high school/
If i had a single thing to say i'd say fuck you/
Hoping that the rain and the thunder come above you/

i know that i keep fuckin up every single relation/
but many bitches got me like, what the fuck are you saying?/
thinking that i'm giving you my time but still playin?/
fucking stupidity got me going insane, i said let it all go, i said fuck the whole thing yuh/

Not Again

lyrics

@yvnggriffin

me:
Im just tryna love her but she dont wanna work it out
shawty i could give u up jus lmk when word get out
she been fucking wit the wrong dudes told her cut it out
shes afraid to like me cus she know she finna fuck me now

maybe im stupid
maybe im dumb
maybe im fucking over it
have your fun

i don wanna
i don wanna
i don wanna wait

ik when i look at her she feels in the same way
she dont wanna love me bc she know she finna hurt me
Im just tryna hold u down, im just tryna love u down
u know that im loyal, i promise I wont let u down

Im just tryna love her but she dont wanna work it out
shawty i could give u up jus lmk when word get out
she been fucking wit the wrong dudes told her cut it out
shes afraid to like me cus she know she finna fuck me now

griffin:
i can hit it right
i can make my baby sing boy
i got all this dough
i can buy her anything boy

she look like my wife
imma buy her ass a ring boy
aint no need to search
I’m ur motherfucking dream boy

why you search around when u could date me?
dont u fuck around just be my baby
got me out my mind, got me so crazy
why you search around when u could date me?

we could be together, why dont you play along?
sing you lullabies, put ur name in a song
love was hard to find, until u came along
baby do ur dance when this song comes on

why you search around when u could date me?
dont u fuck around just be my baby
got me out my mind, got me so crazy
why you search around when u could date me?

thank u griffin for being sick asf on this song

hold uuu down ft. yung griffin (prod. pharaoh vice)

prod @oilcolor

1/5/18


and still in my head, death fulfilled my last breath
and still I feel depressed
baby kill it, let me lay my head on your chest

late at night my mind gets blank at times
it’s not alright but hey I still get by
ask me why, reply every day’s my suicide
doing it wrong
making the fuckin goonie sigh
you can’t read me because every fuckin word’s a lie
conceded, never believing until I start to try
ruin confidence? nah, u can’t blind these eyes, rolled back
like these blunts passed to me, myself, and I

why oh why did I even try with you

fuckin up dude
"what you gonna do Boone?"
nothing, I’m not in the fuckin mood
less of you, that’s what I consume
devilish bruise left with the few
a mess of who be left untrue
a destined goone relaxed unto
these backwood moods kept grey in you
the fact is true, a devil stays in you
playing the mind day after day, night after night,
day after day, night after night

BOONE - AMOREVOLOUS prod. oilcolor

Vivid Album coming soon...
Follow @DaOfficialNEM
#ChroniCartel

[LYRICS]
Im Alone its a gift and a curse
Every time I help somebody they would show me what I'm worth...
You know I'm just person, brought up on the dirt
Down to earth but I'm certain, most aint gon admit that i was hurt...
I was nervous, product of the life I was presented
I was told to keep it real but people quickly took advantage....
Left me hangin lookin savage, my heart was lookin dead and
Most the homies started ghostin as the gossip started spreadin...
Im copin, the rolls been the dopest to hold this emotion the closest to home is....
focused and wrote this to show Rick the soulless and locusts who opened my soul and just stole shit..
I noticed at times I could be outta my mind..
I be reachin for the sky but thats just how im designed...
Always thinkin divine, got people rollin they eyes..
Everytime I'm helpin homies up but nobody tries...

I'm Alone..
In the middle of a crowd..
I been livin in my dreams and nobody around..
I'm Alone..
As I sit up on my cloud...
I been livin in my dreams and nobody around

In my 4 cornered room I envision..
Life without depression and obsession wit suspicion...
Always see myself in paralytical positions
Never get inspired to continue on my missions...
Now I'm always drinkin, don't know what I'm thinkin..
Tryna stay afloat but my hurt soul is steady sinkin
Chuggin up the seagrams gin up in my lincoln...
In a mental prison so no blinkin wen I'm speakin..
Only gettin love from the people overseas...
Im takin all the drugs while im prayin on my knees...
Layin on a dirty rug an starin to the ceilin..
Thinkin bout the quickest way to end this shit I'm feelin..

I'm Alone...
In the middle of a crowd..
I been livin in my dreams and nobody around..
I'm Alone...
As I sit up on my cloud...
I been livin in my dreams and nobody around

MERCH

ALONE - NEM.FM (Prod. NEM.FM)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

lyrics:

packed down pipe
in the christmas lights
in the middle room
fried on a wednesday night
one track mind and i never think twice
wrist water hit the light look like gatorade white
checkered up vans like talladega nights
john reilly with the curls
ricky bobby with the drive
crystal skull and five alive
solo mission stay inside
phony figures cant confide
in many people in my life
im working like its do or die
but still find time for getting high
crush a q and resupply
stoned flow is verbal arsenic
the sauce brewed and the fans fucked with it
jealousy an epidemic

epidemic
you infected
dont get close to me
had no reason
had no traction
what the fuck you see
i can hear your
past emotions
calling out to me
did the same thing
as my baby
and just let it be

gmail full of you fell off shit
i wonder how it felt to send it
what the fuck did i fall off of
if i had barely had leverage
if i had barely had the traction
when every song i made was rationed
when all the lyrics started matching
now with this unreleased im laughing
project worth of em no cap
upload all of em with no caps
diamond mine this one could make me shine
like a bald broski with no cap
taking shots but got no strap
flood the hats and put no claps
now the beat sound like the crowds bad
but theres no crowd at the mousepad
b cup bra on the matress
double cup but like no ac
got a bad one on my ballsack
cup it up like a jock strap
so good i had to spit about it
when she use her knees like ong bak
clothes throwing on
im already gone
she said "there he go"
no kodak


epidemic
you infected
dont get close to me
had no reason
had no traction
what the fuck you see
i can hear your
past emotions
calling out to me
did the same thing
as my baby
and just let it be

thankyou for listening ♥♦♣♠

epidemic

prod. by @notmorgn

i been climbing on this ladder for months
time has worn it down now i’m breaking the rungs
city smog blackening my lungs
I’m used to shitty days
this stuff just isn’t fun anymore
where did all the time go 
spent it with my eyes closed
spent it with some fake friends
dissing ain’t a typo
now my pockets fat
they gonna need some lypo
i always spend it fast
i make it back in a night though

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

i need excitement
something that could pump my blood around
i been fighting with myself every time i’m down
and i turned blue right at the bottom 
man you let me drown now they ask me 
why i never bring that girl around
done with that phase
i ain’t coming back aye
but the pain stays
tatted with the sad face
sit back look at all the damage
i never knew i caused it
but i saw it when you vanished
i really hurt myself for you
i cry i feel i’m just like you
and i killed my body
and i killed my brain
i’m a bag of bones baby
walking in the rain
i call it

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

self sabotage

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

exsetty