original song
https://soundcloud.com/robstar100/cry-no-more

only heylog's verse

heylog - cry no more

original song
https://soundcloud.com/jessescc/dirty-ft-heylog

heylog verse only

heylog - dirty

original song 
https://soundcloud.com/screwyounick/honestly-i-wasnt-listening-w-heylog-abbot-polar-vedh 

heylog verse only

heylog - honestly, i wasn't listening

produced by sleepwater melonmusik & leftquiet

lyrics:
i dont wanna listen to this
i would rather you didnt exist
ill pray after you
ill die before you
its my time to live
but ill end up WASTING IT
its my life you ditched
ill disappear into THIN AIR 
oh where she gone have you seen her 
is she on the way home, swear ive been there 
id kill myself just to HOLD YOU ONE LAST TIME

im scared no where to go
seven times ive checked my phone
if you cared i wouldent be alone
addicted to the cracks on my phone

(gasp)

IF I LIE TO U ITS CAUSE I HATE MYSELF
ILL SAY GOODBYE SOON GUESS IM HEADING OUT
I WOULD KILL MYSELF JUST TO HOLD YOU ONE LAST TIME
WAS I RIGHT FOR YOU CAUSE I COULDENT TELL
MY ROOM A ZOO TYCOON IT NEEDS SOME CLEANING OUT
I WOULD FIX MYSELF FOR YOU TO BE MINE

stay between mortar
it all
flashes in my eyes
im now ready this time

#colne #sleepwater

colne

produced by xona

-lyrics-

who’s arm do you need to hold?
will i care or will i even fall?
it didn’t matter to reverse the role
looking back, crashing into the wall
but tell me if you cry
when you think im not alright
doesn’t matter if I lie
when you see me in the light
i can’t get enough
i fell in love with your touch
it doesn’t bother that much
when you have me on your palm

~

it’s the silence i wish we could change 
stay aside me without an exchange
when you know what i love and i hate
you’re on my mind so it wouldn’t fade
but you know what it takes
to feel fine in the day
got your back, hope the same
cause i’d hate to feel afraid
it was me to get a grip
wish we never would’ve drift
now i push away our friends
i can’t get it through my head

valerie

spotify

prod by me :>

(skylin)
all the hatred that you're giving me is only poisoning
at least with my enemies i know what it is they seek
I rather judas instead of someone backstabbing me
oh you're pathetic askin me if I would forgive you

I never go out or talk to people like I know I should
it's easier not engaging and hiding inside my hood
sometimes I tend to fail myself and everyone around me
I guess it kinda scared me from socially interacting

on the darkest days I don't know who it is that I will call
but I am hoping you answer because im bout to fall
and I don't know where I am going but ik you know it all
so I am calling out to you please do not let me fall


(heylog)
catch me on the other end
what i said i really meant
what are all the thoughts your brain holds
what's inside that head
i think i finally figured you out
i think it's time to step out your life now
i don't know what i did for you to become untied to me
if you're gonna act like this then break it off entirely
and if i would've known your emotions would all start piling
then i would've kept it hush instead of you crying to me
i was there for you when no one else was
now i'm seeing the truth and exposing your bluffs
i was there for you at your lowest point
don't go and blame it on me, this wasn't my choice

[[anger - disconnect]]

traitor w/heylog

traitor w/ heylog (Now on Spotify)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

hey guys hope u enjoy this new track.
shoutout to @prodjpjp for the production
& shoutout to @heylog for hopping on it 

LYRICS:
All my friends have turned to strangers
Am I really all alone?
Tell me truth and don't be jaded
Where have you been all night long?
I'm all alone
Struggling to get off my phone
Yeah, I think we did this all wrong
And I cannot get over it
I shouldn't feel this way, not at this young age

So I run, I swear
It's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave
Whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head?
All alone to the end?
I guess I'll never know
But I wish you the best
For whatever comes next
'Cause now I'm leaving home

(I'm leaving home)
Uh, so imma leave all my vices
Leave all the memories
Leave all the trauma
You was just my enemy
You're not a friend of me
I see that now it's clear as day
So, it's time to runaway

So I run, I swear
It's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave
Whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head?
All alone to the end?
I guess I’ll never know
But I wish you the best 
For whatever comes next
'Cause now I'm leaving home

What has my life become?
Can't think how I once was
All these years gone by so fast
How come I still look back?
This blonde boy I used to be
Smiled big and was happy
Now everybody's watching
I hate it to be honest
The past few years have felt this way
And oh I've had so much to say
Thinking I'll get over it
There's a lot here to digest
Another person disrespects
I'm keeping guard oh, yet again
Maybe I should unalive
Piss right off and from my life

bones w/ heylog (jpjp)

A haunting cinematic folk song where the Earth herself speaks — a plea for balance, memory, and reconnection with nature’s forgotten voice.

The Earth Remembers

worth living

Flowers in motion
the motions are moving me around,
 and I don't know what to do right now.
Everybody be looking around,
but I'm sitting here with my eyes pointed towards the ground.
Everyone tries to tell me something different,
but they cant tell me nothing that I ain't heard before.
and I know that I, I need to do better,
but I cant do better when I'm stuck in yesterday's door.
I know I tried,
but the motions moving me around
fucking me up inside, I know.
I'm fuckin twisted around,
I'm going backwards down a one way street and now..
Falling apart.
Every time I try to do it different you know I fail yeah.
and I cant do any better,
I just keep getting more upset, and looking at myself, I hate it the most.
She don't know how the fuck to talk to me no more,
you know its pissing me off and that is what it is for.
She's got agendas and she's doing it now,
making her move some way or some how.
Monsters in motion, the motions are moving, they're sliding around.
Calm as an ocean, you know these emotions are going around, and I ,
I don't know what to do when you are fucking around talking all that mad shit to me, no more.
I can not take anymore, you need to shut your fucking mouth and get the fuck out the door.
And the motions, the motions are moving, they're moving to me.
The people in motion, they're moving the most and they don't know where to be.
You didn't want to take the time to listen,
now I'm screaming that shit right down your face.
I don't know what else to do except to try to force you to listen to what I say.
And the motions, the motion the motions are moving, they're moving around.
Calm as an ocean, you know these emotions are going around, and I..
I don't know what to do when you are fucking around talking all that mad shit to me no more.
I just can't take anymore, you need to shut your fucking mouth and get the fuck out the door.
And the motions, the motions are moving, they're moving to me.
The people in motion, they're moving the most and they don't know where to be.
You didn't want to take the time to listen,
now I'm fucking screaming that shit right in your face.
I don't know what else to do, except try to force you to listen to what I say.emo-ra

heylog - dirty

t7ae

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