prod me

thanks for fw me I rly appreciate u :) whoever listening to this is super cool I bet or rly sad idk loll

lyrics:
im so stuck in this quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in

why am I like this
internal conflict
ion feel shit when I fight it
stuck in the mindset
im goin under, I split my world into sunder
fuck all these lames dont give a fuck what they say
strapped wit a heart and karambit
fuck everyone fuckin round wit my bros shit
why the fuck did u do that no I cant stand it
thought u were a friend
turns out u like fuckin over ur friends so I had so I had to unfriend, hope u understand
I do what I can nothin comes easy, but ill stop shit when u need me

breathe in, feel the weight in my chest
its the best
bleedin, all I need is some rest
some rest x2

im so stuck in the quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in x2

quicksand

spotify

@kennedysucks
https://soundcloud.com/user-551713846

decomposing [w/ kennedyxoxo] [noahmadethiss x jolst]

prod xona

-lyrics-
tell me what you feel? cause I don’t want to bleed
aren’t you tired of it all? talking like we’re enemies, ya..
its just another day
getting so tired of staying all late
so what you do is real?
tell me everything that you like
and I love this girl too much
tell me baby, I just-

and I just (x2)
don’t know why this hurts
don’t talk like I’m back for your curse
know why, know why...

tell me what you feel? cause I don’t want to bleed
aren’t you tired of it all? talking like we’re enemies, ya...
its just another day
getting so tired of staying all late
so what you do is real?
tell me everything that you like
and I love this girl too much
tell me baby, I just- 

and the stress on my sweater to my neck
every single day that I forget us
don’t lie, you don’t like, me in your time

enemy

guitar+prod xona

-lyrics-
all the words that roll off your tongue
why did it have to be his name?
feeling like no one, im feeling so dumb 

but I bet you didn’t mind that
fuck my life, I just deal without a doubt I-
and maybe I could’ve just listened 
day by day, regret what im missin...
and maybe I can never feel safe 
yet I feel and know that it’s way too late
too late, it’s so lame

and I was wrong 
to trust us too

~it’s just things that I’ve been meaning to tell you, for a long time umm... 
I’m in love with you~

but I bet you didn’t mind that
fuck my life, I just deal without a doubt I 
and maybe I could’ve just listened 
day by day regret what im missin...
and maybe I can never feel safe 
yet I feel and know that it’s way too late
too late, it’s so lame

lameee

🖤shleem pink🖤
https://soundcloud.com/shleempink
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
My phones dead I can't call my plug
My bad I can't fall in love
Burn the photographs from when were young
Put a cigarette out on my tongue
And so many weekends
We stayed partying and drinking
There's so much reasons
I think I fell for a demon
Blow my brain away , brain away , Kurt Cobain
Blow my brain away , brain away , Kurt Cobain

I love you , but I hate you, I can’t tell what the fucks going wrong
I love you , but I hate you, I can’t tell what the fucks going wrong
I love you , but I hate you, I can’t tell what the fucks going wrong
I love you , but I hate you, I can’t tell what the fucks going wrong

My heart is so fucking fragile most these days
And I can’t seem to handle all this fucking pain
Only time it ever fades is when I’m in your lane
Now you can sit and lie but I know that you need me
Your words get tied every time that you see me
Mine do too every time that I see you
And if you were to cut me then you’d know that I bleed you

In my veins
Is where you’ll stay
Until the day
That I fade away

I love you , but I hate you, I can’t tell what the fucks going wrong
I love you , but I hate you, I can’t tell what the fucks going wrong
I love you , but I hate you, I can’t tell what the fucks going wrong
I love you , but I hate you, I can’t tell what the fucks going wrong

suburbia (feat. shleem pink)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

spotify link<3

narcissist (yungspoiler)

i've been struggling to find motivation lately, so i decided to record this acoustic version of "rewrite". i hope you all enjoy it, and i promise that i'll have new music for you all soon 🖤

listen to my music :)
linktr.ee/bradenrossmusic

check out days to waste:
linktr.ee/daystowaste

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I just found your necklace
In the space between my bed
But I wish that I hadn’t
Don’t want you to take it back
‘Cause you know that I feel so lonely without you here by my side
It’s just been so hard to remember not to call you mine
Anymore

[Pre-Chorus 1]
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
And I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone

[Chorus 1]
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you

[Verse 2]
Now I'm lying awake here
And I'm trying not to cry
'Cause when I look outside my window I see your name written in the sky

[Pre-Chorus 2]
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
While I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone

[Chorus 2]
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you
Got it stuck in my head
Every word that you said
But I'll rewrite the melodies
And I'll take back the memories of you

[Outro]
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you

rewrite - acoustic (with Days to Waste)

prod. splashgvng x fearbanquo
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
I feel I've written this note about a dozen times
I feel like I always get close but never get it right
I know that it might seem cold leaving up through the night
But I've been making my own I've gotta catch this flight

Give me a reason that I should stay
Give me a reason that I shouldn't walk away
Give me a reason to stick around
Settle down, make a home
In this little broken town

Say you need me 
Tell me not to go
And leave you all alone
Say you need me
Tell me not to go
And leave you all alone

All of these problems I hold they're never getting right
My patience is growing cold, and I don't wanna fight
You know that I love you so you're always on my mind
But baby I gotta go I gotta catch this flight

Give me a reason that I should stay
Give me a reason that I shouldn't walk away
Give me a reason to stick around
Settle down, make a home
In this little broken town

Say you need me 
Tell me not to go
And leave you all alone (oh oh)
Say you need me
Tell me not to go
And leave you all alone

Give me a reason that I should stay
Give me a reason that I shouldn't walk away
Give me a reason to stick around
Settle down, make a home
In this little broken town

Spotify/Apple music

broken town

i know y'all was waiting for this one

lyrics
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

we don't need a reason
you part of the reason
that i can't feel it anymore

body on the floor
there's blood on the floor
and you at my door
something can't ignore

oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
how i wish you gone, and walk away
oh i wish you'd stop and talk to me
oh i wish you'd stop and walk with me

oh where'd you go
i wanna know
don't leave me stranded
leave me cold
soul to be sold
soul to be sold

let me know
it's getting old
who have we told
i don't know
under control
under control

walk away
ion wanna talk today
i can't do this everyday
ion wanna go insane

ion wanna go insane
but the second that you talk to me
is the second that i entertain
is the second that i entertain

UNDER CONTROL

:) yeehaw
lyrics vvv

yeah ur dead to me
yeah ur dead to me
u aint ever mf been there for me
dead wanted dead wanted
so if i dont respond just
know what happened
know what happened
im on my dead line
dead line 
slipping thru the grapevine
sippin on this great wine
this great wine yeah
i bet chu wanna fuck it all up
but i aint finna let u
cus i got it too clutch
gettin too high
so i cant focus on the views
and i cant think of anything
when im surrounded by u
swimmin in a big ole body of water of sharks
this shits so dark
jumping off of bridges 
hopin that i fuckin make it
hopin that i land so safely yeah
but in the back of my mind 
i really hope that my bones go left and right
and up and down.
yeah ur dead to me.

dead wanted (splashgvng x ayoley)

lyrics:

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

Before these French 75’s
I was i was doing fine
With liquor red eyes
I wish I had stayed inside tonight
She like u dont know how to party
How u done when the night just started
Rose for the broken hearted
One shot and the shits restarted
This night is the start of an era
Rolling up aloe vera
Low eyes under white mascara
Baby I can read ur mind
Smoke blow thru my drive
Kush clouds realign my spine
I think I secure my shine
I will see it thru this time

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
 cause out in those woods I was terrified
But some how I will make it home alive tonight
And some how she’ll be warm inside this winter white town
And ill be tucked away up on this satellite

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

And I made a promise for me to uphold
But late night in this bed without you tends to get cold
And I know think about the the way it torched
But I promise there was nothing in there for u anymore
I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
These Tattoos cover up all of my insecurities
 Im left without my faith when she cant tell me what to believe
But I will find a way like I always do
And Despite my brain my life moves on without word from you

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

ink (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

mel by @quannnic
prod by xona

<3

-lyrics-
and I can’t catch a break
spending hours in the ash
I loved her look, I loved her laugh
I can’t take back on what was last 
and that’s my fault
I’ll put aside my flaws 
you don’t talk at all so I’ll place these walls, uh oh
seeing nothing out of far
don’t say things that’ll break apart

and I wish I could send
these texts I hold within
I’ll fully realize what I did
I’ll apologize to all my sins
and so I spent
3 years in regret
can we talk for a sec? I just want to ‘fess 
do you want that?
right now 
right now~

I hope she sees everything
I hate the look that I put on me
It’s full regret
I loved her since
I can’t fix on what I left
and whether I feel
every little color in the spectrum
I always wanna make you feel a little extra
do you feel that way?
cause I don’t think I understand these days

now we talk, everywhere I go
too much pressure on own
I wanna say, that I love you along
I don’t know if that’s my wrong…
and I fucked up
you know
I promise things have changed on
yeah I’ve realized
I’m dumb
I’m dumb

you can tell me every quality I lack
I’m falling victim to your words, I hated that
you told if it lines up, we’ll be back
so I don’t know how I feel about that
and I’m running so lost in these woods
Ill run endlessly going through the worst
I would you tell you but i swallowed my words
but I look at you, a mirror to a blur 

I’ll reframe every comment to you
oh my god I love everything about you
everything about you
everything about you
everything about, you~ (I love you x6)
about you
about you
I want us back I don’t wanna lose you…

everything about you

@prodbyjoshwa 
this song is named after vic fuentes first album


falling off from the top of the world and I 
wonder why I cannot go a single night
without just contemplating
wonder if you found another person 
sending texts to no reply

kill things when I get bored
now I hear the devil knockin at my door
spill my guts out on the floor
tear my flesh off yea I’m cuttin life short

no more goodbyes, no more good nights 
I said my peace, I said my mind
no going home 
invert my knees rip out my spine 

sometimes good things end way worse than they started
if I knew the outcome would I still want this
running round my room feeling heartless
love you still regardless

cut the shit I’m a prick, real dirt bag
know that I’m a living piece of shit 
wanna hit the fuckin hey 
but I be busy burning up another bridge 
swimmin in the deep end 
water fillin up my lungs 
this time I’m giving in

you say you fucked up 
wanna go back now 
well guess ur lucks up 
karma come back around

celebration of an ending (joshwa)

(Description: 
I wrote Stay away, I'm hurting 2 years ago during my first breakup in high school. Over the past year I fell in love with a girl on the phone and turned it into reality in less than 3 months. We were together a year and a half and even moved in together. Over the course of this relationship the toxicity built. Its now over. And Ive found myself feeling the same way I did 2 years ago. So fuck it lets make another one )

LYRICS:

im not like the rest, im not like the rest at alll
staring up at the top of the ceiling : (

i only wanna love you from afar
things were much better when distance was hard,
shes on the porch with her bottle of wine,
ill be in here listening to guitars

I wrote you song after song after song 
even my mom said your bad for my heart,
I shoulda listened, back then I was wrong,
this is your last song

you said that id be the one to make amends,
with all of the people in your head,
im sorry that i cannot be that,
its not that bad in the end..

I don't wanna cry right now,
think im way too high right now,
can you stop the violence?
you go to him when you don't wanna fight it,
I don't think that Im the one whos hiding
everyone says that im like my father, I don't wanna be that
didn't wanna talk but I stopped to call her, just to check in
(x2)

i only wanna love you from afar
things were much better when distance was hard,
shes on the porch with her bottle of wine,
ill be in here listening to guitars

im not like the rest, im not like the rest at alll

Stay away, I'm suffering

stephany

cover art by @scottysplash

lyrics:

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

Ok Ive lost my face Just trust its me
In 40 days Ive left no trace
Now its cold out could u close that door
Thought we both out watch call me for
Im at home now in this strangers apartment
How they pass out but I barely have started
Seen the cold shoulder but this one like the arctic
Im on her side but I feel like the target
Pluck at my strings she’s the human guitar pick
They come in so whole and they leave broken hearted

We hurt We heal And go again
In hopes We feel something different
In jest In pain In love In fights
I want You here With me Tonight

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

IV (scottysplash)

fallen leaves (yungspoiler)

produced by xona <3 
thank you @heylog for rock drums(,:

@hovis

-lyrics-
and I wish we could restore
it’s no more
the same violence hits my door
and I swore

that I can’t bring my friends
and my trust issues push me at edge
like why do you care?
im a mess to you, as you watch and stare (x2)

I’ll find a way back
it’s been days I’ve had
but you mark your words like before
I’ve been at this war
breaking up with you helped me restore
but I’m laying on this floor
i wither down onto my core

i tried to tell them I was down for it all, but they went up
when I was following I slip and I fall, I cant get up
I'm stranded here, I see them and I call for a pick up
they see me, think that I'm a wall, you think you are so slick huh?

but I'm done with complaining
I'll go past and make it in
all this love is not to give
but I still wanna live

and I see them stare at me
I made it where I belong, I did all on my own
its just me, not you, not we 
I picked up myself up alone, I knew that I could be strong
but through the raging wind, I can see you coming here
you said that its not that scary but I think its something feared
everything is so abandoned yeah there's nothing here
but I can rebuild it all, I will be the overseer

oo~ 

that I can’t bring my friends
and my trust issues push me at edge
like why do you care?
im a mess to you, as you watch and stare (x2)

restore

restore w/ hovis

mixed/mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy x cgmbeats

lyrics:

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Woah woah I just couldn’t do it I baby I know I know im no fun
Once we said and done im only average but so what
Baby I got the code I swear know who I am
Sorry ive been so cold its cause I hate who I am
But you would hate hearing that so now I just keep it all in
With our head low They’re gonna cut it off baby
Oh were assholes Well we all know baby
All inside my head in my dreams it is nightmares
Spilling from brain thru my ears onto my shoulders
Welcome to the club for the people from nowhere
Maybe ill explain it again when ur older

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself

pit (kassgocrazy x cgm)

Original song "Breathe" Written and Produced by DaysToWaste, Co-Produced / Mixed / Mastered by SayWeCanFly.

nothing left

lyrics:
Barely breathe from the start
Rain drops hit my arms
Standing outside your car
Standing outside your car

Barely breathe from start
Rain drops hit my car
Driving somewhere so far from here
Tryna go somewhere far
Thinking back when I said
Tryna feel what you meant
Now its stuck in my head
Yeah it's stuck in my head

And I hope that I make it, yeah
I swerve feeling jaded, yeah
So hard gotta face it, see
The sunlight fading in
Im back where I began
Don't try to hold my hand
Leave me alone instead 
Leave me alone instead

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Barely breathe in the cold
Make me feel like a ghost
While I stare at my phone
And you're sorry, I know
Get me out of the deep end
Cuz it feels like I'm dreamin
Yeah the surface is fadin
Swear that I'll never sleep again

Shadows dance on the walls
Feel the weight in my arms
Till it all falls apart

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

hp

t7ae