prod xona

-lyrics-
tell me what you feel? cause I don’t want to bleed
aren’t you tired of it all? talking like we’re enemies, ya..
its just another day
getting so tired of staying all late
so what you do is real?
tell me everything that you like
and I love this girl too much
tell me baby, I just-

and I just (x2)
don’t know why this hurts
don’t talk like I’m back for your curse
know why, know why...

tell me what you feel? cause I don’t want to bleed
aren’t you tired of it all? talking like we’re enemies, ya...
its just another day
getting so tired of staying all late
so what you do is real?
tell me everything that you like
and I love this girl too much
tell me baby, I just- 

and the stress on my sweater to my neck
every single day that I forget us
don’t lie, you don’t like, me in your time

enemy

spotify

guitar+prod xona

-lyrics-
all the words that roll off your tongue
why did it have to be his name?
feeling like no one, im feeling so dumb 

but I bet you didn’t mind that
fuck my life, I just deal without a doubt I-
and maybe I could’ve just listened 
day by day, regret what im missin...
and maybe I can never feel safe 
yet I feel and know that it’s way too late
too late, it’s so lame

and I was wrong 
to trust us too

~it’s just things that I’ve been meaning to tell you, for a long time umm... 
I’m in love with you~

but I bet you didn’t mind that
fuck my life, I just deal without a doubt I 
and maybe I could’ve just listened 
day by day regret what im missin...
and maybe I can never feel safe 
yet I feel and know that it’s way too late
too late, it’s so lame

lameee

@freveltrothy
spiritual sequel 2 my other song puppet, i like this one alot


Losing focus yea I don't know what you see in her
Foaming from the mouth, lying on the curb you left me bleeding
Sick to my stomach yea I know you've been mistreated

Still you act like im a puppet
Cutting all my strings just for the fuck of it
Still you act like im a puppet
Cutting all my strings just for the fuck of it

Cutting deep, said it's for the best but I know you lie
You wanted me, overcoming stress been building high
Almost had enough, but I know if I give up
Shit will only get worse from here

Sitting at my desk not a single thing has changed
You know i'm leaving soon, still just staring empty faced
Still just in this room not a single thing has changed
Always in my head, yea you know you live inside my brain

Played along know you had your fun
Breaking everything, give a fuck about the outcome
Cold nights up late wont see the sun up
You said too much know I won't give up

Losing focus yea I don't know what you see in her
Foaming from the mouth lying on the curb you let me bleed
Sick to my stomach yea I know you've been mistreated

Still you act like im a puppet
Cutting off my strings just for the fuck of it
Still you act like im a puppet
Cutting off my strings just for the fuck of it
Still you act like im a puppet
Cutting off my strings just for the fuck of it
Still you act like im a puppet
Cutting off my strings just for the fuck of it

porcelain

spotify link<3

puppet2 (frevel)

@jolst
me and vaeo tapped this in while jackie rolled blunts in LA it was vv fun


Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods
Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods

Picking up the pieces stay falling apart when your not here
Looming in the distance i'm watching your shadow disappear
Forget myself, no helping hands out
Get left on the shelf, would go but I can't now

Back to the wall breaking down I don't know what you want
Picking at my skin you acting like I do it for fun
Seperate my mind from my body
Know you coming down too if you wanna try me

I'm a hostage to you just another captive
Under spells feeling better than I have been
Locked away in your gaze, so gently falling
Kick me down again until I come back crawling

See your shadows moving up and down the hallway
Always felt so plastic I thought you never saw me
Whole time wondering why I stuck around now
Stranded in the forest, no one looking for me

Out on a limb and outta options, walls caving in on a broken coffin
Dragged on the concrete in the chains i'm Locked in
It's almost hurts less than being forgotten

Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods
Falling quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods

luminesence w/ vaeo (jolst)

sample: keshi - less of you
everything else prod by xona

-lyrics-
hey I wonder how you’ve been?
do you know where I’ve been ever since?
you speak about me with no end
deja vu from where I sit
sun shines down to my skin
It’s been a while that I felt like this
and we could call but it wouldn’t mean less
It’s three times that I given that chance

“and I don’t want my friends to know 
that I just fell in love”
It gets worse
she cuts me up
I feel this hatred grow
you tend break my heart so quick
I know you want me out your head
and I was stuck to all your threads
another night with the walls, I’m sick

oh~
yeah (x3)
i tried
and I was stuck to your threads all night
I just want you out my life
i know it shows when i talk like this
only way that I turn your head
you told me love ain’t what it is
then tell me what? that I’ll end up dead?

hey I wonder how you’ve been?
It’s 3 years and I can’t forget
I don’t know where I’ve been
I’ll reset
mi amor, how you been my threat?
so the rains hits down my face
I don’t care
I don’t wanna change
you think you were passive calling my name
but we talk and it doesn’t feel the same

“and I don’t want my friends to know 
that I just fell in love”
It gets worse 
she cuts me up
I feel this hatred grow
you tend break my heart so quick
I know you want me out your head
and I was stuck to all your threads
another night with the walls, I’m sick

naive

cover art by @scottysplash

lyrics:

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

Ok Ive lost my face Just trust its me
In 40 days Ive left no trace
Now its cold out could u close that door
Thought we both out watch call me for
Im at home now in this strangers apartment
How they pass out but I barely have started
Seen the cold shoulder but this one like the arctic
Im on her side but I feel like the target
Pluck at my strings she’s the human guitar pick
They come in so whole and they leave broken hearted

We hurt We heal And go again
In hopes We feel something different
In jest In pain In love In fights
I want You here With me Tonight

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

IV (scottysplash)

fallen leaves (yungspoiler)

produced by xona <3 
thank you @heylog for rock drums(,:

@hovis

-lyrics-
and I wish we could restore
it’s no more
the same violence hits my door
and I swore

that I can’t bring my friends
and my trust issues push me at edge
like why do you care?
im a mess to you, as you watch and stare (x2)

I’ll find a way back
it’s been days I’ve had
but you mark your words like before
I’ve been at this war
breaking up with you helped me restore
but I’m laying on this floor
i wither down onto my core

i tried to tell them I was down for it all, but they went up
when I was following I slip and I fall, I cant get up
I'm stranded here, I see them and I call for a pick up
they see me, think that I'm a wall, you think you are so slick huh?

but I'm done with complaining
I'll go past and make it in
all this love is not to give
but I still wanna live

and I see them stare at me
I made it where I belong, I did all on my own
its just me, not you, not we 
I picked up myself up alone, I knew that I could be strong
but through the raging wind, I can see you coming here
you said that its not that scary but I think its something feared
everything is so abandoned yeah there's nothing here
but I can rebuild it all, I will be the overseer

oo~ 

that I can’t bring my friends
and my trust issues push me at edge
like why do you care?
im a mess to you, as you watch and stare (x2)

restore

restore w/ hovis

mixed/mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy x cgmbeats

lyrics:

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Woah woah I just couldn’t do it I baby I know I know im no fun
Once we said and done im only average but so what
Baby I got the code I swear know who I am
Sorry ive been so cold its cause I hate who I am
But you would hate hearing that so now I just keep it all in
With our head low They’re gonna cut it off baby
Oh were assholes Well we all know baby
All inside my head in my dreams it is nightmares
Spilling from brain thru my ears onto my shoulders
Welcome to the club for the people from nowhere
Maybe ill explain it again when ur older

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself

pit (kassgocrazy x cgm)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
can't u ever be nice
you don't have to think twice
in the moment each time that i run away
in the end it's your fault
really gave you my all
u don't have to be a problem toward me anyway

there's much more to life than going out
spend saturday night dead on the ground
𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵
I HIGHLY DOUBT YOUR FATHER'S EVEN PROUD
JUST ANOTHER WHORE FOLLOWING THE CROWD
broken glass, the bottles enticing
she told me her sign is a pisces
𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵?
do i look like someone who even cares
𝘯𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘥
you and i would never pair
already off on the wrong path
ur such an idiot, hope you know that
i used to find you cute but now ur trash
you can change but na you can't change ur past
text me, on your end it's open
but you don't know it
you don't know i ghosted
for once, take accountability
always excuses, please
you are disgust to me
there’s much more to life than blacking out
spend almost every weekend on the ground
i smell the alcohol stench in ur mouth
there ain’t a single to be proud of

can't u ever be nice
you don't have to think twice
in the moment each time that i run away
in the end it's your fault
really gave you my all
u don't have to be a problem toward me anyway
𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺
𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦
𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

trash

original song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_Rc33SgCTs


lyrics:

we were lookin at the sky
i hope u know u been in my mind
i wanna tell u but it dont feel right
im sorry but atleast i try

i hope ur doing good i think youre better off without me
she said ur pretty cute and mentioned that ur kinda funny
the hole inside her jeans match the one inside ur chest
I hope i can repair it with my love and all the rest

ive told you a thousand times that Im sorry
its cause my head been hurt and damaged lately
its just another cycle
i dont know where my mind goes
its just another cycle
everyday i feel my mind go

i see ur doing great knew u were better off without me
my brain is feeling good and my fingers keep on shakin
ringing in my ears and the voices always haunt me
dirt between my teeth from the face plant happened last week

the freckles on her face match the heart inside her chest
no hope for a repair with my love and all the rest

i hope ur doing good i think youre better off without me
she said ur pretty cute and mentioned that ur kinda funny
the holes inside her jeans match the one inside ur chest
I hope i can repair it with my love and all the rest

i dont wanna leave but i got to
before i hit the road she say i love you
its just another cycle
im just another pyscho

walking to your door
i catch myself staring at ur face
i need ur love
can u set the pace
u called me im mean
i feel like the monster
i feel like the monster
i feel like the monster

i tuck
my neck
its cut
you did this

just breathe
but i cant
youll be okay
grab my hands
dont fall off
dont want u slipping
u need to calm down
what are u doing

i see ur doing great knew u were better off without me
she said u always haunt me
how do u keep coming back to me
ur so frighting

heylog - hope ur doin good

produced by xona

-lyrics-
(don’t tether your issues when you feel alone
you're feeling so nauseous, you push it along)

I’m looking for the way it was when we hadn’t broke our trust
those memories echo, I didn’t want to let go
but everything reminds of you where I settle
oh I know
these things don’t matter, you mend without an issue at all
I’m searching new patterns the ones I forget everything we’ve done

(everything we’ve done)

even if you mean everything to me
I can’t breath at all
it’s too precious to leave
so I’d rather fall
so I’d rather fall

~

this road block gets obscure
uncertain if I’d get out of here, out of here
this month I thought I’d change my course
but I’m back in this roundabout with unopened
doors
you need to pick and choose, I know you’re scared to move
you think there’s nothing new?
but maybe, it’s just you
you tend to look at me but you’re unamused
so what’s the entry step? cause you need to prove
that you’re worth this shit, I know on my life that you see it too
you know you see it too, so please.
what do you have to lose?
don’t stay in this room
don’t stay in this room

(don’t stay in this room) x6

~

don’t tether your issues when you feel alone
you're feeling so nauseous, you push it along
this weight on your shoulder, won’t last that long
you know, you know, you know
so what are you going to do?
so what?
so what?
so what?

cascade

kinda meh
produced by chalyre

(pull up chalyre)

(whoa whoa)
(whoa whoa)
(yeah yeah)

youre sowing doubts
run your mouth
little bitch what are you talking about
hoe reroute
don’t come around
the dogs will sniff you out
hear that sound
best get down
6 feet underground
why you frowning?
you too scared to duke it out?

your bloodline ends with you under a pyre
shame how you went and turned me into a liar
quit holding on youre fighting for survival
just let it go youre stuck in your denial

im seeing ghosts
took another hit to feel some more
pussy what you waiting for?

grip the steel
how’s it feel
9mm your meal
quit begging your fate is sealed

ill disappear
6 months from me you won’t hear
this clone looked into a mirror
ill turn into what you fear

cleanse

Blum0neyfl0w (Side A; START) (nept96)

Original song "Breathe" Written and Produced by DaysToWaste, Co-Produced / Mixed / Mastered by SayWeCanFly.

nothing left

lyrics:
Barely breathe from the start
Rain drops hit my arms
Standing outside your car
Standing outside your car

Barely breathe from start
Rain drops hit my car
Driving somewhere so far from here
Tryna go somewhere far
Thinking back when I said
Tryna feel what you meant
Now its stuck in my head
Yeah it's stuck in my head

And I hope that I make it, yeah
I swerve feeling jaded, yeah
So hard gotta face it, see
The sunlight fading in
Im back where I began
Don't try to hold my hand
Leave me alone instead 
Leave me alone instead

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Barely breathe in the cold
Make me feel like a ghost
While I stare at my phone
And you're sorry, I know
Get me out of the deep end
Cuz it feels like I'm dreamin
Yeah the surface is fadin
Swear that I'll never sleep again

Shadows dance on the walls
Feel the weight in my arms
Till it all falls apart

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

restore w/ hovis

xona

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