Name: LARRY (featuring holy shitshow) by STONERJAZZ
Duration: 4 min 23 s
Description: This song is an outtake from an expansive holy shitshow project(still in production) that I was honored to work on. I like this little snippet of an on going story of the band, and particularly about Larry, the bass player. So here it is with HS's gracious permission. And a Huge thanks for his beautiful music in this song.

Love the lo-fi atmosphere, great song too.

This is stunning. Great collaboration guys, I'm so impressed and inspired.

Beautiful gentle vocal expression Dear Jeff! Awesome sounding mood scape! Lovely sounding! Deeply enjoyable XOXOXO

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"The beatings. The coldness. You never saw a smile."

Jimmy Stewart recounts experiences which are piercingly harrowing - but not uncommon.

He is one of thousands of survivors of institutions for children in Northern Ireland, where abuse of young residents was widespread.

When he was eight, Jimmy was taken into Nazareth Lodge in Belfast - a place he quietly describes as "a nightmare".

His mother had died of cancer, aged 32. His father was deaf and unable to speak.

"Though he tried to look after us, he couldn't," Jimmy says.

He remembers the nun who met him and his younger brother Patrick at the door called them "wee mongrels".

The boys didn't know what that meant at the time, but later learned it was a reference to his parents' mixed marriage - one was a Catholic, the other a Protestant.

Jimmy Stewart remembers getting "the mother and father of all beatings" after he ran at a nun when she was physically abusing his younger brother, Patrick.

The vivid nature of his memories are clear when he describes how a nun beat him "with her weapon of choice - a rung from a baby's cot, with piping and light blue paint on it".

Explaining how he became an alcoholic, Jimmy says: "If you ask anyone who's a heavy drinker, they'll tell you that you don't dream in a drunken sleep.

"You don't have nightmares. You don't have flashbacks. It numbs you. Keeps all that stuff away. Until the point it's going to kill you. Which it nearly did to me."

He describes spending "three years behind a locked door in my own house".

"I hadn't bathed or shaved. I think the last three months I spent in the same bathrobe."

He began to recover after he went into hospital.

But his older brother, Victor, "drank himself to death".

Jimmy becomes particularly emotional when he talks about how Victor was "so much changed" by what happened in Rubane House.

"We were always close. But those years took it out of us."

As an adult, Victor "couldn't discuss it - he probably didn't think there was any help for him".

Jimmy regrets deeply that Victor hasn't lived to hear the state apology.

Lyrics.

Hello little mongrel
Come on in
This is just the place
To cure you of your sin

We'll beat you black and blue
With whatever comes to hand
You'll learn to obey
All of our demands

I drink to hide the flashbacks
I drink to numb my mind
Therapy's no good for me
I'm afraid what I will find

You took me and my brothers
Took us down to hell
We never had a smile or love
Became an empty shell

I can't believe in afterlife
I wish I could at times
They'd throw you in the darkest place
To pay for all your crimes

I drink to hide the flashbacks
I drink to numb my mind
Therapy's no good for me
I'm afraid what I will find

You got away with everything
Now you're not here to find
The children trusted to your care
You left broken and maligned

Suffer The Little Children

Vocals / Lyrics / Cover Pic: Tam Jennifer @teejaymusicasides
Drums: Jens Fehrensen
Music, Guitars (Strat, Jazzmaster, Les Paul), Bass (P), Mellotron (Redtron), Mix & Mastering (DAW): @bonetender

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5YWPBuW94bnh2Mu3R0fsip

======= Lyrics =======

I’m spinning around
Trying to find my sound
When you look at the stars
You’ll see in my mind
And I’m missing you so much baby
Been alone on the road just lately

Been alone on the road
Been alone on the road
All alone
Oh oh

I’m humming a tune
Written just for you
When you open your eyes
You’ll quickly realise
That I’m missing you so much baby
Been alone on this road just lately

I hope as I go go 
Go with the flow
When you know you know
So don’t take it slow
Cos I’m missing you so much baby
Been alone on this road just lately

Been alone on the road
Been alone on the road
All alone

Been alone on the road just lately
All alone
Been alone on the road just lately
All alone

Been alone on this road
Been alone on the road
Oh oh

Been alone on the road
Been alone on the road
Been alone on the road

©Tam Jennifer, Jens Fehrensen & Bonetender 2022 All Rights Reserved

Alone on the Road

Alone On The Road (with Tam Jennifer & Jens Fehrensen)

Date de publication: 19/06/2022

Musique, arrangements, claviers, mixage, mastering: Cyril MENDEZ

Voix: Snowflake
Official site: www.emilyrichards.com/
http://ccmixter.org/files/snowflake/52602
https://soundcloud.com/snowflakesings

Paroles: Patronski
http://ccmixter.org/people/Patronski
http://ccmixter.org/files/snowflake/52602

Guitares: Erik DARMOISE 
https://soundcloud.com/darmoise-project-sound

Musique originale composée pour Spirit XZ
Site officiel: https://spiritxperienz.fr/

Un grand merci à Damien (Visions of Dystopia)
https://soundcloud.com/visions-of-dystopia

© Cyril MENDEZ 2022, All Rights Reserved.

Miracles (Feat. Madam Snowflake)

(See Ian Greaves aka (IPG1)'s original "Taking it Back" here: https://soundcloud.com/ipg1/taking-it-back-vocals-95-bpm)
(Remastered with Dolby on 2/4/23)

Taking the Way Back

(IPG1)
Kicking ass with rhythm patterns until now-unknown
I'm light years ahead like another-time zone 
More than you can handle in another-rhyme zone
Thought I was done not till your minds blown
This is how I do it not being conceited
A cosmic contingency mission completed
I rock reality phonies defeated

(Kane)
My name is Kane, I walk the land
bring peace and harmony where I stand
always seek peace, fight for the soul
To endanger one, endangers the whole

As I walk, there are none to call on
Master Po’s wisdom I fall on 
Use kung fu fists of stone, 
Remember Master Po, never walk alone

Don’t fight force with force, redirect
Slip beneath the wave, respond with a check
better check than to maim or deface,
life is precious, can’t be replaced

studied mantis, dragon and tiger
ways of nature lead us higher
fight against what endangers the soul
It is stronger than time untold

This is IPG1 and Kane
Taking it Back
We're On the Way
Taking it Back

(IPG1)
Check the rhymes the style and the literature 
as the Rhythm evolves you'll see the spirit is pure
I'm going to rock the beats like never before 
And when I'm done you'll be waiting for more
traveling through time could be a blast from the past
present or future but built to last
now as the beat hits it knock you out your daze
remember the beat was just first phase 

(Kane)
Master Po says, in the immortal Tao
bend like a willow, never bow down
fight for those who need it most
die if I must and become a force ghost

Heart knows no danger, doesn’t exist,
Fear melts away for those who persist
Victory is yours with presence of mind
the will to move at danger’s first sign

(IPG1)
I Stay alert and always at the ready
don't mean I'm dangerous just means I'm deadly
There'll be casualties as a matter of fact
Personally I can guarantee that
Cause I rock reality phonies defeated
Total calamity My patience depleted
Empowered by the beat raining down defeat 
so cry me a River cause I'm here to deliver 
another verse to make you shiver

(Kane)
Seek not answers, 
but the right questions
Don’t be fooled by misdirections
Fear is like a seed that grows
In the darkness of the unknown

Reflections bounce back at your eyes,
Don’t react to tricks of mind
body and mind's a powerful force,
calm and wise as a matter of course

This is IPG1 and Kane
Taking it Back
We're On the Way
Taking it Back

(Kane)
Hate is salt water, thirst grows worse
Fear makes victims, and is a curse
Don’t rob the present, dwelling on the past
Or rob the future, forgetting what’s passed

Heaven and earth are one, so we must 
Discipline our mind and bodies and trust
the wisdom of our Shaolin way
our skills benefit all we may

This is IPG1 and Kane
Taking it Back
We're On the Way
Taking it Back

Taking The Way Back (Featuring IPG1 & Kane)

Wrote this in an attempt to convince myself that I'm not alone. 
‘Winging it’ is a phrase (circa 1885) used by performers ‘depping’ for someone in the theatre, learning the part in the wings before going on stage. 

Photograph: Jess Dixon in his flying automobile.
https://youtu.be/qaWy1qJbmZY

Everyone’s 
Just winging it
Playing it by ear
Ad-libbing it
Life is a fool’s game
Isn’t it?
Isn’t it?

And I don’t mind 
Admitting it
I once had a plan 
But I’m not sticking to it
So easy to drift
Isn’t it?
Isn’t it?

Everyone’s 
Just winging it
Playing it by ear
Ad-libbing it
Life is a fool’s game
Isn’t it?
Isn’t it?

Everyone's Just Winging It

Baked using only GarageBand Loops.
Iced on top with Yamaha Tenor Saxophone.

Going Loopy (Faff & Paste)

this is another song off an old 4 track tape demo...........cheers if you are having a listen

Written All Over You

Hey I did a new mix of our track with @specialececilia

Enjoy
Dx

CECILIA & RICØ **THINKING POSITIVE!!**PART 2(Elated Mix)**

This song is an outtake from an expansive holy shitshow project(still in production) that I was honored to work on. I like this little snippet of an on going story of the band, and particularly about Larry, the bass player. So here it is with HS's gracious permission. And a Huge thanks for his beautiful music in this song.

LARRY (featuring holy shitshow)

THE BOY - THERE WOULD BE EYES OF STARS

Everything by THE BOY

From my 3rd EP "Shine on" on Major Platforms NOW!
Click Link ( Spotify )↓ & Enjoy‼️
 : https://open.spotify.com/album/6qejC3qJHxnWrpDg2KLbqs?si=26THHQArSF2oYrrvlA4IdA

THERE WOULD BE EYES OF STARS

video - sketch is here:
https://youtu.be/PQ9UtDz7lZw

5/4 of my heart

The band "The Smoking Trout" has released it's first album on Bandcamp "The Land  of Zed"-----                   Tea Are Sea----Uziel---Stonerjazz---And Friends.       Send Lawyers Guns And Money.                thesmokingtrout.bandcamp.com/
                                                                                 JG

LARRY (featuring holy shitshow)

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