I pretty much wrote this EP in the space of a weekend, after having a pretty grim week beforehand and needing the catharsis of just getting it all out(and not wanting to leave my house for two days); thus I will be taking any and all praise and criticism with "Well, I only wrote it in four days so.."

Head Again

Of course I still miss you it's in everything I do
Remember when I got so drunk you had to untie my shoes
Of course I still miss you it's took everything in me
I knew you so well I could talk to you in my sleep

Fill the air with secrets, no room for breathing
Between you and your problems
Me and my mental illness

By the end I was just trying 
everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again
By the end I was just trying
Everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again

Of course I still miss you it's in everything I'm through
From the plates you used to slam and the water you always threw
Of course I still miss you it's in everything I know
Being terrified to come home and find you alone

Fill the air with secrets
No room for breathing
Between you and your problems
Me and my mental illness

By the end I was just trying 
Everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again
By the end I was just trying
Everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again

So come on call me crazy if it makes you feel stronger
Come on make a threat if it keeps me here longer
It's like you think that for me things were so easy
Most of the time I was struggling believe me
It's like you think that for me things were so easy
Most of the time I was hoping you'd see through me

If you have to leave well I know it's for the best
Everything it takes so you wouldn't lose your head again
If you have to leave well I know it's for the best
Everything it takes so you wouldn't lose your head again

By the end I was just trying
Everything I could so you wouldn't lose your head again
By the end I was just trying
Everything I could so I could keep my head again

How I feel about you,
 let me sound it out
Thinking back on the things we talked about 
I'm in Kansas now and I need to get it out
And you're a yellow brick road if bricks could be a person

How I feel about you,
Let me count the ways
Singing Julia Jacklin; back the way we came
You got sick on my shoes, and we had to go home
How am I ever gonna let you go?

But I'm getting used to this
All tension and no release
Am I amused by this? 
'Cause I know you have to leave 

How I feel about you now that you're gone
Thinking about what you said assuming I was wrong
I feel like a mad poet; all love letters in no context
But I hid it so well that you didn't even know it

Baby face, your weird weed taste
Singing "I don't want anyone to ever take your place"
Was I just looking for a home to roost to
Honestly did I even get to know you?

Am I amused by this,
'Cause I knew you had to leave?
Am I amused by this,
'Cause I knew you had to leave?
Am I amused by this,
'Cause I knew you had to leave?

Julia Jacklin Song

I wrote him a love letter from the psych ward
After I got admitted and before I got released
I wrote him a love letter from the psych ward
After I got admitted and before I got released

I like you in a way that is confusing for me
I like you in a way that is confusing for me
You remind me of someone else
You remind me of someone else

I was doing all the dumb stuff, like rushing my words
I was doing all the dumb stuff, like rushing my words

I don't ever wanna end up like you
I promised myself I'd never end up like you
I promised myself I'd never end up right here
I knew all the warning signs when your cried, when your meds disappeared,
when relatives lied

Since I was little yeah since I was five
For months at a go of it you were wiped from my life, wiped from my life, wiped from my life
You were wiped from my life, wiped from my life
Your roots are in my branches so I'll be wiped from my life, wiped from my life

He could be two minutes away
Or on a thirteen hour sleeper train
He'd still feel far away from me
But you're practically inside of me

Who wants to read love letters from the psych ward?
Who wants to read love letters from the psych ward?
Who wants to read love letters from the psych ward?

Love Letters From the Psych Ward

I saw a movie, made me want to move to Oslo
Though I knew it was pathology
I saw a movie, made me want to move to Oslo
I dreamt you reconciled with me

I can't apologise for things I did for myself
You'd have been the same
'Cept you'd've blamed someone else
I can't decide my happiness on whether you like me or not
Yano I'll be here if you want to talk
But I can't decide my happiness on you, or whether you like me or not

I saw a movie, made me want to move to Oslo
But I'm always running from things
I saw a movie, made me want to move to Oslo
I don't care what our friends think

I can't decide my happiness on whether you like me or not
I can't decide my happiness on whether you like me or not
Meanwhile the party goes on

You never listened to me
I always took your side
I always listened to you
When no one thought you were right
I know that you love me 
But it doesn't make it alright
You never listened to me
Go on and blame me 'cause I couldn't live like this
Meanwhile the party goes on

Head Again

Rebecca Walsh