much truth! who is talking? nice sound, great atmo!

Great mood and vibe to this.  The sample is really enhanced by the surrounding music.

Beautiful man. I for one am not afraid of the truth. And this song is the truth. Even though I know we are "born into this." I believe "this" is an illusion. And there is another reality. A Reality of Love.

this is was beautiful. Thank you soo much for this piece. One of the most emotional pieces I've listened do recently, truly! its going on my playlist for sure! all the best

@nufco: Thanks so very much. I really appreciate you listening

Nice work...a great treatment of Mr. Bukowski...a man with a great deal of insight and prescience.

Te music is really good and the voice over makes it pretty soothing

For Saskia and her dad (1935-2021)


[Rough English translation]
SOMEWHERE STILL HERE
Hey Dad, how are you
It's been a while
I miss you
I can still see you standing
Behind the front door
From the nursing home
How you kept waving
When we had to go

You couldn’t find your place
Didn’t get used to it there
You wanted to go home
With us
Until you forgot
Where your home was
Who everyone was
It all happened so fast

But it feels like you are somewhere
Somewhere still here with me
And know what I think

Hey Dad, I still see us
Together enjoying
Concerts by Bach
You with closed eyes
You were there for me
When I got depressed
That I was not alone
Spoke out of your face

And it feels like you are somewhere
Somewhere still here with me
And know what I think

Sometimes you were struggling
You could be angry, stubborn
Did not know what to do with yourself
The helplessness of your childhood
You came back to that again
A child, now skin and bone
That was always on its own
All alone

Hey Dad, I would
Like to talk to you
While I rub your shoulder
Somewhere still here, somewhere on earth
Where you are with me

Cover art: Katinka Kooman 
Strings: Javier Orman
Mastered 2022.10.16

Ergens nog hier

ERGENS NOG HIER

out on streaming platforms on 8th Juli 2022

Caught in a time warp

Country meets classic r&b guitar for a meaningful love song with international flair

Running (Side by Side)

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*kiwi✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

u are the pills that dont kill me. (mini song)

A slightly country-rock-esque song about arguments and compromise

LYRICS:

Again we're starting over in another town
The friends we made, they drift away
like clouds on the wind
I'm tired of waiting
My body's aching and broken
The separating
This meditation is over
and now I'm open to suggestions

November brings a chill into our open minds
It's when we'll take our pills so we can try to find
some relief from it all
You're always hating
but it remains unspoken
And you can stare at the painting
but this conversation's over
unless you're open to suggestions

We can't ignore it
We're gonna have to explore it
And I'm gonna call it:
This one's a forfeit

We can't ignore it
We're gonna have to explore it
And I'm gonna call it:
This one's a forfeit

Nothing else for it..

Forfeit

Wrapped Around Your Treasure (Alternate Perception Mix)

I made this instrumental and vocals & mix & cover art. Copyright 2022. Lyrics:

Catfish, filters,
needing touch but having no one else.
Old friend; hay dare,
you never told me how you felt.
bong rips; regrets
never can believe how hard I fell.
your scent - my sheets 
i still can't wash out your smell!!!!!
You left for so long.
Why'd i let you back?
i know it's so wrong.
these things i do when I'm sad.
drown all these thoughts, never thought i'd be on smack 
how can something feel so good when i know
i know, i know, it's so bad?
how can something feel so good when i know
i know that i know it's all bad¿
no love, no text
no drugs, no rest
throw up *$w0c3w3ff*
only got a little bit of hope left 
every 4X4 that goes by i think it's you,
every single lie you say i think it's true
tell me where i went wrong!
i was better when i was alone
now i'm feindin for someone
just so i can hold
onto the past, nothing can last
I'm in the bags, i think i'm trash 
why you gotta lead me like this?
why you gotta leave me like that?

(HOW CAN SOMETHING FEEL SO GOOD WHEN I KNOW IT'S SO BAD?) SAD FALSETTO rnb grim jones sc MELODIC ROCK SONG 1

HOW'S IT FEEL SO GOOD WHEN I KNOW IT'S BAD? (PROD. GRIM JONES)

DILIE

A song about dreaming of summer

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Black cab waiting
Clothes still on the bedroom floor
Too much too soon? Not this time
Escape to somewhere down the line

Del rey sunshine
Palm trees and fallen leaves
Gunshot heartbeat unkind
Just something new to pass the time

Photographs of summer scenes
'Live Through This' and 'Nevermind'
Not sure what that's supposed to mean
Maybe just that we're running out of time
Out of time.

Del rey sunshine
Autumn creeping through the door
Help me to see the reason why
Just something new to pass the time.

Photographs of summer scenes
'Different Class' and 'Parklife'
Not sure what that's supposed to mean
Maybe just that we're running out of time
and we're out of time

Photographs of summer scenes
'Superunknown' and 'Jar of Flies'
Not sure what that's supposed to mean
Maybe just that we're running out of time
and we're out of time.

Del Rey Sunshine

Just an old rythmbox (from Roland) laying down a beat that a quick, tidy bassriff fits over, and then these two guys plays guitars - this was actually a 'band' called Tonedeath, where this young and going up guitarplayer flings off more notes in a second than most do in a minute - Kyrre Trohjell at the age of 18/19 and this old geezer who steered Badtripp into the abyss, Geir Arne Moi, at that time 32/33 years old. We did not plan songs, we just played them as they came. "Motorbass" is Moi mostly on bass and Trohjell doing the lead guitar. Recorded on a Teac 1980-cassette based 4-track 'studio'. Copyright Tonedeath 1991.

Motorbass - MASTERED (thunder 100%)

Truth...Mr Charles Bukowski!!
A challenge for myself to orchestrate over his compelling prose

One of my early compositions. I was just getting to grips with it all.....
Raw!!

Born In To This

New album out now on all platforms https://open.spotify.com/artist/3VWVnJMSx3fttaeLYjfTx8?si=TpcQFkSpRtWOZgANNC20IA
 https://brotoek.bandcamp.com/album/meadowlands

.."revealing not only his depth and breadth of style but his intuitive grasp of all things considered outer fringe from not only the late 60’s and early 70’s but far and beyond to present day. A release that features amid its grooves the kind of head expanding pupil dilating aural accessorising that today’s space cadets so readily tune into."

Just a guy who has excessive enthusiasm /passion for the vibrations that propagates as an acoustic wave. I make said waves with guitars,keys and imagination.
Befriended music as an infant. Love music and have always lived, pondered, argued, read, worshiped, and hated it.
Just like you, I have gained consolation, wisdom, awe, sadness, memories, friends, lovers and every other human emotion through music. I occasionally dream music. 
I have a wide  appreciation of many genres from the ages  ...and get an urge to create music occasionally, inspired by these varieties. 
Allegedly I may occasionally succeed to produce  and replicate emotions through this medium . 
Love the journey. love the challenge. Happy to share sonic sketches/journey. Happy
Fitter, healthier and more productive
A pig
In a cage
On antibiotics
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Born In To This

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