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Crying For Help - penguinband

girls fucking hate me
cause im hideous and gross
they always make fun of me
im bullied the most

maybe its my brain
but theres something wrong with me
i just cant socialize
its so depressing

i fucking hate my life
and i just want, want to die
i feel like a shame
like its my fault, like im to blame

i hate my life
i just wanna die
please kill me now
slit my throat, bleed out

everyone hates me

im yours forever

im a waste of space
i dont wanna live
in a world of hate

im so pathetic
with an ugly face
i dont wanna live
in this world of hate

now i've had enough
of the ridicule
treat me like some shit
i fucking hate you all

i spent years of my life
fixing my face
it was over long ago
what a waste 

im a waste of space
i dont wanna live
in a world of hate

im so pathetic
with an ugly face
i dont wanna live
in this world of hate

ugly and pathetic

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest and into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Verse 1]
and i still try and keep my head up while falling down
and i try (to)  keep my own steady self dignity
and i manage to keep my calm through out  the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Bridge]
and i manage to keep my calm through the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head when will it end?
holes burn through my heart and into my soul
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories never to be said again

Nightmare Again

Prod by me typa stuff
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3ZtDUX2ZxVmFv4VjPjcmPp?si=e6M0zRCiQRGBkqaW9qShrg
yt: https://youtu.be/E-lrWEc_5cw?si=aXQsrg6qcsi11YSp

Notra Sleep:
I wonder if I’ve lived my life wrong all this time.
Maybe I shouldve gone outside more nd taken you out.

But now ur gone and time is done and now we both grew up
I jus regret everythin everything Ive done

Im tired of walking alone
with my headphones on
its always the same ol song abt
where it all goes wrong

u were the closest thing to an angel n
I was evillllll
for datttt
I'll never recover

I'll never recover
(fuck)
from losing her

Krueldeth:
Dont even Kno if Im wastin my time
just tryna get you back to bein mine
now theres no hope and I think I should r0pe
Its better than to keep it all inside

But now ur gone and time is done and now we both grew upppp
I justtt regret everythingg everythingg Ive don

Im tired of walking alone
with my headphones on
its always the same ol song abt
where it all goes wrong

u were the closest thing to an angel n
I was evillllll
for datttt
I'll never recover

I'll never recover from losing her (ft Krueldeth)

lyrics:

before you say "i was okay"
i stayed with you, with you all day

after we play you just faint
you are my love, my only friend

girl you make me mad, girl you make me sick
and i really wish, wish that you exist
i think you are cute, i could be your stan
and i really wish i could hold your hand

katawa shoujo

Eternal Echoes

The Grand Station – Oversize the Oversized

Oversize the Oversized är The Grand Stations stora skattkista – en samlingsplatta som samlar upp allt det där som annars riskerar att gå förlorat i tidens brus. Här finns demos, alternativa mixar, outtakes och experimentella tagningar från bandets olika perioder, sånt som ofta bara bandmedlemmar och de närmast sörjande fått höra tidigare.

Det är en resa genom bandets historia bakom kulisserna: de första trevande versionerna av låtar som senare blev fanfavoriter, råa liveinspelningar med all sin energi och oförutsägbarhet, samt udda experiment som visar på bandets kreativitet när studion förvandlades till lekplats.

Titeln Oversize the Oversized är en blinkning till att allt fått plats – här är det maxat, storslaget och kompromisslöst. Skivan ger både en dokumentär känsla för trogna fans och nya ingångar för den som vill upptäcka The Grand Station från ett annat håll.

Detta är inte den polerade studioversionen av bandet – det här är de råa kanterna, de lyckade olyckorna och de ögonblick som skapade bandets identitet.

All I Want Is You [Live]

The Last Person, a DIY artist who single-handedly manages every aspect of his music from songwriting and performance to mixing, mastering, and promotion, is set to release his new manifesto, "The Last Person's Theme." The name itself means "the person least likely to," reflecting his position on the periphery of the scene, creating music on his own terms.

Following his debut album Record of Inner Conflict, a document of his inner struggles, this new song marks a true new beginning. Incredibly, the track was born from a time capsule: a lost demo he wrote over a decade ago at the age of 20, rediscovered by chance. It captures the raw, unfiltered impulse of a young man armed with a belief in rock and roll, while also harboring the cynical fear that it might all be an illusion-a duality that remains at the core of The Last Person today.

Reimagined with a decade's worth of production skill, the track fuses its original garage-rock energy with a modern, dynamic sound. The release itself is an experiment: an English-language EP will be released first, followed by a Japanese version, with each featuring four distinct mastering versions at different LUFS levels. It is a public test of how his music will be heard in the age of streaming loudness normalization - a bold move only possible for a true DIY artist.

As he says, laughing, "If someone happens to listen just once and think it's good, that's the best thing." That unadorned sentiment is the source of the song's brilliance.