I've been obsessing over old vocaloid songs lately and something about this song is just so nostalgic. Also tried to practice tuning too (might also post to youtube idk lol)

Ust: Purin
Tuning: me
Art: me
Utau's Used:
Nego Yorokobi
Kurt Hirsch
Milk
Hico

Dark Woods Circus【UTAUカバー】

Ayo it's my first song

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_oHEnDDjaU
VSQX: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1hbLh...
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/14wLW...
Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1M...

【Criminality】Flower Disease【feat.V4flower】

Ophelia Reckless Battery Burns (Original Song Collaboration vocalist ver.)

LYRICS:

Tie me up and break me down, unspoken words I’ll shout out loud
Wonder what I’m looking for, besides the consequence of fighting more
Undoubt, the hounds have come to tear me apart
I’ll drown, fall down, but it’s a work of art
-
Even though I know the point is moot and it’s a losing battle
I can’t help but crave the rush of feigning blindness for the crowd


Beat me to the last breath that I’ll take
Know that this won’t be my final day
So break my mind and make me deaf
Your screams are all I need to cause my death


Little maggots crawling all around beneath my claws, beneath me now
Follow my lead, for my eyes you’ll plead, unmistaken I will be undoubt
Fortified wrath, unbreakable walls, no sympathy for those who crawl
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos
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Pitiful sludge and larvae all around, I’m a giant to you all
Little spiders crawling at my feet must stay away I’m arachnophobic
Pitiful wastes of space all cursed to have that face, I’ll cull them all
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos


Bloodied by the cut of all those words I heard
Sadomasochistic urges
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Spinning in a web of yin and yang
But to us, this war is just some silly game


Beat me to the last breath that I’ll take
Know that this won’t be my final day
So break my mind and make me deaf
Your screams are all I need to cause my death


Little maggots crawling all around beneath my claws, beneath me now
Follow my lead, for my eyes you’ll plead, unmistaken I will be undoubt
Fortified wrath, unbreakable walls, no sympathy for those who crawl
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos
-
Pitiful sludge and larvae all around, I’m a giant to you all
Little spiders crawling at my feet must stay away I’m arachnophobic
Pitiful wastes of space all cursed to have that face, one day I’ll cull them
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos X2
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Lay me down upon my final resting place
Gently close my eyes, your soft hands drift across my face
Please remember that I’ll be okay
A victim’s plight is sung before their better days

FORTIFIED ARACHNOPHOBIA -【IMPOSTOR】FT. 3 VOCALS // VSYNTH ORIGINAL SONG

Kevin / Uncanny - [GHOST]

Spider On The Wall - GHOST (2022 Ver.)

❗️❗️2024 REMASTERED VERSION: https://soundcloud.com/saturn-candies/rabbit-hole-ft-dex-vocaloid-original-song-2024-ver

WARNING: THIS SONG HAS THEMES OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS!!! 
First, I'll put something I wanna say, second, I'll put the lyrics. 
What I wanna say: 
This is a song about things that apply to my everyday life, and a situation that has been resolved. It's not at all what I expected to be my first song, but that's okay!!! Random fact: I started and finished entire the instrumental in one night

The Lyrics:
I’m trying to keep myself together
I can not do this for much longer
Nothing I do will make me want to stay alive

It’s pulling all the wires I’ve wired
My head’s been aching, and I’m tired
As I go down this route, I soon begin to strive

I got no one to turn to, and now I’m breaking in two
Hopelessness is all that I’ve got, leaving me inside here to rot

He said that he wasn’t mad, but he was
I could see it in his eyes, and he was
I’m stuck, trapped in this cave
I just need to behave
 
Well deserved scolding, right?
Father puts up quite a fight
My emotions in his sight
Now I guess that that’s not right

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Does someone with a soul like mine even deserve to live?
To all the ones around me It’s my effort I have to give

Crying more than I want to, that shows I’m breaking in two
All these thoughts are all that I’ve got, why don’t they all leave me to rot?

Screaming helped me out, and I so there I was
I was hoping for any pain there was
And so, to myself I say, “This will all end one day”

I deserve scolding, right?
Mother puts up quite a fight
I put the truth in her sight
But she thought that they were lies

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Tell me, what if I threw this life away?
Tell me, what if I slit the pain away?
Tell me, what if I could make this all end?
Tell me, what if I was what you would like?

Someone tell me why I can’t help but cry
Someone tell me why, someone tell me why!
Someone tell me why i’m so terrified
Someone tell me why
"There’s no reason why!"

Nothing I think feels right!
Black and white are in my eyes!
Are they good, or are they bad?
Am I allowed to be sad?

Sitting alone in the night, of course that’s the case again
So now I shall make my way down the rabbit hole once more

What am I doing wrong?
What have they been all along?
Can I fix this mind of mine?, or will they say not to whine?

Buried in my memories, why is this the case again?
All of them will guide my way down the rabbit hole again!
(lyrics end here)

I'll see if I can make a google doc explaining the lyrics, for now, those are there. 

Tuning, instrumental, and art in the picture is all by me BTW!!! 
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1VY9GOdV6NyfjjsczgKKzCEnXY0vwYHbJ/view?usp=sharing

ANOTHER RANDOM FACT (since you're now down here): I actually saw a rabbit while thinking of this song, it's kinda funny to me.

Rabbit Hole Ft. DEX [Vocaloid Original Song]

**साउंडक्लाउड डिस्क्रिप्शन** (८९४ अक्षरे)

येशू मार्ग आहे – माझ्यावर विश्वास ठेव – Jesus Christus KI Generation ✝️❤️

एकटे वाटतंय का?
गोंगाट, युद्धे, खोटे आणि रिकाम्या हृदयांनी भरलेल्या जगात...
त्या रात्री माहित आहेत का जेव्हा तू कुजबुजतोस: «देव आहे का? आणि सगळं इतकं अंधार असताना तो कुठे आहे?»

हे गाणं तुझ्यासाठी आहे।

ते एका भेटीची गोष्ट सांगते जी सगळं बदलून टाकते:
जीवनाच्या शेवटी एक माणूस पार्कच्या बाकावर बसला आहे, सूर्य मावळतोय। अश्रू। एकच प्रश्न: «सांग... देव आहे का?»

उत्तर शांतपणे येते, आशेने भरलेले:
«देव दूर नाही। तो तुझ्या हृदयात खोलवर आहे।
येशू मार्ग आहे – माझ्यावर विश्वास ठेव।»

Jesus Christus KI Generation – नावापेक्षा जास्त।
आमच्या पिढीला हाक:
कृत्रिम बुद्धिमत्ता जग बदलू शकते, पण हृदयाच्या खऱ्या शहाणपणाशी काहीही स्पर्धा करू शकत नाही।
येशू आम्हाला प्रेम, शांती, न्यायाकडे परत बोलावतो।
धर्म, संस्कृती, सीमांच्या पलीकडे।
फक्त त्याच्यामार्फत आपल्याला बाप सापडतो।

रिफ्रेन जेव्हा तुला मिठी मारतो तेव्हा ऐक:
«प्रेमाची आवाज ऐक – येशू मार्ग आहे, माझ्यावर विश्वास ठेव!»

तानपुरा, तबला, लेझीमसह – मराठी आत्म्याने आधुनिक भजन।
कोणताही दबाव नाही, फक्त मिठी।

तू कधी एकटा नव्हता।
जसे येशूने सांगितले: «देवाचे राज्य तुमच्यात आहे।»

प्ले दाब आणि त्याला तुला शोधू दे।

कमेंटमध्ये शेअर कर: आता देवाला सर्वात जवळ कुठे वाटतो?

#येशूमार्गआहे #माझ्यावरविश्वासठेव #JesusChristusKIGeneration #राज्यतुझ्याहृदयात #कधीएकटानव्हता #मराठीख्रिश्चनसंगीत

Kevin / Uncanny - [GHOST]

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