Caledonia (Cover)

i wrote this yesterday very quickly. it's nice that writing songs is becoming a little easier :-) hope you all like it

buy it if u wanna! <3

the idea of you

it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it

chords: Dmin G C C7

lyrics:
i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything 
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop 
so let me tell you please

i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely 
but i can’t tell you 
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go 
and i swear that i’ve tried

but opening up 
means trusting others
and that’s just too much, 
i don’t want to bother

so i’ll keep it inside 
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy 
but you won’t hear a peep

though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

something

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feelings are fatal

Song for the Sleepless

Please Never Fall in Love Again

Bury a Dream

Friendly Dark

i like to think this song smells like lavender

Ezra

u could find

here it is, my new song! i hope you all enjoy it :-) working on this song was really meaningful and i am so happy with how it turned out. hope you all wanted some more sad vibes to listen to haha

lyrics:

My skin is a story
With marks and lines
It makes me feel weary 

My face is like a galaxy 
With spotty freckle stars 
No sense of gravity 

Even with the good
The bad feels so much stronger
My inner demons always win
And in my mind they saunter 

So many things 
That i’ve come to hate
Line my body 
And caress my face 
I feel so frail
And empty too 
Like a china tea cup
With dried out glue 

I am made of porcelain 
Cracking now and then 
It wears my down

I am made of porcelain
I look okay but I am breaking down
Over and over again
Over and over….

Stretches and patches
Corrupt my flesh
Slowly eating away 
Any confidence that’s left

I really wish 
I wouldn’t let
My appearance
Dictate how much i fret

Because they say what’s inside is what really matters

But I really can’t 
Seem to ignore
The parts of me
That I abhor 

It makes me feel like I am weak and battered 

I am made of porcelain 
Cracking now and then 
It wears my down

I am made of porcelain
I look okay but I am breaking down
Over and over again
Oh, over and over….

(Ooo break)

porcelain

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Alone Again

Lonely Shade of Blue

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