sumthing with gitars n' shit

CUT ME OFF

Watch the official music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qV5H81HqvE4&ab_channel=Paradoxx

Produced by : Broque Beats

Lyrics

I Gave Up On My Excuses Now I'm Not Taking No Shit From No One
Especially Not You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Friends Or Foes I Got Them Both
No Regrets , I've Lived The Most
I Don't Feel Alone I Don't
I Said I Don't Feel Alone I Don't

Walking The Path That They Never Have
Maybe You Don't Get It , Maybe You Don't Understand Me
You Can't Fucking Stop Me Cause There Is No Turning Back See
all or nothing , guess i'm grinding Till I'm Rotting In A Casket

I Get Up When This Shit Gets Tough
If I Have An Obsession I'm Not Ever Giving Up
Think It's True
Might Not be Like You
Might Not be Like You

And I Take Pride In That I Mean Fuck What The World Says
I Pave My Own Path , Always Have Been
I Gave Up My Past, Now I'm Living In The Present
You Can't Hold Me Back
You Can't Hold Me Back

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand

Stream On Spotify

Paradoxx - Traces In The Sand

I grew wings out this shell
they say my bodies still in hell
it’s like my friends are staring at me like they don't really get it
you’re looking up to me but im just a fuck up so yeah I said it

cus you know im just human
we all make mistakes from time to time
cus this is how we fucking deal with it
how we live with it like do we become a better person

or do we sink into seething which we used to call home
or do we watch out best friends be consumed by liars that roam
in their cracks in the walls, cracks in the streets
watch the demons start to peel off the skin and throw us to the

west side, what do you say like, 
can we just leave this place and find somewhere that we can just be
yeah what we fucking wanna be
Yeah I’m sick of feeling like I wanna just

run run run away, 
from everyone who knows my name
consumed by emptiness consumed by doubt
endlessly fighting my hands should have been torn to shreds by now

fade fade fade away
the ghost in me says that it’s too late
will I find a place to finally fucking call my home
but you know im scared to death cus I feel as if im alone

on the back of this motorbike cigarette in hand
no goggles on my visions blurry and the winds in my hair
I thought I could just get away from this, yeah
I thought the drugs would empty all the pain with bliss

but you know that it doesn’t
At least back in hell I wasn’t alone
but sometimes we just gotta move on to grow
what doesn’t makes us just stay in a place where weakness starts to show

yeah cus even if you lost your memory would you want to be
something more than this hollow husk living in constant misery
yeah so make the choice and cut the bad fruit from the fucking tree
cus these snakes want to crawl up and  take all that you have for free

yeh im sick of fucking living in misery
but depression seems to keep his latches on top of me
so ill just keep moving, moving
until I catch up and grow

Charcoal Feather

Honorable Mention

IDONTNEEDANYONE

latenightdreamer! [prod.isolated]

thepastisthepast! [taha beats]

Shut up p grayskies IG @ HARDLYLUVD

iknowthatfear! [prod. plauge beats]

Kinda $AD (Prod By Splash)

OUTSIDER[prod APiXx]

produced by me and raze

stream the album: https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/sets/tower17

Worst Time of My Life (w/ Razegod) [Prod. Adrian Butcher & Razegod]

Original: https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/PBmkoaqLfdJXQDhw6

Lyrics

I gotta know that your heart beats fast and
I gotta know I'm the only one for you
What I've become?
I'm a fucking monster
When all I wanted was something beautiful

My love too much
Your love not enough
My love too much
Your love

Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side
Oh, well it aches and it aches
You make me wanna die
I gotta kill you my love
I gotta kill you my love
Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side

You said forever, now you look right through me
You said forever, did your words fall short like you?
What have I done?
I'm a fucking monster
When all I wanted was something beautiful

My love too much
Your love not enough
My love too much
Your love

Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side
Oh, well it aches and it aches
You make me wanna die
I gotta kill you my love
I gotta kill you my love
Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side

My love too much
Your love not enough
My love too much
Your love

Meg Myers - Monster (cover)

Track 5 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 3" 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjxIEJELIy4
https://internethippy.bandcamp.com/track/cemetery-bounce-prod-by-jayyeah

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal (Artist)
https://twitter.com/WICCAPHASE
https://soundcloud.com/wiccaphasespringseternal

Jayyeah (Producer)
https://twitter.com/liljayyeah
https://soundcloud.com/jayyeah

Internet Hippy (Label)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal - Cemetery Bounce [Prod. by Jayyeah]

Produced By: 
https://soundcloud.com/the-virus-uk

Guitar Recording / Co-Production By: 
https://soundcloud.com/valentinthemad

Track Playthrough: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nY2QGf0OuQg

1st Rapper: 
https://soundcloud.com/kamiyada

2nd Rapper: 
https://soundcloud.com/lambo-lawson

3rd Rapper: 
https://soundcloud.com/slen_lb

Listen On Spotify

IronOxide - Ft. Valentin The Mad | Kamiyada | Lambo Lawson | sℒen

https://youtu.be/Ksl5rOitr38

original upload was a feet first productions collaboration with Adam. in the video, Adam plays this song on a bench outside, check the video out if u haven't seen it.

Adam Mcilwee (WPSE) - Cool 2

ALCEMIST & JAPPA - TAKE TIME - FREE DOWNLOAD Big up mahalia on the original such ariddim
https://soundcloud.com/alcemistuk

Free Download

ALCEMIST & JAPPA - TAKE TIME - FREE DOWNLOAD

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

broke me down feat. spacehit *OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS*

Lyrics

All this pain I'm holding
Feel like I might just start folding
My heart's dead, it got all molded
My head's a sea, I'ma split it like moses

Drive into the back of a building
I'ma hurt myself like you hurt my feelings
All I see is death when I look up at the ceiling
Stuck inside the past, that shit fucking up my healing

Did me so wrong and I think about it all
Ain't no "Ken, yo how you are?" you don't even try to call
I'ma flip until I fall, throw my fist into the wall
Pretty girls so fake, guess that's why they call 'em dolls

I don't know what it is that you want from me
But I swear to fucking god there ain't nothing here to see
Everything I was I'm not and I'm never gonna be again
She gone pull up to the spot so she can leave again

Hurt so much now I just done had enough
Bitch I don't wanna talk can you please just shut it up?
If I get me something good then you know I'll fuck it up
Can't but I could, won't would fall in love

All this pain I'm holding
I might just start folding
Heart's dead, got all molded
Split my head like moses

I think that I might just move on to the next bitch
If I think the one I'm with just might not be the best fit
I'ma keep it honest ain't no feelings I'ma mess with
Still ain't found the one with all these hoes that I met with

Rip my heart out, slam it on a page
Yeah that's how I make a song that be inflamed will all the rage
You could try to sound like me but you & I we ain't the same
I don't even know what I am, how you think I made my name?

I'm selling a lease on what I lean the least on...my soul
I don't think that I'ma really fucking need one
Where I'm going
And I wish I was joking

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