miss wanna die [japanese version]

Kikuohana - 不幸屋の娘 ( the girl that sells misfortune)

[Neru] 'Stop Nagging Me! '

The Spider and the Kitsune - Like Lion

No matter how i look at it its not my fault.

Kikuo - ごめんね ごめんね Gommene Gommene

In My Secret Place

Lyrics:

You are a useless, useless, useless child
The most useless child in this world.

Lalala...

Lalala, you’re useless at studies, exercise and speaking
You’re just a destitute, dense and dirty child
Yet I fell in love with that sobbing, which came from that mouth
That couldn’t even say your own name

Drool in snot, dandruff, shit and piss
Germy, cry baby, scaredy-cat, just ignore it, ignore it all
Come, come, I’ll protect you. Together, together, stay together with me

Lala, a lullaby, good night
Let’s sing a duet that will let us. Sleep at ease, sing it, sing it
Sing it with me!
Lonely child, child.

You’re a useless, useless, useless child
You’re the most useless child in the world.
You’re a useless, useless, useless child
A child who’d been dead if it wasn’t for me
You’re a useless, useless, useless child
A sad, sad good-for-nothing
You’re a useless, useless, useless child
I’ll be the one to save you

lalala...

lalala
Monster, ghost, invisible human
The flower vase in the urinal, skipping school
With seared lips, a small voice springs forth slander
Let’s listen to the monotone shriek

Nevertheless, time continues to continue and continue in tedium
You’re a child with not enough time nor brains
Now it’s too late, you’re mentally retarded;
A cute child, a good child, you belong to me

Lala, a lullaby, sleep tight,
With a feeling of falling asleep,
Dance with me, dance, dance, let’s dance forever! Lonely child, child, Child, Child

You’re a useless, useless, useless child
You’re the world’s most useless child
You’re a lonely, lonely, lonely child
Since I’ll protect you forever

Even so, that child is a leery child
And ran away from my side
And before I realized it that child was covered in wounds
Even so, that child left me. Child child, child child

I’m a useless, useless, useless kid
I’m useless – that child is no more
I’m a useless, useless, useless kid
Nobody will save me
I’m a lonely, lonely, lonely kid
I’m lonely – that child is no more
I’m a lonely, lonely, lonely kid
If only I could revert time then..

lalala...


Hatsune Miku - You're A Useless Child

This song was made by Kikuo! I didn't make anything, I just uploaded it~
Ah the hype for KikuoHana's 2nd Album!

【Hanatan】The Girl Who Sells Misfortune【Kikuo】

Dedicated to the girl with a drive to become a “legend”, to the girl who with that drive jumped off a 13 story building, killing herself

RURU'S SUICIDE SHOW ON A LIVESTREAM

EDIT: I'm warning you, if you want to self promote or comment hate or anything like that then FUCK off this song because I'll delete your comments and report you for spam. This song does not deserve such inappropriate comments..
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WANT TO KNOW WHAT THIS SONG IS ABOUT: This song is based on the true event of a 14 year old teenage girl named Roro/Ruru chan. Roro chan lived in Japan. Because she was constantly bullied at school and neglected by her parents, she turned to the internet for attention(her account was rorochan_1999). Still, her family and friends say that they never knew anything about this or that she was being bullied though it is said that she has posted online that she's lonely. She began live streaming in 2012 where she played on the piano, sang, vlogged, and etc. However, sometimes Roro chan would do dangerous things for views. She would run across heavily trafficked roads with high-speed limits and would sometimes stand on top of ledges with great height during her streams. In one of her livestreams(Nov. 24, 2013) she went to the 13th floor of her building and began talking about becoming a legend. She thought committing suicide 'live' would cement her as some sort of forever celebrity. A majority of people on the live stream urged her to jump while only a minority begged her to become a legend some other way. The former group won out and Roro chan jumped. Right after she jumped, some viewers reported you could hear her scream, either from natural instinct or regret. She was taken to the hospital but it was too late. She died. Her mother didn't even search for her until it was too late, despite claiming to have heard screams coming from her daughter's room. The FBI deleted her videos(though some of them can be found on youtube, due to other youtubers) and basically covered up the whole situation.... and then a song called 'Ruru's suicide show on a livestream' with a music video animation was posted in 2019. It blew up in 2020. 
More info on her suicide: Roro chan apparently steps onto a box to get herself over the balcony, holding her phone in her hand. Her hands are shaky and the camera wobbles, it finally falls on the ground and is still. Roro chan doesn't appear in the clip, except for her legs in the beginning of the video. Some hope that she didn't commit suicide but there are sadly many sources to confirm she did. Rest in peace Roro chan.
I don't own anything
music vid original ver: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hc0ZDaAZQT0
more info: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RmK5wOHK9uQ
Roro's suicide video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b8kXygt3KuE
english lyrics:
On my way home, without friends
The sunset is sometimes kind
Amidst the data flying around
The city's Bluetooth destroyed me
 
Jumping into the Chūō Line
Being called a nuisance
She was always there
The girl went ahead and died
Even if you ask the FBI you'll never know
Her message
She was always shouting
 
Channeling to widen the night sky
I waltzed with a stray cat
Amidst the data flying around
The city's Bluetooth destroyed me
 
Jumping onto an UFO
It's not a phase, mom. Please, listen
She was always alone
The girl went ahead and died
Even if you ask the FBI you'll never know
Her message
She was always shouting
 
When I'm done studying for entrance exams
I'm a witch that talks with cats
I'll do a livestream suicide show and build a grave
Before this terrible feeling disappears
 
Jumping into the Chūō Line
Being called a nuisance
She was always there
The girl went ahead and died
Looking down upon stupid humans
With the cats on a roof
She was always shouting
 
When I'm done studying for entrance exams
I'm a witch that talks with cats
I'll do a livestream suicide show and build a grave
Before this terrible feeling disappears
 
Jumping into the Chūō Line
Being called a nuisance
She was always there
The girl went ahead and died
Even if you ask the FBI you'll never know
Her message
She was always shouting

Shinsei Kamattechan - Ruru's Suicide Show on a Livestream(daycore)

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◦𝕴 𝖘𝖎𝖒𝖕 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗. only.
◦𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚏𝚕𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘 𝙸𝚋𝚞𝚔𝚒 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚜 𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜. 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 '𝚏𝚕𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐' 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚜.
◦𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕤: 𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕪 and 𝕗𝕝𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘
◦𝕃𝕚𝕜𝕖𝕤: 𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕜, ....𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣
◦𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕤: 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓
◦𝕒𝕘𝕖: 𝟚𝟚
◦𝕗𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤: 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕥𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣.
◦𝕊ℍ𝕊𝕃 𝕥𝕠𝕠𝕝
◦𝔽𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕤:....𝕀𝕓𝕦𝕜𝕚, 𝔽𝕦𝕪𝕦𝕙𝕚𝕜𝕠, ℍ𝕒𝕛𝕚𝕞𝕖, 𝕊𝕠𝕦𝕕𝕒, 𝕊𝕠𝕟𝕚𝕒
𝕀..𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕒𝕤𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕖 𝕖𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕡𝕖𝕕 𝕁𝕒𝕓𝕓𝕖𝕣𝕨𝕠𝕔𝕜 𝕀𝕤𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕕...
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𝐼𝑅𝐿 𝒾𝓃𝒻𝑜
ꜱʜꜱʟ ᴛʀᴀꜱʜ
name: ꪖ𝕜ꪖ𝕣ⅈ ᭙ꪖ𝕥ꪖꪀꪖ᥇ꫀ
gender: *spams chat with random gender symbols*
goals in life: ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱQᴜɪꜱʜ ᴍᴏɴᴏᴋᴜᴍᴀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘɪɴᴄʜ ꜰᴜʏᴜʜɪᴋᴏ'ꜱ ʙᴀʙʏᴄʜᴇᴇᴋꜱ :3
age: *spams chat with random numbers* mInoRRR
Status: ♬·¯·♩¸¸♪·¯·♫¸¸ I'm half asleep 24/7
ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʟɪꜰᴇ: f for f u n n y
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d͓̽i͓̽s͓̽l͓̽i͓̽k͓̽e͓̽s͓̽:͓̽: bullies, being alone(but I have nearly no friends so-), sugar crash, SoNy, weirdos, homophobic transphobic people, PEOPLE WHO HURT FUYU, 𝐚η𝕩Ꭵε𝐓𝔂  
"𝑺𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒄𝒆. 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒎, 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚"
Hurt anyone in my links and I will kill you with my bamboo sword(*｢･д･)｢

Shinsei Kamattechan - Ruru's Suicide Show on a Livestream(daycore)

Peko Pekoyama