Leaving NY featuring Davide Calvi

Recording sessions from 12/08/2024 - 01/11/2024.
Lyrics - SPECIAL CECILIA
specialcecilia.bandcamp.com/track/no-more-wars
https://soundcloud.com/specialececilia
Music - Pier WILL
presets, mixing, processing and editing: Pier WILL.
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- Made with MOOG & Modular / Multi-tracks
- Composed, arranged, performed, produced by Pier WILL & Studio 4H09
- Artwork - Pier WILL
- Acknowledgements - Ableton, AKG, Arturia, Audacity, Cantabile, Focusrite,
  Korg, M-Audio, MSI, Sony, SoundCloud, Teac, Techniks, Yamaha.
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NO MORE WARS Special CECILIA- Pier WILL

The title means "Instable balance" in german, and that's what I feel about - the political situation in the U.S. , which are ruled by mad criminals, making friends with Putin, the most dangerous and reckless man in Europe since Hitler... the ignorance of the climate change... the lack of solidarity and cooperation in our societies... the political situation in my own country, which makes it hard (or at least harder) to simply make music. It took several efforts to complete this tune, that is, though, optimistic and uplifting, I think.
There's a video on youtube:  https://youtu.be/yWZhV9RHmB8

Labiles Gleichgewicht

X-Techno Fandango

Droning On

Aquamarine Interlude

Open Door

fat sandwich

flashing lights blind my eyes 
i cant find you in the crowd
they push me on but i dont wanna go
this way that way every way but your way 
you promised me you wouldnt let me down 
but here i am so low

think that you can just
 wind me up and watch me go

i dont wann be i dont wanna be
here without you 
here without you
but i feel a bit just a little bit 
free without you 
free without you 

flashing lights blind your eyes 
you cant find me in the crowd
they push you on but you dont wanna go
this way that way every way but my  way 
you promised me you wouldnt let me down 
but here i am so low

think that you can just
 wind me up and watch me go

i dont wann be i dont wanna be
here without you 
here without you
but i feel a bit just a little bit 
free without you 
free without you 

get outta ma way im coming

i dont wanna be

If you have ever been in a place where it's so dark in your mind that their's absolutely no way out!
Then, you'll also know what this song means to me and hopefully to you as well!

The feeling of knowing that you have done something wrong but you couldn't help it and then the feeling of having to punish yourself but never knowing when it's enough or for whom the this punishment is actually for.

So some people say, "forgive and forget", but when something gets so deep into your head that you can't forgive yourself or forget because it's constantly rolling in your mind as if it had a life of it's own.

The judgment you placed on yourself is greater than any centence a Cort or a judge could ever place upon you, because not being free in your mind is much worse then being looked up for something, because there, you always have someone else to share it with!

Caring yourself on your own shoulders and the weight is just getting heavier and heavier is the message I'm trying to bring!

There's always light in the tunnel. Sometimes, it's just really far away!

I Hate Myself

- I Hate Myself

Verse 1:
What is love, can I feel it?
What is truth, can I hear it?
What is light, can I see it?
What am I, can I be it?

Pre-chorus:
What if I lose my way?

Chorus:
Please save me tonight
Cause my heart is broken pieces in the wind
Please save me tonight
Cause broken chains can mend my heart again

Verse 2:
What is fear, can I face it?
What is loss, can I trace it?
What is grace, can I taste it?
What is life, can I place it?

Pre-chorus:
What if I can't escape?

Chorus:
Please save me tonight
Cause my heart is broken pieces in the wind
Please save me tonight
Cause broken chains can mend my heart again

Bridge:
What if I fall down, break my paper crown?
What if I lose all control?

Chorus:
Please save me tonight
Cause my heart is broken pieces in the wind
Please save me tonight
Cause broken chains can mend my heart again

Please Save Me Tonight

Smirk On My Face released August 22, 2025 please support Rob Olsson and myself by listening to it a million times each!!

Droning On

Single Use & Recycled