prod. mercenary

@ripouturmolarsforme
you still have a lot to learn
take no regard and let my heart burn
I know that somehow I'll end up hurt
if I didn't know better I'd say,
"It couldn't get worse"
you're plaguing me with nothing but confusion
kick me to the curb and just render me useless
plaguing me with nothing but confusion
I've gained nothing, this bond is so fruitless

@lyfelxss
you're so fruitless
can't tell what I want
am I stupid?
tell me what you know
how far will you go?
I've seen you lie about the things before
do you have a soul?
and do you have control?
cause I know you're falling down again
I need you to move on
I need you to go
I need you to move on
I need you to go

@ripouturmolarsforme & @lyfelxss
you still have a lot to learn (a lot to learn)
take no regard and let my heart burn
I know that somehow I'll end up hurt
if I didn't know better I'd say,
"It couldn't get worse"

go stream!

burn

prod me

what's the point of a question? if it cuts like an answer
every word that you throw it leaves me bleeding out after
told me truth was a weapon now i sleep with a dagger
I'm wrapped in sheets made of steel where the wounds only gather

counting blades in the silence every fight we left unsaid
and I hold peace in my pockets but you're aiming for my head
you kiss the wounds you leave undone
saying I should be glad that I'm not dead
but I keep them beside me when I'm crawling back to bed

I left my pride in the doorway while you sharpen your spin
and I've been caught in the crossfire where the night pulls me in
keep my guard in my chest so you tear through my skin
every night is a battle that I let you win

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant
silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

these empty sheets they feel like armor but they don't stop the pain
with every word that you speak, it pulls the knife out again
I chase your voice in the dark, but it fades in my brain
and when I reach for your hand, all I find is the

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

dagger

18
dedicated to my family

these clocks are bleeding summer slow
a paper bird just learned to go
I fold my fears in denim seams
and walk between my waking dreams

she sang through the wires, my bloodline hums
she said this is my share, but now I'm running out of stairs

I'd trade the moon to write their name
every single echo that I claim
iluminare el cielo como el, abuela
every string tied to su huella

I hold the roots beneath my feet
every step a vow I swear to keep
my voice will rise in fields of wheat
their blood runs deep inside of me

the sun sets different through a screen
plant my hopes in coffee rings
and make it big, ill be eighteen

a stage, a street, a stranger's praise
wont match those kitchen days
september sky, dont turn away
ill sing your name when skies turn gray
make you proud in every way
build the life you said I'll make

pa viejo

When u dont come around [prod me]

scrap four w/ Bruxely!

dead by september - ilovemax, dazingoff prod. ilovemax

art by: @n0e2x

mastered by: @ilovedebbie

dead by september (prod. me) ALL PLATS

Listen

secrets

Ill chase you to the edge of the earth
Step by step tryna show you my worth
Escaping me but you wont get far
Im running fast girl your at large

And i waited a long time
And you hated how i tried
And I stayed on the sideline
Couldn't get you off of my mind (ohhhh)

Ill chase you to the edge of the earth (Ill chase you)
Step by step tryna show you my worth (Step by step)
Escaping me but you wont get far (Escaping me)
Im running fast girl your at large (But im running fast)

Take a piece of my heart
Deal it out like a deck of cards
On the back i see that they’re marked
I guess if you dont cheat you wont get far

I wonder why 
(I wonder why)
You've wasted our time
(You've wasted our time)
Im stuck on you
(Im stuck on you)
Get out my mind
Get out my mind

Try and try again 
But with no result
Voices in my head
Saying its all my fault

Ill chase you to the edge of the earth
Step by step tryna show you my worth
Escaping me but you wont get far
Im running fast girl your at large

And i waited a long time
And you hated how i tried
And I stayed on the sideline
Couldn't get you off of my mind (ohhhh)

I chase you hoping when i catch
You'll be mine were due for a catch up
Am i wasting time i dont know the answer 
Cause im bad at math and none of it adds up
Take a piece of my heart
Deal it out like a deck of cards
On the back i see that they’re marked
I guess if you dont cheat you wont get far

I wonder why 
(I wonder why)
You've wasted our time
(You've wasted our time)
Im stuck on you
(Im stuck on you)
Get out my mind
Get out my mind

Try and try again 
But with no result
Voices in my head
Saying its all my fault

Ill chase you to the edge of the earth (Ill chase you)
Step by step tryna show you my worth (Step by step)
Escaping me but you wont get far (Escaping me)
Im running fast girl your at large (But im running fast)

sisyphus

i will wait until you have to
say it to my face
i love making you wait
for days
i know you await me

everything is controlled by strings
i can't wait til you're the one controlling me
i don't care what you do
as long as it is you 
i don't care where you are
just need you in my arms

omg, omg
i'm so empty
omg, omg 
i'm so empty

do you like the sound
of my god forsaken voice?
despite when
it sounds like a boy?

everything is controlled by strings
i can't wait til you're the one controlling me
i don't care what you do
as long as it is you 
i don't care where you are
just need you in my arms

omg !

Lyrics   ..... prod me steriia ofcourse


[Chorus]
Leave me,
Running out
Of options for you, girl.
Don’t know what to say,
I’m deep in your love —
Is this just a game?
’Cause I can’t
Keep losing,
Hit me ’til I’m bruising.

[Verse 1]
Baby, hit me with your gun,
A fucking narcissist — that’s why you’re never having fun.
And I can’t be like them, so just expect me to give up.
I’m shattering the windows to this place,
Don’t feel the same way.
You keep on playing games with me,
With me.

[Chorus]
Leave me,
Running out
Of options for you, girl.
Don’t know what to say,
I’m deep in your love —
Is this just a game?
’Cause I can’t
Keep losing,
Hit me ’til I’m bruising.

[Verse 2]
But you make it look too easy,
Makes me jealous, fuck.
You go party with your friends,
But deep down I know that
You’re all that I want.
But you’ve heard that before —
Fuck it, hold up your gun,
Now my guts on the floor.

Just to know, you’re way too dangerous,
Fuck it up for me.
Addicted to you only,
Addicted to you only.
Baby girl, tell me something new.

[Chorus]
Leave me,
Running out
Of options for you, girl.
Don’t know what to say,
I’m deep in your love —
Is this just a game?
’Cause I can’t.

Take Me Out Of My Misery [prod me]

8guitarz