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The Upload

(: I tried,I PROMISE its gonna be ok!

lyrics
(talking) I get it maybe life isn't treating u easy right now, maybe ur grades are failing n ur going through so much stuff that u feel like u won't get through it, u feel like giving up is the only answer but I promise to u that its not. u gotta keep going it'll be okay. 

I know, what it feels to be alone, what it feels to be alone. but u gotta know, how to handle how it feels to be alone, feels to be alone. maybe ur going through tough times n I'm sorry cause so am I. but u gotta keep going, its not worth the pain, n its not worth the time oooh ya.

(hook)the reflection of my face, so wouldn't even recognize or, who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize. time always being so cruel I could've blamed me but I blame u , I do.

I know how it feels to feel so in the dark, to not know where to start, ooh but u need to go lift ur head up n move on cause ur gonna get through this, I know u will I know its hard sometimes n it might feel so unreal but I know but I know ur gonna get through it , it ur gonna get past the times that u don't like jus give it some time ooh. 

 (hook)the reflection of my face, someone wouldn't even recognize or, who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize. time always being so cruel I could've blamed me but I blame u , I do.

I know I know I know what u feel. u know u know u know you'll get through it , you'll get through it I know u will.

U GOT THIS

Coming Around

Leaving

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

a lil bit about the song... in the start of the song its about me feeling sad & worthless , like im misunderstood and forgotten. the chorus is pretty empowering basically sticking up for myself, after being pushed around a lot. & second verse is about getting there, starting to get back to me and realizing that i can do it. i hope u enjoy, this song means so much to me. P.S- whatever you're going through right now.
 U AREN'T ALONE N U WILL GET THROUGH THIS.
COVER ART CREDS : GABBIE WRIGHT


LYRICS
i don’t see the purpose, i’m trying i’m trying 
i don’t feel worth it , i’m trying i’m trying 
u don’t understand me.  no no /: 
u jus see right past me. ): 

gotta b strong enough thru this, i cant give in i’m trying ohh, trying my best. 
u thought i was fool for u but i’m worth it 
tired of everyone telling me, i have to b perfect 

i can get out of my bed mhm
i can get out of my head.
i know i cant give in, no
u cant win , u won’t win again. 

gotta b strong enough thru this i cant give in 
i’m trying ohhh, i’m trying my best. 
u thought i was lost in you, 
i’m finding myself without u. 
oohh. oo, ooh.

lost in time.

hello! so this track was one i felt very heavily in my heart at a time an decided to put that emotion and hurt into a song. here is to abandoned. i hope u enjoy this one. the love n support it rly does mean everything to me i cant thank everyone listening enough.

lyrics
it’s getting late u didn’t even call me u promised u would. 
it’s getting late, my thoughts are comin, didn’t even matter

and now that you are here, please don’t leave me, please don’t leave me, please no baby.

nothing ever made sense, now that i’m without u.
got all ur things, moved on to someone new.

and now that you are here, please don’t leave me, please don’t leave me, please no baby.

abandoned.

hello! a lil bit of info on this song... its about how i typically feel or have felt on many birthdays. going through a lot of lonliness and hard times. having none of my friends around because all the friends i have live so far away. to anyone who relates and who can feel this, i am here for u to remind u that YOU ARE NOT ALONE in this i promise. it'll be okay. the lonliness will pass. i promise. keep on keepin. keep on pushin.

cover art creds: alycia willis.

Alone On My Birthday

so this song is basically to anyone who is going thru a similar experience. i've gone through this a lot going back to be strangers again. its like one moment u and this person and close and the next everything changes and you stop communication completely and youre jus left being strangers. if u are going through this i promise it gets better. n itll be okay.

STRANGERS AGAIN.

I washed you out in the river
Burnt a fire to ease my soul
If I get it wrong, do I give up?
Or just let go

(Cause I still)
Dream about you
Think about you
I still dream about you
Think about you

I washed you out in the river 
But the water can't save my soul
If I get it wrong, do I give up
While it haunts me down the road?

(Cause I still)
Dream about you
Think about you
I still dream about you
Think about you
__________
I washed you out in the river
Set a fire to ease my soul
If I get it wrong, would you give up?
Or let me go?

(I still)
Dream about you
Think about you
I still dream about you
Think about you

I washed you out in the river
But the water can't save my soul
If I get it wrong, do I give up
While it haunts me down the road?
__________
I thought the water cleared the emptiness
and the memories we do not speak
I thought the mind was made for sentiment
and the memories that play repeat

(Chorus)

The River (ft. Savannah Rose)

lyrics:

I don't, love you
telling me you never lied
oh blank face, wide eyes
and I could never forgive you

if I had another chance 
I would've left you
out of sight out of mind
that's just a virtue

oh that's just a virtue

I hate us, I hate us
I wish that we were made up
no fake love

and I want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, woah

woah, woah, no
woah, woah, no

I don't really know how to say this
so I'll just come out and say it
I never really loved you babe
hard as it is I don't feel the same

oh you know, I don't
like when you call my name
now you won't, let me
fall into love again
no oh, no oh, I know it's not fair
but you took, my soul
with your devilish stare

I hate us, I hate us
I wish that we were made up
no fake love

and I want, want to know 
how you will cope with
without love, woah

woah, woah, no
woah, woah, no

love's a war, I'm fighting back
and I don't know, what's wrong with that

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

love's a war, I'm fighting back
and I don't know, what's wrong with that

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

what's wrong with that?

I hate us, I hate us
I wish that we were made up
no fake love

and I want (no oh, no oh)
want to know (I know it's not fair)
how you will cope with (but you took, my soul)
without love, woah (with your devilish stare)

woah, woah, no
woah, woah, no

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

i hate us

wasted time (prod. born hero)

Where did you go?

lyrics:

it's crazy how things change
from the moment I saw your face
It feels so surreal to say 
that I've fallen in love so won't you stay?

promise I'll be there when you like
to be the one to hold you tight
but I'd rather be by your side
making sure that you're treated right

everything I do keeps reminding me of you
everything you do keeps me wanting too, whoa

love, what was it all for? 
nothing but headaches and heart sores
thought you could prove me otherwise I,
I guess I thought of you way too high

change, it's hard to except it
when people leave your life so unexpected
but I thought you were always the exception

I need you to stay, stay with me

I know you don't want this love
now you don't want my love darling
you think that you're not enough
or maybe you're not in love
believe me when I will say
please believe me darling
that I wish you would have stayed

I wish you would have stayed

everything I do keeps reminding me of you
everything you do keeps me wanting too, whoa

2nd of a 5 part EP.

won't you stay?

Knowuh: https://soundcloud.com/knowuhs

lyrics: 

lie through, your teeth
saying that you're still in love with me
break down, again
praying for the perfect way we'll end
is this all you wanted with me?
how did we become such enemies?
it's hard to see, that all you bleed will lead me to your knees

you bring out the worst in me
when I'm with you I swear I can't breathe
I know it's not that easy
won't you let him know, that you let it go

you, oh it's you
yeah you let it go (you, oh it's you)

tell me that you love it when I'm with you (tell me that you love it)
next thing that you do is chase another dude (chase another dude)
fall into my arms and let me keep you (let me keep you)
all you do is break my heart now I'm confused (I'm confused)

you don't wanna fix the broken, fix the promise
hurt my heart and deal with the wrongness
all of my feelings and all of my love, given to a girl who makes me worse

you bring out the worst in me, but I can't dismiss you
you bring out the worst in me, but I still love you

you bring out the worst in me
when I'm with you I swear I can't breathe
I know it's not that easy
won't you let him know, that you let it go

you, oh it's you
yeah you let it go (you, oh it's you)
you, oh it's you
you, oh it's you

4th of a 5 part EP.

worst in me (with knowuh)

marks

Lost at Sea “Scared” Newport IOP 4/16/19 WillyPoo

Teeth

Eternal Love

written/produced/mixed/mastered by Onlychild

Teeth

CELINE (late night freestyle)

'Get Out' available for stream/download everywhere!
http://smarturl.it/CruisrGetOut

Lyrics:

Try to look alive
You’re a little bit dead inside
And it shows
In all the little thing you do
You’re falling off the face again Cause you just had to get the edge on me
Now I’m a little too old for this

Ah ooh, see i don’t care for you, you babe 
Ah ooh, you’re such a waste of space, please

Get out, girl you’re in my way
Did you think I’d fall for the little games you play
No I’m not that kind of man
So take the upper hand and
Get out, girl you’re in my way

You try to make me insecure
And come late with a one-word answer
It’s cool, honey I won’t fall for it
Girl I can see right through
All the moves you try to use on me
Now I’m a little too old for this

Get out, girl you’re in my way
Did you think I’d fall for the little games you play
No I’m not that kind of man
So take the upper hand and
Get out, girl you’re in my way

Ah ooh, see I don’t care for you and I
Ah ooh, you need to step aside and
Ah ooh, see I don’t care for you, you babe
Ah ooh, you’re such a waste…

My head, my home, my bed, my clothes
Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out
My skin, you’re in, my way, you know
Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, just…

Get out, girl you’re in my way
Did you think I’d fall for the little games you play
No I’m not that kind of man
So take the upper hand and
Get out, girl you’re in my way

Get out, girl you’re in my way
Did you think I’d fall for the little games you play
No I’m not that kind of man
So take the upper hand and
Get out, girl you’re in my way

Get Out

hii!! its been awhile since ive posted a new song, this one i jus made today n i rly hope u luv it. i know its super basic jus a few piano chords n my voice/not properly edited or anything but i jus liked the rawness of it jus the way it is (:  as for a lil backstory my thoughts have been messy n all over the place n this song was from exactly those feelings all at once. luv u

call me when ur sober.

All credit goes to keshi on youtube!
His links~
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/caseyluong/?hl=en
Twitter: https://twitter.com/caseyluong?lang=en
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCX40ZEqeYqCXyiAzrSUiPOg
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3pc0bOVB5whxmD50W79wwO
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats
Please listen to his newest single, atlas~ : https://open.spotify.com/album/6LS2O3DM4C8UcFz28KZTU0

SEVENTEEN by NO ROME COVER - keshi

yo!! i write music about what i feel. sharing my journey in hopes to inspire n let u know ur not alone in this n ur emotions are valid. time heals. always.

call me when ur sober.

Alyssa T.