this song is about u feeling like someone u care about deserves someone better than u. its about giving so many chances even if it hurts you because u want them , u don't wanna lose this person despite how badly it may hurt to stay. this song is one of the hardest ones ive ever been towards myself, however somedays or a lot of times i feel this way. like i deserve to be hurt and i deserve to feel sad and alone that i deserve to feel all these negative emotions. i blame myself for a lot of things even when i shouldn't. heres my feelings from my heart to yours.. i hope it reminds u that u aren't alone. ur emotions are valid. n it'll always be okay.

lyrics
and i, i see the pain. its right in front of me, look me in my face. why cant i jus walk away? but then i see you, ur standing behind the pain, i don't wanna lose everything, u need better anyway. 

and i deserve to be hurting and i just need to let it be oh and i deserve to feel so lonely. and maybe u can continue hurting me and u can find somebody better than me. oh you. is that what u wanna do? 

and what if its ment to be, maybe everyones supposed to leave, maybe their all supposed to walk away from me.  

and i, i don't feel enough. for anyone its getting so tough. to hold on to the hope that ill ever find love. should i let go? of all the hope thats left, if forever really doesn't fucking last. maybe its okay n maybe i deserve to feel this way maybe i deserve to feel this pain. 

to be hurting i jus need to let it be , let i be. ooh somebody better. theres somebody better than me , than me.

u deserve better anyway.

yo!! i write music about what i feel. sharing my journey in hopes to inspire n let u know ur not alone in this n ur emotions are valid. time heals. always.

u deserve better anyway.

Alyssa T.