lyrics

blade on my wrist
tik tock
she call me baby
i think not

the fate on my head keep me up in my bed and i know i'll be dead in a flash

she deep in my mental i handle it bad
she call me tonight and im breaking her back
im up in the sky and tonight ima fall flat
too much potential in all that, wait

all the time that shes taken away
on my chest is the heaviest weight
theres too much of the same on my plate
i dont know if i'd use the word hate
but i dislike the state of this place

can you take me away to avoid all my fatesi'd go there myself but i know that i'd miss you my baby, yuh

killing myself 
keeping her safe
aint no one else
inside my brain
my everything you are my everything and i'd do anything just to take away pain
( x2 )

yes im a mess
alone with my thoughts and this scar on my chest
i feel depressed
could be a phase
aint holding my breath 

reading the room
theres nobody here that might want to be too
im mostly just hoping it passes but im still haunted by all of my actions

got in this issue because of me
fantasy about somebody loving me
aint it funny i doubt whats in front of me
push away all the ones that i love

im not worth all the trouble because
my worth equal to that of the dust
my worth equal to that of the dust i settle for lust
im running around in my head always thinking of

killing myself
i head for the shiniest blade on the shelf
if anything else
im nothing if not for the state of my health
(x2)

hook
(x2)

:/

"ANGEL" p. zbra

Soft Spoken (prod. by tennis player)

Hellhills - Patience

https://www.linktr.ee/chrisrain
Produced, mixed & mastered by Chris Rain
Artwork by Chris Rain

lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-hate-me-lyrics

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HATE ME

Pseudo - Red on the inside

Price of Sympathy

Pills

sad music prod downtime

Cover art by @ tks_100 on instagram


LYRICS

she a busy body
naughty when she talking
got me on the ropes
she fold like origami
sippin' sake
got no clothes on
she a kamikaze writing suicidal love notes
she a love nazi
I don't wanna know what it would cost me
not a breath
not a heartbeat
tears written down in sharpie
I'm new but she want me
and she use that shit to taunt me
I'm used, she a harpy
it's never gonna stop me
I'm a fool for a girl who converses over coffee but...
love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

and I know I don't wanna let her go
easy cum ain't easy go
(I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want pain, she want the agony)

I could hit it all day
I could hit it all day
all my vision gone grey
fifty if she wants shades
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want the pain she the want the agony
but love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants the pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

fifty shades (prod. blade901)

I Can't Even Speak (Prod. Subrigo)

CRIM - I NEED U

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