iitscxm

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Yeah, yeah break through the front door better call a medic
Yeah I feel like shit man its to be expected
cus you know that im not comming, know that im not comming
back from this back from this

take a hit from my blunt and I fade into the couch
new phone who is this, till you say it’s been a week
since I’ve been outside yeah I don’t give a fuck
got my homies and the crew sipping tea in the call


yeah I don’t give a fuck about anyone anymore
yeah I stay inside building walls up in my mind
cus we make lies, blame each other then here comes the fall
take a sip of my cup blanking out these awful thoughts

wanna push the drugs on me push me on the floor
until I end up cold in the freeze laying in the morgue
At least I’ll fucking  go out with a style when im dying
Gucci fucking jacket on my back hit my head in with the gat

im sick of fucking feeling like I wanna die
hang high with the noose bathing in the light
I got my homies right here with me
but they don’t understand a fucking thing

I wanna get up but im half alive
stuck in my fucking bed until I break and cry
I wanna just say im ok  
but sometimes this life is too hard

Yeah, running down the hallway gravity is giving
now im slipping on the floor I see your face and yeah your grinning
cus I hope these dreams fucking don’t mean shit
cus every day it feels like they wanna make me quit

so we sneak out to the backwoods rolling up a fucking blunt
laying on my back seeing clouds burst into the sun
yeah im sick of fucking overstressing
I always got anxiety on my mind can I fucking feel alive

wake up not real, feel like I am slipping here
dissociation in my head, two steps back, and it’s not clear
if im controlling my body or not 
I used to freak out on the daily about this shit and now im here

So I just fucking deal with it and let it flow
I guess it’s working out now don’t think about it and just go
yeah so what’s the point of fearing something that you don’t control
better let go, let go, let go of this

Azure Rain

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set your heights , you know ? (prod. darealdido)

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Single off of my first project Identity Crisis dropping Feb 28th 2020
Thanks to nev ver for the awesome feature.

OUT NOW on All Platforms!

Lil Rage
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/iamlilrage
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/iamlilrage/

nev ver 
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/nev_ver
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nev__ver/

DIE! DIE! DIE! Ft nev ver

[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

thanks to @web_boy for featuring in this track
and to @prodnothingtodo for the awesome beat

Lyrics:
[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: gothurted]
Dreams of a man who lost all his feelings
Dying with nobody who's caring for me
Dreams of a girl that will never believe in
The love that I feel and I'll never regret
I'm trying to get closer 
But you keep taking the distance
Pulling the trigger
I think that I can't resist that
I'll tell you my last words
I just want you to know
That I'll love you forever
With all my soul  

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: Web Boy]
Bury me in the memories
Let my remains lie in the Ostankino
(Lie in the Ostankino x3)
Just forgive me
I didn’t want to end everything this way
But there was no choice
//
Похорони меня
В воспоминаниях
Мои останки пусть
Лежат в Останкино
(Лежат в Останкино х3)
Просто прости меня
Я не хотел чтоб так
Пришлось заканчивать
Но нету выбора

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

STREAM

Inside My Dreams ft. Web Boy [prod. nothingtodo]

OUT NOW ON IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/AEaAIisJ3ek

Check Out The Producer:

Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCVj24MJaGwohHDmmbfQ6Frw

Lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I don't even know who I think I am
I'm just somebody who I used to know
Leave me alone with a couple of cans
I think I'm better at the side of the road

Spending all my cash on a couple of grams
I'm only high when I ain't feeling low
Back from a show with a handful of bands
Babe do you love me? Don't say no

Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left just please don't go
Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left, please don't-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

Imma make it all the way, I'll be coming for my pay
Grab a slice and grab a plate, you can have what's left behind
See me: Louie on my waist, Gucci dripping in the rain
I ain't fucking with no fakes, but y'all can see me on the rise

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

Nothing Left to Hide

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Nothing Left To Hide [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

seeing double (devil) IG @HARDLYLUVD

better dead (sadboiev)

don't nobody get me

Take a look in the mirror and tell me what you see
cause i can't breathe when you stare at me
you gotta treat yourself , love yourself
you don't really see the little things that i see
you're the one i saw last night
cause i dreamt of you
yeah i dreamt of you

Take a look in the mirror and tell me what you see
cause i can't breathe when you stare at me
you gotta treat yourself , love yourself
you don't really see the little things that i see
you're the one i saw last night
cause i dreamt of you
yeah i dreamt of you

you don't wanna leave
yeah i understand
yeah i feel the same
you can stay right here
under the sheets we'll leave our world behind
i'll kiss you on the lips as the lights go out

you don't wanna leave
yeah i understand
yeah i feel the same
you can stay right here
under the sheets we'll leave our world behind
i'll kiss you on the lips as the lights go out

you don't need to worry about a thing cause i'm right here
lets forget about the past , both the future and the past
in my room is where you're at
i'll keep you busy while i can

hold my hand , hold my hand
let the tears flow
i got a place in my soul
saved for you when you go

Take a look in the mirror and tell me what you see
cause i can't breathe when you stare at me
you gotta treat yourself , love yourself
you don't really see the little things that i see
you're the one i saw last night
cause i dreamt of you
yeah i dreamt of you

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