She's A New To The AA Thing ft: trippylove9k

COPING ALONE

Chef Boyardeo

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind w/brecken x greenwood (prod. venus)

froot loop (yungkrew)

zonedout - cold shadowplay (prod. phntmzn bR slaymor)

Kings Execution (Remake)

howdy yall :) heres the first one of 2019. Thanks jakkyboi for the production hes amazing as always :)

lyrics:

Baby girl take my hand
I don’t think you understand
JakkyBoi, Jackie Platinum 
Running up them bands 
And they’re all overreacting 
To everything I’m saying 
Say the word and imma blast him 
I’m a real bad man 
I’m real bad man 
Im real bad man 
Back then they hated me
But now we’re friends ?
I don’t think we’re friends 
I’m a real bad man 
I’m a real bad man 

Meet at the pond 
During late September 
On my lord
This girls so clever 
Hole in my heart 
From the place she sever 
Alone in my mind
But my scars so tender 
Break me
Baby from this dream i sleep 
Will you wake me, 
All these promises i should keep
I’m going crazy 
Counting curses ,Not sheep
I’ll elating 
write the Bible every week 
Cuz I’m god now 
Mr. Jackie Platinum I’ve been singing with the stars now 
Baby off a percecot 
She just landed on Mars now 
She know i won’t rest
Till i get the squad compound 
I put my foot down on it 

Baby girl take my hand
I don’t think you understand
JakkyBoi, Jackie Platinum 
Running up them bands 
And they’re all overreacting 
To everything I’m saying 
Say the word and imma blast him 
I’m a real bad man 
I’m real bad man 
Im real bad man 
Back then they hated me
But now we’re friends ?
I don’t think we’re friends 
I’m a real bad man 
I’m a real bad man 

Baby girl 42 is star
I told ya
Chillin Miami with the heat
Like Erik Spolstra
Lady Sipping wine
Concubines on my shoulder 
I don’t really care 
Debonair 
In my trench coat chilling
I know this chicks willing  
But if i keep dealing
I know I’ll have millions
I don’t sing about racks 
I just sing about feelings 
They know me so i can’t go nowhere 2x

debonair (prod. jakkyboi)

38 (Prod. Kid Ocean)

With a fellow hippo @glxsgxw
Also produced by us, thank you for listening <3 

mix/master by @farhantnvr 

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2qdEOIS5vc3PxkaZRkWF6U
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/nowhere-to-go-single/1542680792

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Lyrics:
// Geist
Kill me slowly
Hold me close cut the flow from my vitals
Feel my heartbeat
As it comes to a halt by the nightfall

Don’t hold on to the thought
The silence
Every night
I tried to find it
Burning like fires
I’m chasing higher and higher
But now it’s too far out my reach
I fall

// Geist x GLXSGXW
Cause My days feel shorter
And My nights feel colder
I have nowhere to go

// GLXSGXW
On the map yet i dont exist
Talk a lotta smack yet im full of it
I gotta half a bag of hate to match
My hateful past that i always carry with

Sit back
Kick down
Relax and
Skip town
Speed past
Old homes

Where
All the
Trees grow
Is where youll find me
Once im gone

Get aquainted with the soul thats tainted
Got a thousand corpses hidden in the basement
I know theres no saving once i bite the pavement
Only talk bout pain and hatred how is that creative

My lungs are ash my heart is dust
Cant handle that cant handle love cause i cant trust

Everyone who didnt want to jump at least once
To escape from this pain that she used to call love

Its you (x100)

Cause when your legs fail to work
And you lay there in the snow in the cold
The ground grasping your frail body
Fingers too stiff to put the blame on me
Will the last thing you think of be lost
In the howling of the wind
Will it sink in
That you are alone

// Geist x GLXSGXW
Can I cry on your shoulder
Can you try n hold me closer
I wanna feel like I'm home again

Cause My days feel shorter
And My nights feel colder
I have nowhere to go

Chef Boyardeo

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