welcome.

old song from 2018.. enjoy 🖤 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/32NT3Dogryg7FKdyTImVxA?si=fa323cd7e3e54bfc
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Sleeping through another day, it's all the same
Picking up another eighth on my way home
I can't feel my face, I don't feel a thing
I don't wanna fight it, I just wanna lay down
And it's still the same friends, new house, new life
But I still ash inside a monster can
Can I get another line? Staying up all night
Oh my god I think I drank it, throwing up again
But you wanna tell me nothing, always run & hide
If you wanna tell me secrets then I'll tell you mine
You want me to let you know just how I feel inside
Couldn't tell you cuz I don't know

It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Other Streaming <3

who i am

dont p. sheepy

My verse mixed and mastered by JTPark 🕸️🕷️🕸️

Far Away (Ft. HKFIFTYONE & Sincerely Dylan) (Prod. Metlast)

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive

beat prod by: FOS Music
written and performed by: reject x epitome x teddy

out da br41n! + epitomeoffailure x teddyboi (p. FOS Music)

+yungspoiler

lyrics:
bury my thoughts in this grave along with me
failing at life will teach you the art of subtly
im as subtle as a bullet through your head
if i dont watch it i might end up dead

i dont know who i am these days
these feelings in my chest i chase
they keep me falling flat on my face...

life rips me all apart now
chews me up and spits me right out
im so used to this now
im so used to being everybody's clown

bury my thoughts in this grave along with me
failing at life will teach you the art of subtly
im as subtle as a bullet through your head
if i dont watch it i might end up dead

i might end up fucking dead!!
i might end up fucking dead!!

i might end up fucking dead....

subtle as a bullet

Buddafly 2 - Interlude- Fire Ark Radio Production

Buddafly 2 - Interlude

curb stomp ur heart into my chest
let me feel the things you fail to express
i know its extreme but fuck it im obsessed
ur the one object i need to possess

baby girl im stuck up on you
this shits serious u got me super glued
when u left u done fucked up my whole damn mood
now i only see life in a shade of blue

i like to cry sometimes it seems
hope your choices are treatin u better than me
when i die bring roses laced with nicotine
its the only bouquet ill ever need

as the days get brighter
(curb stomp ur heart into my chest
let me feel the things you fail to express
i know its extreme but fuck it im obsessed
ur the one object i need to possess)
will u hold me tighter

curb stomp ur heart into my chest
let me feel the things you fail to express
i know its extreme but fuck it im obsessed
ur the one object i need to possess

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curb stomp ur heart into my chest (prod. smokerose)

this one  trash but enjoy anyways

surrounded by these ghosts that dont really know me
they watchin my back, sayin that theyd catch me
but if i fell tomorrow theyd go right though me
so who the fuck can i trust to hold me
why am i so haunted, but feel so lonely
why say you care, but treat me coldly

fuck me in the catacombs at night
make me taste my blood on ur knife
do as you please, but not as i like
dont send me to heave cuz im too scared of heights

you wanna throw a rock at my window?
wanna take a blade to my car?
wanna take my life? is that too far?
even for us, and we live in the dark.

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lil john doe whos friends w ghosts (prod. blade901)

prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
feat https://soundcloud.com/indyswo
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

Lyrics:

Swo:
The words you said to me
You laid me out on my back now, yeah you wanted it
I pick up the pieces again, but we're never the same
The words you said to me
You laid me out on my back now, yeah you wanted it
I pick up the pieces again, but we're never the same

AA!:
But no, I never wanna change
Sometimes I wanna be myself
So far I'm always someone else
Crash the whip then I set it on fire
I burn a bridge then I pray I don't fade away, I don't fade away, I don't fade away
But it's all dead to me
Everything's overrated, I'm sedated all the time..

Swo:
The words you said to me
You laid me out on my back now, yeah you wanted it
I pick up the pieces again, but we're never the same
The words you said to me
You laid me out on my back now, yeah you wanted it
I pick up the pieces again, but we're never the same

pick up the pieces w/ Swo

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