old song from 2018.. enjoy 🖤 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/32NT3Dogryg7FKdyTImVxA?si=fa323cd7e3e54bfc
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Sleeping through another day, it's all the same
Picking up another eighth on my way home
I can't feel my face, I don't feel a thing
I don't wanna fight it, I just wanna lay down
And it's still the same friends, new house, new life
But I still ash inside a monster can
Can I get another line? Staying up all night
Oh my god I think I drank it, throwing up again
But you wanna tell me nothing, always run & hide
If you wanna tell me secrets then I'll tell you mine
You want me to let you know just how I feel inside
Couldn't tell you cuz I don't know

It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Other Streaming <3

who i am

truthfully (prod. swaine)

dont p. sheepy

prod. bonnytown
@safeatlast
@breckenford

theres nuthin that i couldnt do
nuthin that i wldnt do
i swear ts is all 4 u
i tried to run up a check 4 u but i cant at all
if i ever buy a maserati, ill cannon ball
so.....

eat that shit
burn that shit
kill dat bitch
word
light it up
fuck dat spliff 
fuck yo bitch
word 
x2

im inside my own world so wtfs yo concernn?
i dont pour up but i still got shit to damn stir
they said "Oh, u that bitch?" oh, hell yea! yes i am sir >:3
i got one milli,
yeh, i got one milli, bitch.
i aint no one hit, bitch, yes im up again
i aint no one hit, bitch, i been since up then
if im in the rotation, that shit better be MIGRATION
(cant help my miiind racin')

[safeatlast:]

i just spent a milli but im finna make it back tho :>
i just popped a pilly now im rollin up this pack bro :D
plz dont hit my tele when im countin up deez bankrolls >:)
countin up these blue strips i aint countin fuckin pesos $$$$

aint got time for all this fuck shit !
countin up these hundreds  :$
get it in abundance :3 

boy u sweeter than some fun dip :P
whip it in a 1.6  * vroom *
bitchu know i run this shit >:(

[FøRD:]

it’s really something 
leave me at the function
delete assumptions 
i don’t need that nonsense
I thought you promise so why I see you walkin
cuz let’s be honest you were finna top him
i
wake up to see another day
i smoke the marijuana jus so I can be okay
so why you gotta switch up and change ur fuckin lanes
you say life a hiccup but you playin too much games
they be starin at my chains
so wachu sayin



this song was posted during the national moth week

fun dip w/ safeatlast & brecken

embers w/ getbetter (pekarot)

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive

beat prod by: FOS Music
written and performed by: reject x epitome x teddy

out da br41n! + epitomeoffailure x teddyboi (p. FOS Music)

Loves like quicksand by vails & dead spyro 
Lyrics :

Everything is changing 
But not the way I wanted
Everything is basic
And I hate the plummit
Nothings at the top anymore
Rock bottom never felt so good
That’s why I should, feel greatful 
People off worse than me
But I can never relate to what I can’t see 
Ima keep doing what I can
But nothing matters in the end 

There’s no telling if I’ll be alive for tommorow
So
Why do I waste my last minutes with you 
I was a problem every step of the journey
But still you led me down that path with you 

Feel stuck in the quicksand
Feel afraid to hold your hand
Cus it’s slow, but in the end I’ll end up lost
Cus every moment we create, turns to dust :-(
It’s only going to get worse
But no one’s told you anything 
And I know all the truth behind it
But I let it take over my brain 🧠 

Everything is changing 
But not the way I wanted
Everything is basic
And I hate the plummit
Nothings at the top anymore
Rock bottom never felt so good
That’s why I should, feel greatful 
People off worse than me
But I never can relate to what I can’t see 
Ima keep doing what I can
But nothing matters in the end 

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2. Love’s Like Quicksand

a song about two people in love wanting to grow closer

what does it take to get closer? feat. scorpio (prod. Kire)

Janji - Heroes Tonight [slowed+reverb]

I KNOW (Ft. KID E$S)(Prod. Mayo Carter)

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