This one brings me back to last year when you dropped that one ep called "Oblivious" lol vibing to this one <3

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
mixed/mastered by me
quote from spice and wolf <3

Lyrics:

oh, i been feelin lately, the hole you left in my cardiac
i guess you could say it, but i really want the privilege
every conversation we're having always feels frivolous
oh yea you think her tongues sharp, just wait until the knife comes
i really hope he loves you, in the same way that i did
cause i gave half my life in pursuit of what you said
blood been pumpin faster, she a heart attacker
these chains around my ventricles shackle me to the chapel

don't wanna break it down but i got words for you baby
this sonnet i'm singing, oh it don't do it justice
oh, im so full of rage uhh, all i feel is hate now
every syllable from your mouth feels fuckin disgustin
i can't shed now, my tears have burned away
oh my passionate admiration for ya, has only turned to disdain

[bridge]

my heart's been disfigured by the shadow of a sinner
every time you text me oh my sanity runnin thinner
we were meant to be but baby we can never be
cause i see right through you and every lie ya said to me
you thought of yourself as knowledgeable and worldly
but honestly you're as immature as it gets
and with every nerve ending in my body
i wanna be loved in the same way i love another

clearly you dont see me
heart's green with bleeding envy
i see right through you chest untempered glass
even the holy blessed temple won't offer sanctuary to your ass
everything you wrought, was of your own accord
and honestly i think you left cause you were bored
and that might just be fine if i could get you out my mind
striving for that point where i don't love you anymore

cardiac_arrest (secre x heyrick)

produced by sorrow bringer

mixed by me

mastered by teddyboi

art by my lovely girlfriend <3

lyrics:

(go away from me now, i don’t wanna see your face)

go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
don’t you think that you can erase and or amend
cause the damage is already done

you took advantage and had your fun
don’t you think the time has come
for you to let go
the soul owes no bonds so lose control

but the memory won’t fold 
i’ve been losing sleep and growing old
it’s been fuckin weeks and it’s been cold
my rooms been stinkin’ foul from the mold

everybody ask me how
how i even do this
frankly i just push along and don’t think i’m an artist
faintly i’ll just make a song and don’t think i’m a above this

go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
don’t you think that you can erase and or amend
enemies always start out as friends

once dear to me 
it should’ve been clear to see
but in this fog i couldn’t recognize your face
the feeling of the shock it put me in my place 
i hate the taste 

go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
i know you think that you can erase and or amend
but you can’t so just accept

go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
don’t you think that you can erase and or amend
it’s time this ends

(random mumbled gibberish lol)

go away (sorrow bringer)

prod king theata 
lyrics

me:
last song, so baby keep it playing
my mom been sick of all the playing
iv been playing the part for too long now
i don’t wanna go i just wanna leave my hometown

when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up the phone

hated when i rolled up back then
and i never listened
i just wanna feel you smoke in my lungs
sorry for what happened
baby we were kids then, and iv always been on the run

like can i get up out the 864?
hate this town i don’t wanna live here no more
had me begging i was down on my knees begging please
don’t you walk right out of that door
when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up my phone calls
you don’t pick up the phone x2

spooky: 
you called me a lost cause
then you turned your phone off
iv been in a state of paranoia, feel like a brick wall
you used to be someone i loved 
now you’re just someone i pissed off
you just call me the problem
baby who the fuck got you locked up
iv been waiting round for years for you to tell me i’m the only one
that shit was as real as a folk song
this feel like the last call, at the bar up on long hill
i moved to California but you’re probably there still, uh

i hope the last songs one that you can’t hear
i hope you drive safe ima just steer clear
and growing up is just a cut that you can’t heal
and i know we were kids but why did all of it feel real?
might need a coat, you’re just like a storm 
and the years ain’t kept me dry

last song w/ spookybands

prod. bonnytown
@safeatlast
@breckenford

theres nuthin that i couldnt do
nuthin that i wldnt do
i swear ts is all 4 u
i tried to run up a check 4 u but i cant at all
if i ever buy a maserati, ill cannon ball
so.....

eat that shit
burn that shit
kill dat bitch
word
light it up
fuck dat spliff 
fuck yo bitch
word 
x2

im inside my own world so wtfs yo concernn?
i dont pour up but i still got shit to damn stir
they said "Oh, u that bitch?" oh, hell yea! yes i am sir >:3
i got one milli,
yeh, i got one milli, bitch.
i aint no one hit, bitch, yes im up again
i aint no one hit, bitch, i been since up then
if im in the rotation, that shit better be MIGRATION
(cant help my miiind racin')

[safeatlast:]

i just spent a milli but im finna make it back tho :>
i just popped a pilly now im rollin up this pack bro :D
plz dont hit my tele when im countin up deez bankrolls >:)
countin up these blue strips i aint countin fuckin pesos $$$$

aint got time for all this fuck shit !
countin up these hundreds  :$
get it in abundance :3 

boy u sweeter than some fun dip :P
whip it in a 1.6  * vroom *
bitchu know i run this shit >:(

[FøRD:]

it’s really something 
leave me at the function
delete assumptions 
i don’t need that nonsense
I thought you promise so why I see you walkin
cuz let’s be honest you were finna top him
i
wake up to see another day
i smoke the marijuana jus so I can be okay
so why you gotta switch up and change ur fuckin lanes
you say life a hiccup but you playin too much games
they be starin at my chains
so wachu sayin



this song was posted during the national moth week

fun dip w/ safeatlast & brecken

halfhearted (https://soundcloud.com/user-642636378)
FøRD (https://soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
ice on my shit, when i'm stopping it
(burning cold when i hit)
i just left an ounce where my body is
(up inside of this bitch)
up inside my head as soon i'm clocking it
(clocking shit and i dip)
they won't find a reason, it ain't obvious 
i promise it

i call out in the snow
(somewhere to feel life)
i wonder where it goes
(someone to take mine)
i don't know if you know 
(fade in the foglight)
that we've been here before
something else gotta give i don't know why

FøRD:
seems like every day time slips 
saying mayday
lucky life I live if you say that then you don’t know me
cuz i deal with the phonies and the frauds on the daily
they make me an insomniac why everybody hate me
they act like they all want me but they really just betraying 

baby often makin me so silent make me shaky
I’m waitin while faded

the lights up in our basement 
still shaded but luckily it’s still vacant

so come down when u wasted
I’ll change it to that playlist 
I’ll wash away the parts that you invisioned would be painless
girl you make me so brain dead 
like grab another latex get in bed get undressed and then I’ll say what to do next

halfhearted:
who’s next in line
got me walking through a dream
i’m on ur mind
but it’s nothing like it seems

u pushing me so far
my heart been living on the brink
gotta shoulder full of scars
i think you like to watch me bleed

but i don’t got time for you

lay me deep down i’m dancing with the devil by myself
where to go now
i’m sick of knowing you won’t ever help
you’re not helping me

Greenwood:
up the dose, yeah i'm taking two
steady shifting, i feel it move
i was losing my mind in truth
i was hoping you'd see it too
i was hoping you'd wanna go
i was hoping you'd see the pain
i was broken you wouldn't know
but that don't mean it don't hurt the same
up inside of my room
fuck the job, i'm aloof
drink the pain on the roof
nothing helps, i'm the proof
nothing changes in oakwood
couldn't text back cause my phone fucked
no one here even knows us
like i'm not here to be social

Someone Used to Live Here (w/ halfhearted & FøRD)

cracks in the pavement w/ decks & brecken  [irby]

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

s/o @kiddamo
u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

frost bite covers my soul
i dont wanna be alone
it gets cold
when ur not at home
but i get so much warmer when u are close
yea it breaks me to pieces n i cant believe it
i dont kno why u always say that im tweaking
i hope im not right cuz then youll end up leaving
dont wanna put u in the past baby girl im speeding
monsters are creeping
i hear the floor boards creeking
tears dry no more weeping

u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

i really wouldve died for u tho
damn
i never should of cried for u hoe
so tell me why
why i wasted all of my time
i want to light up
see my past burn aways in the fire
no relief when i respire
thats all that i desire
i hate these people think id rather be a loner
im smoking weed until the end cuz im a stoner
like im saul silver

n she said u should call me when ur sober
but thats not in my plans baby girl
my words just getting slower
ill still be here when ur older
rhinestone love shining like the solar
dont wanna be sad anymore
i stopped smoking
dont hit the dab cart anymore
i dont got no friends anymore
i just drink alone
i dont wanna be here anymore

long gone 2 w/kiddamo (kaydo)

don't wanna stay (prod. boyfifty)

lyrics 

[maesk]
hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is
i get it ur drawn, unrealistic expectations, u have what is ideal and try to replicate it here in this cold world where the dark never disappears, the light we see will all wither till it’s final flair

i know a lot of people not a lot of people know me
i tend to prefer distance when so when it comes to being lonely 
i don’t mind guess i’m too aware, i’m not scared, only that i might never show fear
i’ll just stare at the ground

yeah i’m still human despite what u may think 
just plenty problems nothing like a good drink won’t fix
something to help me look at this place a little more wrong
maybe time to write another sad song


hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is

time to write another sad song
a few will listen but no one else know how long
i been thinking and been feeling all these things 
u say u listen but u don’t know how it’s been. well u might soon

[goneafteraugust]

always had to hang my head by myself
get it together puff out my chest by myself
i know how it feels to be alone
leave a key under the mat in case i ever come home

so we can go lie down
where it’s quiet and the world won’t make a sound
u can listen to my heart beat pound
i’m headed to u babe i need it right now

forgotten key

forgotten key ft goneafteraugust (flesh x 1gokami)

Thankyou once again to cobalt for the amazing beat <3 
Will maybe have one more song before Xmas if not everyone have a great Christmas and new year we can’t wait for the next love you all AIE🤎
Lyrics:

It’s been along time since I saw you smile in my arms 
Last night was a long ride and you didn’t talk much at all 
And I can see the pain right through your eyes
Baby don’t blame yourself it’ll be alright
Your old boyfriend made you the issue and that’s not right 


I won’t treat you like he did 
I can be just what you want 
We both you’ve been through a lot way too much
And it feels like your world is falling apart
No ones there with open arms 
All the bruises turn to scars
And you feel all the pain in your legs in your arms 
All the pain that excess from your heart
And you don’t recognise who you are 
Falling apart but nobody’s calling at all
But I’m right here right now
I know I don’t give the best advice at the best of times but it’ll be alright
I’m here if you wanna talk at all 
Im here if you want some company 
I’m not asking you to fall in love with me

fun dip w/ safeatlast & brecken

kill breanna

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