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I see you still fighting through a fog that you couldn’t seem to get through
you try to still pick me up like im just the kid who didn’t fit his shoes
I promise I would try and find a cure, im just a youth who was so ignorant I didn’t know what i put you through
I didn’t want to see that you remember me as a kid, I didn’t want to be the one who watched you enter this hell

I tore my hands to pieces trying to just dig you out alive
I never understood the words when you said you should let me die
i don’t want to give up on you, cus you were there when I needed you
but you told me time waits for no one and that includes you to

who am I that’s what you said, you couldn’t recognize me in your bed
and that same place became your grave where you saw your husband stay
you don’t remember your daughter anymore your shaking legs landed you on the floor
if I could take away the agony you know I fucking would

you shake, yeah Parkinson’s never really suited you anyway
hearts break when the ones that you love start to see you fade from old age
it’s just a game, to be trapped in a prison when the body starts to just ache
we fade when the memories of old start to chip and you lose faith

so calm down, calm down, it’s not like you remember who I am
your just a shell of the person I used to love but ill stay right by you
there’s nothing worse than being left on your own as the world just fades out
So i’ll hold my tongue, I won’t let another take advantage as you wither away

Swan Rd

PARIS X PAVLO - HELLRAISER

identical p. z3nny

i should've bit my tongue w/ horosha (prod. bxxnose)

i shoulve bit my tongue
spewed blood all on my gums
your words shot out like a gun
never thought you'd make me run

i should've bit my tongue w/ horosha (prod. bxxnose)

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 

i'd give my life to see you smile 
and if i could i'd do it now 
just promise me that somehow
everything will workout 
do u remember our first date
we hid near a shop under rain 
i held you close u felt my pain
i loved u ever since dat day

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 


this left me with a wreck inside my head
this left me with a wreck inside my head

i'll move out and move on (acey)

lyrics: no amount of money will make me so fucking happy but it will get rid of some of my own problems 
i don’t see you as a something 
i don’t see money as something 
but i just see everything as a problem 
while ur fucking bluffing about your fucking experience 
i am gonna be way too fucking honest 
i will say the truth and if i don’t even like you 
than you will motherfuckin know 
you fucking problem 

i can travel all of the world
and i know nothing will make me feel like im home just like you do 
i can meet many fucking girls
and i can tell you that they’re never ever ever gonna be you

i only wish to get better, it only gets worse from here (prod. dash)

memory forest 5.31

lyrics


rub my hands inside my hair
ik its not fair
i been in my baggy
in my head
in my lair
flashing lights like a flare
im just way too scared
my skin splits
and tendons tear
it cannot compare

i can feel it rip
thru my muscle
thru my bones
don’t think this is it
i dont feel safe
all alone
walking in my sleep
to a body in the road
blood is in my sheets
left the head right by your toes

do u know what its like
in my head
on my own
there are sounds from the basement 
from the ppl idk
my room getting cold
and i cannot condone
the things that i had said when i was breaking down alone

your irises are dark blue
soft skin , the time bleeds
its 5am and u take a drink
i see drenched claws and sharp teeth
i know what this needs
get to it or die weak
kitchen counters light pink
sprayed red but stays clean

They Will Find My Remains In Rossville 10000 Yrs Frm Now

Hikuiza - paper

BYOCMAL DASPYTE ₰ 45 ACP

FACE CARD

all emotion // 
vocals, instrumentation, & production by Elijah Heaps

LYRICS // "PORTIONS"

I'll travel the atmosphere ..

Why are you still waiting for me in the dark?
I don't know a lot but girl you stole my heart.
You thought you would leave
and I thought you might go
Everything I told you all went up in smoke.

I thought we were more than this
You were my friend ,but damn
I knew you had me from the start
Never loving again, again

And now I'm running my mouth
mistakes they shake my world, my problems
I don't know myself and I can't fix this shit again
and all that I knew was how to numb it with the bottle
but now I'm a different man,
with a different plan.

I got all these issues you don't seem to mind
Stumble thru the dark to find me in the light
Tell me where you're going
Don't care where you've been
Find me in the dark and take my loving hand.

Why are you still waiting for me in the night?
I don't know a lot but you can take my life.
You thought you would leave
and I thought I might go
Everything I told you all went up in smoke

I thought we were more than this?
You were my friend, but damn
I knew you had me from the start
Never loving again, again

I don't know myself but I can't face this shit again
Spend all my nights down at the bottom of the bottle.
Been running away from time
by wasting time with friends..

Portions *lyrics in description*

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