I hate goodbyes

Track 3

Prod. Kado


I’ve been missing medication 
But it’s okay I hate the way I felt sedated 
Rather feel myself breaking
And trust me that’s a feeling with which I have been acquainted 
Fucking up my life again a loser in the making 
Feeling out of place like a train without a station 
Like a pig without a blanket 
Like a song without a playlist 
Al your favorite rappers in their feelings when they play this 
Listen up you better pay attention when I say this 
Life is not a joke, or a game that you can play 
If someone tells you how to “win” you better run the other way
Cause no one in this life knows what happens when we die
If there’s heaven or there’s hell when you cross the great divide
Maybe nothings real and humans are pretend and we’ll live forever when the simulation ends 
Maybe there’s a god and if there is I guess Im screwed 
Or maybe there’s nothing and Armageddon’s overdue



It’s goes 3 2 1 then you die and it’s done
It might come at 60 it might come at 21but
I ain’t gonna worry bout that no more
I ain’t gonna worry bout that
It’s goes 1 2 3 then you’re gone and you’re free 
They’ll forget about you, they’ll forget about me but 
I ain’t gonna worry bout that no more 
I ain’t gonna worry bout that no more



Yeah I’ve been missing my appointments 
When it comes to me it seems that everyone’s annoyed or disappointed 
Steady staying mad that I refuse to be exploited 
I guess I understand it’s best for you if I’m avoided 
The life that I have is not the one I want to live 
I’ve got daily dreams of dying I got too much left to give 
In the end I hope this shit is worth it 
You know I’ll stay down I hope you never feel deserted 
I’ll never be perfect but I’m sick of feeling worthless 
I’m learning how to love again to find a little purpose 
And I mean it you got something special in you I can see it 
Tell me something matters and just maybe I’ll believe it 
Say there’s more to life than the grave that I belong in 
That maybe one day I’ll meet someone to get along with 
I think I’m burning out I don’t know what else to call it 
But I’ll never quit trying that’s the only thing I’ll promise

Worry

Not Now

Mictainn X LessThanFriends - Not Now

This song is a reimagining of "Not Good Enough for Truth in Cliché" by Escape the Fate.

Featuring @sideviewdriveca
Produced by @dercept1
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet
Out through the window see her back drop silhouette
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget

So for now
Take this down a notch
Crash my car through your window
How does it feel when tears freeze
When you cry
The blood in your veins is twenty below

(Sideview Drive)
Can't forget the way you
Used to look at me
Now I'm keeping secrets on the tip of my tongue
You know I'm fighting back the things I wanna say to you
But if I try too hard I might fuck it all up
Cut the words out of my mouth
But don't say I didn't warn you

I can not feel
What you've done to me

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My Dear Juliet w/ Sideview Drive (Prod. dercept)

completely non profit

mix. @ztope

--  https://soundcloud.com/dxnnyymusic  --


lyrics

swno-

Let me go Let me go
Let me vanish In the snow
I’m way to Cold yeah the
Only time I’m fine When the 
blunts rolled all Alone with heart
My Froze yeah my hearts made
Of gold but It black out
When I found Out woah I’m 
to damaged Understand this No


Nah you don’t fuckin care about I speak about
What me blow my brains I done sold out
Nah I ant talking bout my fuckin soul that’s 
A sell out
Yeah I been full of doubt I don’t see 
a point this is it

both- 

You may aswel let me go
Cos
No one can save me now
i told you my hearts been frozen
i dont think i can break it out

dxnny-

let me know, let me know 
if i should back down
i swear you were my last hope

3g in the blunt help me pass out
And forget about the past ohh oh oh

I Dont wanna think about the lies you once told
eyes ice cold-er than these december nights go
.45 Straight to my dome and watch the light-show

5 calls and im making this my last now
you aint ever care about me behind your mask wow
dont even pretend like u aint tryna break my soul
cos i cant cope

And i dont want love if its anyone but us
I feel so alive at the moment but still im cold to the touch
And im so fucked up
But i dont care that much
 care that much

snow w/ dxnny (neverforever)

u got me in chains (prod. SHADE08)

[lyrics]

[benzo- v1]

as i walk down this path it's getting dark
no light in sight 
i made it to the park
snorting ketamine on the steps
overdosed can you guess what's next
getting rushed to the hospital
everybody crying please don't let him go
but all he wants to do is be alone
and he's frozen in the snow

[benzo- hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

[notahero-v2]

i wear my heart on my sleeve
then u cut me open
i hope that u hold it
i hope that u protect it
i been losing my mind with all the stressing
i don’t wanna figure it out i’ve had too many lessons
i hate it when ur not around cuz it’s fucking depressing
how the fuck am i more than what i think if i’m always feeling less than
no matter what i ever tell u
i could never let u go
the only one that i confide to
u know things that nobody else knows
baby i just wanna hold u
imma get rich and build us a house that’s perfect for two
i told u everything’s for u

oh baby if i told u that we’d end up together and i could buy u anything u want
would u believe me
then would u need me
oh i could save u with my songs
i can save u with my songs

[benzo-hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

now i wear youre heart on my sleeve

Now I Wear Your Heart On My Sleeve w/notahero (prod.king theta)

reason p. metlast

neversaygoodbye prod. metlast

goodbye p. metlast

what way to hell im walkin
hear you in my bedroom talking
cant breath im out of options
keys broken but youre still locked in

(interlude)

laughin
at me im laughing back at them
i dont ask them why they do but i know why
i lose my mind
suicide note
by my side
still i write
till the ink runs dry
fill it right back up and i
keep writing i keep fighting on

(outro)

neversaygoodbye prod. metlast

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