Idk lol

random

iitscxm

smoking cig after cig
bitch i wanna die
i am sick of that shit
bitch you're wasting my time
always high i feel alive when the sun dies
its alright im feeling fine when i lose my mind
blunt in my hand
hold the gun to my head
pull the trigger, end it all
i know you want me dead
run from the past
the pain always lasts
fuck forever, i need love
i'll die young cus im sad

fuck i ate like shit for the last few weeks
i need more than a kiss baby make me bleed
cut my wrist let me feel some pain
all the shots i missed made me go insane
its getting hard and it makes me wanna die
im breaking hearts and im fucking up my life
i smoke too much
i dont want to stop
cus im fine on drugs

i fall apart
i see your face in the dark
i fall apart
in the dark

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lose my mind (5head x metlast)

WIT THE SHITS (MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW)

prod by: admiin 
recorded, written, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics: 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined 

And I’ve been staring at these walls for way too long
I know this place too well
Yet, I don’t want to leave 
Cause if I do I’ll feel inclined to talk to you 
And I know, I 
Can never meet the expectations that you set on me, so high 
There’s a tough decision left for me to make 
Don’t need you to tell me, I know that its make or break 
(Its make or break) 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined

Have a good day/night ty <3

confined (admiin)

|| I hope you all enjoy this one!!! And I hope for you guys everything is going well and accordingly! :)This song will be up on all plats in the next few days! <3 ||

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3uNhvEE89xrrdI5RB5mLO4?si=049a6cce2b074a76

prod. dercept x jkei
mastered by @nokerbforever
on my yt w/ lyrics; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wI5MFKRrr9o

lyrics:
(intro)
Once again my thoughts feel so bad
Why did you do this all to me
Whys that I feel so fucking sad
Make me fall, make me drown,
make me drop the fkn crown
I drop down on my knee
Oh theres nothing I can do,

(chorus 2x)
The only thing I can do's agree
And now you say u wanna move out to me
even though you killed me all inside
is there really such a point in life
to be kept on the side can you go ahead
and leave me out on the sight

(Verse)
And now its only me in the room
I dont know for how long ill be alive
Cus my health has been killing me
I am only 20 and I dont wanna die
But I feel like theres no escape

As I saw this light flash
I rly saw u in these pines
I'll lay down and be this trash
I see all these signs about you
Would it hurt you if I died?
Oh no wait you cannot feel
But I definitely do
And I miss you too

(bridge)
Once again my thoughts feel so bad
Why did you do this all to me
Whys that I feel so fucking sad
Make me fall, make me drown,
make me drop the fkn crown
I drop down on my knee
Oh theres nothing I can do

(chorus 2x)
The only thing I can do's agree
And now you say u wanna move out to me
even though you killed me all inside
is there really such a point in life
to be kept on the side can you go ahead
and leave me out on the sight

emotions

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emotions (dercept x jkei)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

i thought we were closer
whered you go, im so cold
i thought we were closer
whered you go, im so cold

i guess i let myself get attached to you
dont even think that i wanted to

guess it was just how it was supposed go
whyd you have to leave me all alone
im so cold, you left me so cold

i know i said
that i wouldnt ever get 
like this ever again 
but its evident i did

i didnt wanna get attached to you
cuz if you left then id be screwed
dont leave, dont do this too soon

i promised myself

monster prod. taymxru

on and on (interlude)

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[Verse 1: $lick $loth]

Tell me what you know bout a motherfucker out the bottom with a gold grill gleamin
makin all these hoes problems
stalker creepin out the fucking dungeon
switchblade on em hit the guts like a pumpkin
dumpin'
30 rounds out the clip off rip
too thick with the stick bet i won't miss
lil $lick real sick
don't talk shit
whip whip like a brick scale on fish
$uicide night time
no we don't fight crime
it's the Grey *59 with the real red eyes and we dyin inside 
bodies in fluoride
let the rope untie
just crucify me
Yung Christ wrist's sliced
couple hoes on ice singin RIP

[Verse 2: Ruby da Cherry]

Ruby was a motherfuckin reject
then i cut my wrists and now i motherfucking bleed checks
still broke after all the motherfucking weed gets rolled
hoes askin if i see a ghost
tell em no i just seep smoke when the weeds blown
she chokes from the deep throat
3 feet of rope
lethal
slay the fucking sheep
so evil
ima hang myself and then i get to see home
Ruby a fuckin demon
Ruby got a cult now
hoes tryna bolt down Ruby
the result of a reject from a small town turned into a demon
I'm evolved now
loud growl
Snow Leopard on the prowl
stay the fuck back hoe
slay the whole pack hoe
paint the globe black hoe
soon i will shed this skin
turn to the devil then i'll never reminisce 


on and on (interlude)

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