Prod Kado!

I don't need to talk girl I need an intervention

Why you always giving me the business
Always in my face or in my mentions
She just want to be the center of attention
I don't need to talk girl i need an intervention

Sit down girl
Tell me what's the story
I don't want to hear that you're waiting for me
You were just fine
Waving goodbye
Better off now it's better luck next time
You know how I am I know it's hard to relate
I really don't understand
How I made such a mistake
How you could break every promise and Leave me there in your wake
If I'm being honest
I always knew you were fake
You always knew I was broken
Took advantage of that
I guess that I was just hoping
You would learn to relax
But you were cutting me open
You got caught you I the act
I wish you'd leave me alone
I'm never calling you back
Sit down girl
Tell me what's the story?
I don't want to hear
That you're waiting for me
Now I'm just fine
Waving goodbye
Better off now it's Better luck next time

Why you always giving me the business
Always in my face or in my mentions
She just want to be the center of attention
I don't need to talk girl i need an intervention

Better Luck Next Time

trust the process
you'll be fine there
trust the process
ill be right here
YOU GOTTA LIVE A LITTLE BIT!
trust the process
your hearts right there
trust the process
i know you're scared
relatable kind of pain
let the day wash away
i know you'd like to say it stays the same
but every single day you learn to change   
and ill be the first to say 
"its been a little different without you here"
and ill be the last one 
to say that "I'm okay with how we turned out"
cause I'm not
were burned out in a knot
6 days in a cycle
and i think love is vital
i guess lifes a movie but I'm clearly not the main part
fly, fly by, time really flies by
die whenever
just the weather
say its alright 
but its always whatever

trust the process

follow jolst

trust the process (jolst x splashgvng)

Nothing I say or do will change it
Memories last

Changing feelings n switching wit the seasons at last
Not stuck in the past, I got scars on my back
Blood on my bed, room filled with red
Can't see past it right now but there's something ahead

I dunno what u wanted but can I take a wild guess?
U wanted something, or someone who was less of a fucking mess

Memories past nah there’s no going back 
Sometimes I feel so sad cause nothing good ever lasts 

You’re all that I had now and you’re gone like that 
We stabbed each other’s backs and things turned out bad 

Now I’m messing up yeah I don’t know where I’m at 
Feelings gone so fast oh yea that’s a fact 

I used to be so attached then you packed your bags , it was over like that , now baby that’s a wrap 

I was such a mess I was so depressed
Under so much stress turned into a mess 
I was such a mess I was so depressed 
Under so much stress turned into a mess

mess ft. LA LUKO (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

Deltetions

on and on (interlude)

yeah I see him, I see him
you know I want him, (dead) I want him (dead)
know I'm persistent (aim the gun)
he knows I'm persistent (shoot just once)

lot of shit almost breaks me
but idrc
my skin's permantently tearing
but idrc

I was broken down by u
I was controlled by u
my spirit was broke in two
but I still held a spot for u

we were so toxic, chemicals leaking thru 
our faucets, no matter how much we scrubbed 
it wouldn't stop it
wipe the soap from my tongue
all I do is talk shit
yeah it's hard to stay silent
but they look at me in silence

I told them what is done is done
should've never lied I knew that it was wrong
I said it's fine that'd I'll move on
I can't move on, I hate him

I'm covered in chemical burns, woah
toxins emit from his name

countless cavities 
I ached so badly
the way he lost his mind
I lost all that was mine

nobody warned me
was stuck controlled by u
treated me like ur dog
yelled when u were ticked off

I tried to leave you twice
but you stood by my side
just like a cavity
you ate at me

cavities (prod. 1on1gikko)

MICHAEL MYERS W/ SKAPEGOAT

Vocals by Crizzy White, AUGUSTIN
Production by by Crizzy White, AUGUSTIN
Mixed by by Crizzy White, AUGUSTIN
Mastered by Crizzy White

AUGUSTIN - https://soundcloud.com/augustin-official-music

Baptized w/ AUGUSTIN

produced by qstal

-lyrics- 
i don’t wanna fall again
too many times you been in my head
i don’t wanna text, girl go to bed
threw away my phone so try again
and maybe i don’t get no sleep 
cause every time i do you’re still in my dreams 
rather be alone here in these sheets 
then fear for my life when you’re here with me

when all is said and done
would you look back, my love?
all of the days we spent
you threw it away for him
i guess i’ll be fine
i hope he’s mister right
but don’t come back again
don’t come back again

don’t, don’t, don’t come back 
x4

when all is said and done
would you look back, my love?
all of the days we spent
you threw it away for him
i guess i’ll be fine
i hope he’s mister right
but don’t come back again
don’t come back again

don’t come back - demo (qtsal)

produced by michael harrison

-lyrics-
(soon)

inside outro - demo (michael harrison)

a song I wrote while suicidal.  the Pain Away series are songs i make explaining my thoughts during depression </3

Pain Away III (feat. lilbearshawty) [prod. JWest]

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