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Lose Myself [feat. Budro](prod. splashgvng)

Lyrics:

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

Always stuck under these rain clouds 
Can’t escape I can only soak the pain now 
Thoughts inside getting too loud 
Gotta maintain till my soul slowly fades out 

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

desultory (nxname)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
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(Lyrics)
stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

she just wanna see me when I’m down 
questioning what are we I just frown 
getting messages from other people
can I ask are you evil?
and I just wanna set the mood to winter 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

and every time we hanging out you don’t speak 
you question all the love you have for me I can see
I can see through this facade protecting me 
Hurting me give me more 

she was out too much 
she would stab me in my back
I know you didn’t care about me 
and I just wish you could love me 
the way I want you to 
and it’s been aching me

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

on your way your back that is not true 
you said that you care but that’s all lies
girl I miss you 
you know that I’m selfish girl 
I just wanna settle down 
I just wanna stay around 

and I just need a second to breathe 
I just wanna live here in peace 
no one fucking bothering me 
and I just need a second to breathe 
so please don’t go 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this

what are we (fats'e)

crazy p. siem spark

Deltetions

on and on (interlude)

lyrics 

scars come forth
the sacrifice to hide what’s more
it’ll heal in time 
but what’s behind is all stored

everything kept in tact but when i bleed it’s a worry
people pretend but to those distressed i’m so sorry
but change is good, just don’t change the story
the gates will flood 
u need the hurry

i saw the gates 
i turned away
i saw the light
or guess i was led astray

i saw my fate
i cant be saved
peace during night
and pressured days

sometimes u jus gotta face it
and stop drifting by so complacent
the world can’t hurt u if there’s nothing satisfactory, so fake it

the worst you’ll do is hate it
so play it the safest 
care bout’ what people think of u so much 
till u can’t take it
any moreeee
take it any moreeee

scars come forth
the sacrifice to hide what’s more
it’ll heal in time 
but what’s behind is all stored

everything kept in tact but when i bleed it’s a worry
people pretend but to those distressed i’m so sorry
but change is good, just don’t change the story
the gates will flood 
u need the hurry

i saw my fate
cant be saved
peace during night
and pressured days

flooded gates

flooded gates (flesh)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

~2300~

i wrote this song a few years ago about my predisposition to drug addiction. I never planned on sharing this publicly but I wanted to keep my SC page as more of a "time capsule" so here it is. I've lost many loved ones to the cycle of addiction and i'm grateful for my friends who have helped keep me grounded over the years even when things have been hard <3 love you.

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