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Lose Myself [feat. Budro](prod. splashgvng)

But I get tired of flashing lights, I wanna hear your voice again
But maybe one day you'll come back to me and we can play pretend
I promise I'll be fine. I know we haven't spoken since I left
But I'll see you when I see you, darling this is not the end

Oh no
I don't wanna go home
I love you and I don't know
How I'm supposed to let go
I knew that from the start, though
Everything you told me
I know it's been hard for you
Know you're feeling lonely
I heard you got a new one
Love him like you loved me
Since you left I've got so ugly
You're still lovely
Tell that boy he's lucky
But I been going up, I'll be fine
Just trust me

I'm homesick, love you gave me high high hopes
Dopesick, I been walking on a tightrope
Ask me if I'm alright, I don't know
I just wanna hold you close

Oh no
I don't wanna go home
I love you and I don't know
How I'm supposed to let go
I knew that from the start, though
Everything you told me
I know it's been hard for you
Know you're feeling lonely
I heard you got a new one
Love him like you loved me
Since you left I've got so ugly
You're still lovely
Tell that boy he's lucky
But I been going up, I'll be fine
Just trust me

TRUST ME

Lyrics:

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

Always stuck under these rain clouds 
Can’t escape I can only soak the pain now 
Thoughts inside getting too loud 
Gotta maintain till my soul slowly fades out 

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

desultory (nxname)

crazy p. siem spark

me & Lxst boy <3
lyrics ⬇️ 

is it necessary to think you always get what you want
often times I understand the way that you know to dodge
much obliged
but some days it’s still hard to know that you been movin on
you know I was out stuck in the darkness
lights off
Night time walkin
so lost

cuz I try to be my best
yea but that’ll never work out
its too hard to learn how
i need to get some rest
but it’s too hard lay down
you’re stuck in my head 

i hope there’s something left
i think abt the memories where u had took my breath
i hope you will remember me cuz that is what you said 
you said that were meant to be and there waswas no one next

late night walkin' w/ Lxst boy (flesh x ertu x medium)

Deltetions

on and on (interlude)

when the night tears

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when the night tears feat. AVXiD (prod. yunnygoldz & woahsxda)

~2300~

i wrote this song a few years ago about my predisposition to drug addiction. I never planned on sharing this publicly but I wanted to keep my SC page as more of a "time capsule" so here it is. I've lost many loved ones to the cycle of addiction and i'm grateful for my friends who have helped keep me grounded over the years even when things have been hard <3 love you.

predisposition (you weren't meant to hear this)

all i wanted. (trying.)

I Feel It All (4lorn Cover)

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