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lyrics:

(cyzun)
You broke me 
no point of return
 no coping
 put my body in a urn
 just smoke me
nobody was there to hold me 
but you were just there to fold me
I trusted everything you told me
wish that the voices in my head could stop talking
you left me in the cold with nothing

I’m so alone I guess it’s better
Don't call my phone I wish I never met her
She heart ripped out
blood on my neck 
I can’t get out 
the words in my chest 
I wanna shout
I wanna be dead 
I can’t figure out
What’s the reason
Fuck life cause nothing goes right 
Pissed of cause I wasted my time
All black fit at my funeral
that’s what I wear on the usual
black nail polish stuck in my cuticles 
don’t cry cause I feel better dead and cold

(unknxwn.)
Soul dead and cold, I been lost, where to go now?
My life getting old, what to do? I don't know now
I might lose it if I don't make music
If I ain't do this, I'd truly be clueless

All I got in life is me, that's all I need
Fuck her, ran away, went to hiding
Came back in my life just to hurt me
I don't know why, I think she really cursed me

Can't let go, don't want to
You're bad for me but I want you
I'm an addict for your love, I get so sick
When I cannot call you, I hope that you know it

Been so hard to make songs as of lately
I been praying to god to come take me
All this pain is a lot, why you hate me?
Gave you everything I got oh baby

dead and cold w/ unknxwn. (hxrxkiller)

Lyrics

You were the best I had
Breath I saw you take your last
Then you were in a bag
I won't ever get you back

Don't nobody know you like I did
In your presence I felt so invited
I remember when you couldn't fight it
Spent all night next to you till you were lifeless

I miss you so much
You felt that sweet cold touch
Death don't wait for no one
We all end up in holes bruh

Can't let that break me
I'm kinda embracing
That one day it takes me
That's honestly what makes me

You were the best I had
Breath I saw you take your last
Then you were in a bag
I won't ever get you back

Don't nobody know you like I did
In your presence I felt so invited
I remember when you couldn't fight it
Spent all night next to you till you were lifeless

Live like I can't ever fail shit
Put all my eggs in one basket
Just act with no other tactic
I feel like Bruce Wayne I might just go bat shit

You can't fucking hurt me, you can't kill me, I'm a zombie
I already died so many times, a grave ain't nothing
Other than a bed that I won't make when I'm upon it
Life is what you make it, mine's a joke I think it's funny

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roxi. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I don't believe in myself no more
I don't even really seek help no more
I don't wanna feel this regret no more
I'ma let it all go, don't wanna fight no more

But before I do that, I'll leave you with a part
Of me I never grew back, it's dead inside and dark
I could prolly make this work out
But I don't wanna fail if I can't make this work out

I tasted what I wanted
And then I fucked up and lost it
I chased it till I caught it
But I don't think I'll ever top it

I had hope then fucked it up
Where do I go? How do I cope?
Fuck this life, I've had enough
But I won't go, I'm needed too much

I don't wanna try, don't wanna quit, don't wanna do nothing
How I feel inside I can't describe but it ain't too fun
I lay up at night and I just think bout what I did wrong
Or if I'm solely only here cause I was did wrong

I don't believe in myself no more
I don't even really seek help no more
I don't wanna feel this regret no more
I'ma let it all go, don't wanna fight no more

But before I do that, I'll leave you with a part
Of me I never grew back, it's dead inside and dark
I could prolly make this work out
But I don't wanna fail if I can't make this work out

no more.

something about the way that you couldve walked away

Losing Sleep (Prod. Grayskies)

trapped in a cage

Running on Empty

Lyrics written by, and music created by Joe Kirk. Copyright 2025.

Is this one better than the last baby.
You know I got to be the best.
You laugh at my silly accolades.
I just want to beat the rest.
Your mouth is the treasure.
I pour mine into it.
Now look at us beautiful.
Look what you have done.

I faced more than any should.
All in the name of love.
In the shame of lust.
Memories just turn to dust.
Never should have put the trust in us.
There are no guarantees in this life.
Shiny metal angel.
Angel made of rust.

Look at the rubble.
Stare at the crash.
You know what you did.
Run for your life girl.
You better run.
Nothing really matters now.
Sexy finale.
I can't turn my eyes away.
Your end is just the beginning. 
Better keep your lips to mine.

I gamble on Love.
Put all the money on the next card.
Loser trying to be a winner.
Take my relevance not my gold.
I see why they pursue.
To get a taste of you.
I don't blame them hell.
I pursue you too.


Is this one better than the last baby.
You know I got to be the best.
You laugh at my silly accolades.
I just want to beat the rest.


 I faced more than any should.
All in the name of love.
In the shame of lust.
Memories just turn to dust.
Never should have put the trust in us.
There are no guarantees in this life.
Shiny metal angel.
Angel made of rust.

A thousand broken moments.
combine inside my mind.
Rewind God if you are kind.
Let me lose what lurks behind.
I stare at the black as it stares back.

 I faced more than any should.
All in the name of love.
In the shame of lust.
Memories just turn to dust.

Nothing really matters now.
Sexy finale.
I can't turn my eyes away.
You end is just the beginning. 
Better keep your lips to mine.

You are just an echo. 
I am just space.
Supernova climax.
Please just hear my case.
Leave me here to catch my breath.
She turned me into this.

Look at the rubble.
Stare at the crash.
You know what you did.
Run for your life girl.
You better run.
Nothing really matters now.
Sexy finale.
I can't turn my eyes away.
You end is just the beginning. 
Better keep your lips to mine.

Is this one better than the last baby.
You know I got to be the best.
You laugh at my silly accolades.
I just want to beat the rest.
Your mouth is the treasure.
I pour mine into it.
Now look at us beautiful.
Look what you have done.

AnGel mAdE of rUsT.  Pale1/ Chrome Dolphins

7 minutes in hell voila chrissy costanza slowed

Lyrics

Heart attack, can't keep my heart intact, I keep on falling back
Hoes come and go, it's nice and all but I want more than that
Had a bad bitch but it felt like I was forcing that
Fighting for another when they won't, there's nothing worse than that

Life is just a cycle, guess I haven't learned my lesson
Even if I really wanted to I couldn't go to heaven
Bad thoughts, soul gone, bitch you can get to steppin'
I'm not giving you my heart to use it on me as a weapon

All that I am is what I was
Depression hasn't left me, I don't think it really does
I think it just shape shifts to different shit
How long can I keep doing this?
Writing songs to feel alright, there's gotta be more to this

Feels like my long nights are just for me to suffer just because
Thought I started fitting in, I never was, my life's a bust
Will I ever find a friend? Don't really care
All I really want right now is to drop dead right now and here

Heart shot, blasted, emotions always masked with
Things I like to do but really shouldn't, I'm imbalanced
But I'll find my way someday cause I don't like the life I live
Fuck these hoes, don't hit me up cause I don't got no pipe to give

Tried that shit, not fit for me, I just want someone here for me
I had a person but I pushed 'em back, it wasn't clear to me
They were really true to every word they ever said to me
All I wanted back then was a bad bitch in the bed with me

Temptations, I gotta be patient
Working on my problems with these songs, not embrace it
You don't really want the talent that I got, I hate it
I don't want the fame cause shit to me, I fuckin' made it

I'll never stop falling apart
All I can do is pick up the parts
Make myself whole just to break once again
It's a cycle that most don't realize that we're in

God just help me out, I'm tryna give away my soul
I pray to become right, sometimes I want the money more
Hades already hit me back with the boxes
I'm not on the trail, I took a turn and I lost it

Don't let them take me
I need a an angel to save me
I hope this world doesn't break me
I'm still asleep, fuckin' wake me

wake me up. | Produced by Encore

Feature Artist: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi




Rivilin:

losing conscious from the panic attacks
yeah they build and swell deep inside you when you find you relapse
on pills that never helped you surface
yours breaking down, it’s hurting 

me and you and all of your friends
I see your wrists start to bleed when you panic again
with the razor blades cutting at your voice till you can’t speak
see your legs dangling but you won’t fall im holding on

cut up, cut up you falter
your blank stare just stares cut straight through me
again and again 
and again and again

I miss your smile from back then
your breathing but you are not there
its kills me, it kills me
it kills me again. 

I’ve never been deserted like this, yeah
now I know what they meant when they said that ignorance was bliss
with the pills and the pain that it just built
all the drugs that you tried just to numb yourself

cus im still suicidal
so you tell me that losing a best friend would never work out
but I lost you and lost a lot of time
losing myself in the depths of my mind

the game called life didn't work out on my end
im still struggling to get where I needed to be
but losing you hit the nail in the coffin
I’d be lying man if I said I didn’t think about you often

and im sick of it, 
I still get high every day like I used too
cus I miss you so much
yeah where did you go

$lothboi:

They ask me whats my problem is and then they fucking cry
Cuz they cannot handle stories of my mother fucking life like
Yes I seen some suicide and yes I’ve fucking tried
But I’m never going back to that fucking place, right?

Gone for some days and I’m back in night
I been on a fucking binge and I know it aint right
I been crying for a week but I been out of sight
So it ain't nobody's problem, shit its just my fight

I been fighting since the start
The age of sixteen
This depression made me dark
Sloth born from a seed

Like I don’t wanna start
The PTSD
But I seen bodies on the floor
Since I was 18, Fuck

I ain’t playing this my life
Yeah

Sloth really seen some sights
Man
Its been fucking my head damn
I MIGHT FUCKING JUMP AND END IT

HOLDING ON (FT. $LOTHBOI)

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