Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

Lyrics

Substance at my bedside, I can't get away from it
I like how it makes my head right but I know can't live like this
I'm a fucking addict, this connection parasitic
But I just gotta have it, it hurts so good every time I'm with it

"I'll be good when I'm older"
Say that over and over
If I don't drop this dead ass weight
Then this wall I won't get over

Then this cave I won't escape
Then this pain won't be replaced
By the things that I know are better
Than the tears all on my sweater

Do you see me?
Can you save me?
God I'm callin'
But you don't hear me

Still waitin'
For you to free me
Still craving
Shit I'm not needing

Life's a puzzle and I can't find any peace
I just wither in the rubble, I can hardly even breath
I been stuck inside this bubble of my own fucked up beliefs
That I don't ever have what I need, That I won't ever amount to the person I wanna be

I don't wanna be strong no more, I just wanna leave
Tried so hard to belong to someone but now I see
That the only one on this piece of fucking rock that cares
Is the one making all these fucking songs I share

And that's not me, no it's not Ken
It's the energy that he always held in
When he felt bad every time he got pissed
Till it turned into whatever turned to this

Substance at my bedside
Like how it makes my head right
I'm a fucking addict
I just gotta have it

spotify.

sitic! | Produced by ERLAX

Produced by staywoozy x owleeng

Lyrics

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

I don't wanna die, I want you to
You gon' lose your life if I'ma lose you
I know everywhere you ever moved too
I know every single fucking room too

Picture on the backdoor
Flower on the counter
Top drawer passport
I like it around here

But there ain't enough room for the 3 of us
This world will be better off when it's free of us

Can you help me?
Can you hold me?
Can you save me?
Can you love me?
Can you call me?
Can you want me?
Can you text me?
Can you tell me?

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

anything at all.

Produced by tennis player

Lyrics

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm dead inside
Maybe in another life
I won't need to think about another life

Maybe you won't leave me for another guy
Maybe you won't tell my ass another lie
Maybe I won't give a bitch another try
Maybe I won't give a shit and you'll just die

Bird brain, head cage, I'ma let it fly
I don't think about the pain tonight
I can't get away from the pain inside
All I feel is hate, I just wanna say goodbye

I can't heal with all the pain I deal with
I don't wanna feel it no more, I wanna kill it
Death to what's in me, demons I know many
But one's always closer than the others, like a brother

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna...
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm....
Maybe in a...
I won't need to think about a...

anotherlife.

something about the way that you couldve walked away

Crown of thorns on my tongue…
Wings made of smoke…
I bled for nothing  now I speak for silence.

They told me God is watching 
But I saw nothing in the fire.
I prayed into a void
And heard my own voice…
louder
than angels ever sang.

Zar’ven dral-ka, sha’neth kree,
Vel’zar eth-nul, graaz tel’thi,
Skaara zul-thoth, in’el gruln,
Kel vrok’raal… vrok’raal

So I carved a throne
out of bone and black ash,
And I whispered:
“If no god answers…
Then I must be god.”

I am GOD  not your savior, not your sin,
Born from filth, made of men.
I am GOD  not above, but within,
A crown of rot on sacred skin.

I walked through your cathedrals,
Empty hearts in gilded glass.
Your prayers sound like begging
to a mirror that never answers back.

I saw more truth
in the howl of a dying wolf
than in a thousand holy books
untouched by dirt.

You fear me…
Because I found power in my own ruin.
Because I forgave myself… when heaven wouldn’t.
Because I looked in the dark… and it blinked first.

I am GOD  not your savior, not your sin,
Born from filth, made of men.
I am GOD  not above, but within,
A crown of rot on sacred skin.


Let the churches burn in silence,
Let the skies forget my name,
For I am not a lie…
I am flame.

I… am… GOD.
I... am... NOOO! GOD!!!

NOOO... GOD!!!!

I Am (Not) God

you tried to play me you dirty little hoooo

6ftunder

This songs so deep that even I have it on repeat I thought I’d share this track maybe to help anyone else going through the same thing I’m going through. heartbreak Losing control feeling out of place feeling down. I just wanna help you through music hopefully this track helped you as much as it helped me much love and keep your head up your not alone in this fight

something about the way that you couldve walked away

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