Idk lol

Hardlyluvd

smoking cig after cig
bitch i wanna die
i am sick of that shit
bitch you're wasting my time
always high i feel alive when the sun dies
its alright im feeling fine when i lose my mind
blunt in my hand
hold the gun to my head
pull the trigger, end it all
i know you want me dead
run from the past
the pain always lasts
fuck forever, i need love
i'll die young cus im sad

fuck i ate like shit for the last few weeks
i need more than a kiss baby make me bleed
cut my wrist let me feel some pain
all the shots i missed made me go insane
its getting hard and it makes me wanna die
im breaking hearts and im fucking up my life
i smoke too much
i dont want to stop
cus im fine on drugs

i fall apart
i see your face in the dark
i fall apart
in the dark

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lose my mind (5head x metlast)

prod by: admiin 
recorded, written, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics: 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined 

And I’ve been staring at these walls for way too long
I know this place too well
Yet, I don’t want to leave 
Cause if I do I’ll feel inclined to talk to you 
And I know, I 
Can never meet the expectations that you set on me, so high 
There’s a tough decision left for me to make 
Don’t need you to tell me, I know that its make or break 
(Its make or break) 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined

Have a good day/night ty <3

confined (admiin)

|| I hope you all enjoy this one!!! And I hope for you guys everything is going well and accordingly! :)This song will be up on all plats in the next few days! <3 ||

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3uNhvEE89xrrdI5RB5mLO4?si=049a6cce2b074a76

prod. dercept x jkei
mastered by @nokerbforever
on my yt w/ lyrics; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wI5MFKRrr9o

lyrics:
(intro)
Once again my thoughts feel so bad
Why did you do this all to me
Whys that I feel so fucking sad
Make me fall, make me drown,
make me drop the fkn crown
I drop down on my knee
Oh theres nothing I can do,

(chorus 2x)
The only thing I can do's agree
And now you say u wanna move out to me
even though you killed me all inside
is there really such a point in life
to be kept on the side can you go ahead
and leave me out on the sight

(Verse)
And now its only me in the room
I dont know for how long ill be alive
Cus my health has been killing me
I am only 20 and I dont wanna die
But I feel like theres no escape

As I saw this light flash
I rly saw u in these pines
I'll lay down and be this trash
I see all these signs about you
Would it hurt you if I died?
Oh no wait you cannot feel
But I definitely do
And I miss you too

(bridge)
Once again my thoughts feel so bad
Why did you do this all to me
Whys that I feel so fucking sad
Make me fall, make me drown,
make me drop the fkn crown
I drop down on my knee
Oh theres nothing I can do

(chorus 2x)
The only thing I can do's agree
And now you say u wanna move out to me
even though you killed me all inside
is there really such a point in life
to be kept on the side can you go ahead
and leave me out on the sight

emotions

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emotions (dercept x jkei)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

i thought we were closer
whered you go, im so cold
i thought we were closer
whered you go, im so cold

i guess i let myself get attached to you
dont even think that i wanted to

guess it was just how it was supposed go
whyd you have to leave me all alone
im so cold, you left me so cold

i know i said
that i wouldnt ever get 
like this ever again 
but its evident i did

i didnt wanna get attached to you
cuz if you left then id be screwed
dont leave, dont do this too soon

something about the way that you couldve walked away

HARDLYLUVD