Lyrics

This is my spell
I'm a wizard
I made all these songs
And now I can't forget her

This is my Hell
It's getting bigger
All I do is wrong
The right I don't remember

Take me back to when I wasn't thinking bout the end of this
All I feel is fucking nothing, how did I get into this?
I've gotta come up with something other than me ending it
But death is always fucking coming ain't no way we missing it

Life is what you make it, I been making more mistakes
Oh baby my heart is breaking, don't know how much more I'll take
Soul inside of me is vacant, I been sleep when I'm awake
I think I've been way to patient, now it's time for me to take

This is my spell
I'm a wizard
I made all these songs
And now I can't forget her

This is my Hell
It's getting bigger
All I do is wrong
The right I don't remember

Everyday is just the same as yesterday am I to blame?
Yes I am cause this is my life I'm the only one can change
Where I am, how I act, where I end up
Oh god damn, it's coming back, it's getting clever

I ain't choose this, it chose me
I don't even know what's happening
But it feels right so I guess
I'll keep moving, see what's next

Take me to the better places
See souls, I don't see faces
I don't know how I'm gone make it
But I'm closer than I was

This is my spell
I'm a wizard
I made all these songs
And now I can't forget her

This is my Hell
It's getting bigger
All I do is wrong
The right I don't remember

wizard. | Produced by slayingibis

Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

Lyrics

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

I got all these feeling I don't talk about
Every time I did lead to someone else just walking out
I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth
You might see what I see in myself and hate me too

And I don't wanna do that again
I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then
I would rather be numb to it all
That feeling something good just to lose it all

Life ain't what I thought it'd be
Like I thought when I was 16
Felt like I would be so free
That was shallow, now I'm deep

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

And on some days I feel like that day could be now
And on some days I feel like I figure it out
But on all days I'm really just keeping it down
So does it even fucking matter if I'm happy?

Cause when I am, I'm not
And everytime I am, I know what I really got going on
Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead

shallow. | Produced by greaf

Lyrics

dear me,
love,
you

Lost in thought, I'm lost a lot
But if you ask I'll say I'm not
I never cared for fucking help
Cause no one really fucking cares

I'm not excused, I do it too
Cause what the fuck we supposed to do
When all we learned at every turn
Was people just like using you?

I know the feeling that you get when you just wanna scream
But you don't cause you don't want the ones around you to believe
That what you need is mental help when that's not what you fucking need
What you need is fucking love but all you have is fucking drugs

I don't wanna talk so I just sing behind a fucking screen
Yeah we both speak English but you can't distinguish what I mean
There's a barrier thats heavier than Earth that's in between
You and me and it just fucking hurts that you ain't hearing me

If not for music, I would not be where I am today
I'm still not where I wanna be but where I was I'm far away
I met this girl, I'm thankful she stuck by my side along the way
This line right here don't fit the song, it's just to say I love you babe

Now can y'all stop sayin' that I only talk about the bad?
I can talk about the good but that's not where my talent's at
I turn broken pieces into art for broken people
So they know that there's some good inside when all they feel is evil

detmer, garrett

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dearmeloveyou. | Produced by miercoles

@xweepings

Produced by R3DQX x luffy

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I told you I wouldn't leave, you told me, you wanna go
All those flags that I would see, didn't wanna believe, I didn't know
I was so caught up in my own pathetic lil world didn't care bout yours
Or maybe I did and you just told me how I was shit till that was the only

Way that I could see myself, I don't think I can be helped now
All that I wanted was death, I'm tryna get back my breathe now
I know I say some things that could be taken the wrong way
If you could see in my brain, prolly would take it the wrong way

Cause I know that I'm different, most people wouldn't get it
I don't care bout an image, I care bout what I'm feeling
Even if I say I don't, even if I make myself believe
That death is what I really want cause I'm still here tryna live my dream

But I'm stuck in a nightmare and I don't really like it
I don't wanna go fight fear so I just fucking hide it
Nothing but this music really gets me excited
I'll choose this over you and I don't care if you don't like it

Cause this is all I had when I was on the brink back then
With everything that happened, my music was my bandage
My music was my savior whenever there was danger
There ain't nothing safer, not even my maker

| weepings |

I would choose music over her in a second
I'm scared of my dreams but each day they still beckon
I got a voice that I use as a weapon
I take all my pain and turn that to a record
Got many addictions I'd rather not mention
I struggle each day just to pick up the pencil
I don't wanna run from my own potential
At war with myself I constantly wrestle

Look up in the mirror; I don't know that face no more
Clear liquor gone burn my fate, still pour
Got a pain in my gut but I still ignore
Sure it's clear as day but at night need more
When I lost you, lost a piece of myself
Never thought you was the type to bring hell
Now I'm going back to school
Feels like a white flag but does not conclude this shit

weepings & unknxwn. - not even.

@xweepings

Produced by flower x luffy

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Fucked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth

We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other fucking versions of you
You the only fucking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

I was so upset the day you left, ain't understand it
Dealing with a broken heart you left, I couldn't stand it
I would lay in bed all day, thinking about those days
When I ain't think that we would ever meet the end of it

Us apart? Can't deal with it, tryna find some new I'm finished with
I wake up just wishing it was all a dream this living shit
I can't do this no more, honestly my soul sore
Don't look in that closed door, why the fuck you think it's closed for?

I keep all my skeletons in there with this feeling that I'm in
I thought I was better than when I was in my past
I can't ever get over this wall, it'd be better to jump off and fall
Your life's better when I'm not involved, if you're not in mine I don't have one at all

Fucked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth

We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other fucking versions of you
You the only fucking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

| weepings |

You were so perfect so how could this be anything but my fault?
Claim that I'm fine but behind the curtains I wake up on asphalt
I need you now more than ever; I still got your lipstick stains on top my sweater

Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created hell

Time keeps moving and I keep on proving that I'm stuck inside the past
Girl you still run through my head at times, I'm 6 deep in these cans
In this pain I'm fluent, girl I miss you and I wanna feel your hand
But you took a fucking torch and scorched up all our fucking plans

Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created hell

weepings & unknxwn. - disaster.

Produced by flower

Lyrics

Wait right here, I'll be back in the morning
Don't know why I still call, I know you'll ignore it
Don't know why I care at all, I'm not important
Told me that you needed space but you just needed more him

Less me, you won't help me
Think about you all the time, I know that this ain't healthy
So sad, you're the best I ever had
And I gotta cope with the fact that you wish you never met me

Never learned to let go, all I know is hold on
Baby hold on, you're all that I know
I'm incapable of moving on, so I can't go on
You left me for him but babygirl I don't got no one

Don't got no one, babygirl I'm broken
Don't try to save me cause I know it's hopeless
Why you hate me? Never did you no wrong
Should've known that you were faking when you said you'll come

Pick me up, save me from my doom
They think that I'm great, I just scream inside a room
All I know is pain so I turn it to a tune
By the time that I'm done, don't know what I turned into

Don't know what I turned into, I don't know what I should do
I been talking to myself cause I cannot talk to you
Mean I can but I know that you won't care
Where you at? Told me that you'd always be here
Fuck this, I don't wanna be here
You said be right back but you went to see him
I won't ever see you again, I won't ever see you again

i'll be back in the morning.

Lyrics

Please don't tell me you gone be there, no you won't
Please don't think that I care cause no I don't
Already tried that way too many times, never works
Every time I'm kind, I just always end up hurt
Please don't tell me you don't love me, yes you do
Please don't think we can't make it work after all that we went through
All these times that I cried, you don't understand
You told me you needed spacе but you needed another man
You can live without mе but I don't know if I can
If it isn't you, I don't think I can love again
What'd I do that made you...
What'd I do that made you never wanna talk again?
Please help me understand
I'm holding on to threads, you're prying off my hands
And you don't know how cold it gets, girl, you don't understand
Every time that I cried
There's something more than just 11 letters between you and I

weepings & unknxwn. - disaster.

unknxwn.

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