love the song! mind if I use it in an Empire of Coprses edit?

(cray)

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

i try to fix dis shit but i cant even fall asleep
in the corner of my room is where i sit and weep
so many sins ive done so i just pray my soul to keep
they really out to get me demons why they follow me

(ford)

why they following when I don’t got nothin give
life short
Put a slice on my own wrist

trouble some ever since I was a kid
never wanna live all alone like this

always thought I could make better eventually 
only to know that I’m failing the penalty
oh it’s getting so hard
every single night I’m falling apart
and every time you lie I take it too far

i wanna quit it and look at stars
wait til I’m fitted and living on mars
we gon be planets apart

(cray)

its a common occurence when they walk out on me, oh shit
im done with this life, imma light up a spliff,
was bright as a kid i had so much to give
im liking your presence, but i cannt live

and if i drop and fall, baby please just stay back
why u causing all the problems, why u say that
on the drive home im homesick i hate that,
i took a light dose but it feel like i wont wake up 

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

(ford)

and if I had another night to tell you something that I wanted to
i would honestly just wanna prove
i only ever wanted you

i dont like this w/ brecken [out on spotify now]

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

Left your mark so deep, I see your face in everything
Every one I ever meet ain't ever been enough for me
I wasn't enough for you, I just wish you fucking knew
Everything I ever did back then was for your benefit

But you don't care at all
You don't ever answer when I call
I been on the edge I wanna fall
I just need someone to push me off

Really need someone to pick me up
I don't ever feel like I'm enough
Told you I was good but I was bluffing
Honestly I always feel like nothing

Ken never meant anything to you
She won't ever know just what she meant to him at all
Cause she ain't stay
I'll be okay when in my grave

I cannot explain how I feel
I can't ease the pain and I won't heal
Every single day is an uphill battle
And I'm walking backwards

Wanna throw my fist into the wall
Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna cry, I wanna bawl
I get sad and I get alcohol

I get alcohol and then I miss her
I miss her and then look at a picture
I look at a picture then I picture
What we could of been if I was with her

Left your mark so deep, I see your face in everything
Every one I ever meet ain't ever been enough for me
I wasn't enough for you, I just wish you fucking knew
Everything I ever did back then was for your benefit

spotify.

when i call. | Produced by 11feinly

heartaches

Lyrics:
Are you mad at me?

It's a tragedy
Reality slip through my hands now
Are you mad at me?
Since I left myself in the past now

Fading, I'm fading, this feeling gets numb
In the back of my mind I know what I've become
Yeah just keep pulling strings until I come undone
Don't want to know all I know, I'd just rather be dumb

Weight upon my back 
It's like I'm Atlas, but I shrug though
Seen it all before
So I just do not give a fuck though

Count my days until I'm gone
Life is precious, carry on
One day I'll be so old and gone
Count my losses, move along

It's a tragedy
Reality slip through my hands now
Are you mad at me?
Since I left myself in the past now

Are you mad at me?

Dumb

dumb

I don’t know
Which way that I should go
Two paths one numb one cold
Like how you pierced my soul
The way you pierced my soul
I’m losing grip can’t hold
I’m losing blood can’t choke 
She drink it from my throat 
I drink till things move slow

hesitation, can’t take it
Indecisive, can I just stay the same
if I feel fragile again
And let you tear in my flesh
Suffer through, see what remains
Walking in a forest where the path behind decays
Keep on moving forward, we all turn to ashes anyway, 
It could happen any day
I don’t want to look away
Ate the fruit in my garden of dreams
You know I want everything
Is there a reason in anything
Dig a grave 
for my corpses so a part of me can lay

I don’t know
Which way that I should go
Two paths one numb one cold
Like how you pierced my soul
The way you pierced my soul
I’m losing grip can’t hold
I’m losing blood can’t choke 
She drink it from my throat 
I drink till 
I don’t know
Which way that I should go
Two paths one numb one cold
Like how you pierced my soul
The way you pierced my soul
I’m losing grip can’t hold
I’m losing blood can’t choke 
She drink it from my throat 
I drink till things move slow

SPOTIFY

I DON'T KNOW (Prod. Ushanka Boy)

In 2017 I got addicted to painkillers
In the six weeks before we met
And after that I took them only when I needed
Like the night you called me back
And in the mornings we would walk to class and smoke cheap cigarettes
Because menthols taste healthier, right?
Back then I didn’t sleep and I wrote shitty poetry
About Newark when my grandma died

And i hope you don’t remember at all
You just grab the money and i’ll take the fall
I never moved to New York, but I went there on tour; I’ve got your notes in my drawer
I still remember it all

In 2021 I mixed klonopin and whiskey
In the city where angels go to die
And I made a man a flower crown then passed out on his living room floor
And said “don’t touch me, I’m fine”
See, my ambition was a prison, wanted to carve my name into
The bones of everybody I met
Back then I didn’t see beauty in just about anything
So I guess it turned out just how you said
It would

But I hope you don’t remember at all
Been running away, it’s getting harder to walk
I don’t know what it was for, getting ruined for sport; goddamn victorian whore
I still remember it all

Reading my old journals, double-checking it got better
And my hands still turn purple when it’s cold, so I’ll wait seven years
‘Til there’s nothing left of who i was but melody and fever
I hope next time, when she says she’s too high you’ll stop
And you'll believe her

One day I won’t remember at all
The pictures all faded, now we’re outlines in chalk
I never moved to New York, but I’ll go there on tour; I guess that settles the score
I still remember it all

i still remember it all

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

[+ msg] you can feel my heartbeat.

[+ music video]
https://youtu.be/2BlFW0GX6jg?si=EoiB3NC_UBfIsabr

[+ follow me]
www.instagram.com/seejayxo
www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

heartbeat.

heartbeat. (+music video)

vocalist:
frvr&alwys
emofruits

producers:
blackpxnybeats

aki art by:
habiba.samahii

lyrics:
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

my mistake was thinking i'd escape before the end
in the end
i just waited till our love was vacant
not pretend
now you got me here
i'm on the run
fuck my past
i'd do it all again
in love shawty
i never been
feelin numb
i crash the whip
fall asleep
my deep abyss
heart of steel
she left my love to rust
now you got me here
i'm on the run

im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

on the run w/ emo fruits [biteki collective]

written, recorded, produced by me </3

Follow me:
www.instagram.com/trechorboy
twitter.com/trechorboy

LYRICS:
“What’re you gonna do five years from now, what are you gonna make out of your life?”
“I’ll probably be dead in five years from now”
“What do you thinks gonna happen to you in ten years, what’re you gonna be doing?”
“I’ll be dead in ten years. I’ll be dead in five”
“Thats kinda sad don’t you think?”
“No”
“I’m not happy here”
“Sooner I go the better as far as I’m concerned, really”
“I don’t, I don’t live a happy life”

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

But thats how it goes I guess
When you’re degenerated
A scumbag who tried his best
Shit

(He’s back from the dead)

Every day I wake up just to get faded
Fuck reality when you’re isolated
Damage to my brain broke the barricade in me
And now my third eye sees

Cause none of you fucks can touch me
I’m murdering beats like Jeff and Bundy
I’m hopping on feats. 
Your bitch, she love me
She singing my rhymes 
Hymns for the dead

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy 
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his 20s digging graves so proudly!”
(2x)

Humiliation Ritual

no help [ls jay]

Biteki Gang
@bitekivibes

features are 100$

lol

I DON'T KNOW (Prod. Ushanka Boy)

⋆frvr&alwys⋆

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