Lyrics:
You're so far away 
Wish you could have stayed
But why should I blame
You did what makes you smile
Makes me cry
But I will fight 
For my whole life
Nothing is changing
I'm always the same
Friends are like strangers
So I'm doing okay

I saw the heaven
You were in it
Alarm set at seven    
It was just a dream
I saw the heaven
But it was far
I'm poisoned I'm venomed
I'm falling apart 


Wake me up
Last night I drank too much
I'm throwing up
The same routine I'm stuck
I can't express 
My emotions very well
I feel so stressed
You're my only blessing  
And now I sing
Everything I feel
Every time I sit 
And think
About when

I saw the heaven
You were in it
Alarm set at seven    
It was just a dream
I saw the heaven
But it was far
I'm poisoned I'm venomed
I'm falling apart

Heaven w/JAMES PENLEY

ty to everyone hopping on and travvy for the nedarb beat :)
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Production: Nedarb
Mixing: lil XipZ, Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS

[Intro: Robstar]
I already wrote you a letter but I scrapped it
Tore it to pieces, abandoned the ashes
Hoping you were better after what happened
But I know for a fact you don't need that

So I wrote this letter after adapting
I found a life that I want you back in
And even if it plays the same as our last fling
Fuck it I'd be happy with a relapse

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 1: Teddyboi]
me and you on these late night binges
taking percs up the nose with syringes
how could i forget you? pretty fucking easily
now i show up to the street i been lookin for revenge uh
sparking up the blunt like im burning down my bridges
late night binges, percy got me itchin
had to kill you baby, im sorry i didnt mean to
im just angry and anxious and the pills stay between you

[verse 2: popularreject]
ha, fuck you
FUCK!
youre a piece of shit.
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
broke me into pieces
when all i really needed was some love n affection
I fucking hate you.
shit was great, shit was fun
now im up every night
and im writing bout how much i fucking hate you
fade to black, flash to white
now im wasting all my time
but the point is that i mother fucking hate you

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 3: Nkno]
pick up the pen, so what am i writing down?
i know i let you go and i know i let you down
i see you changing with the seasons
thats a whole other reason
why i always try my best in every situation?
every situa-a-a
and i ask myself if ill even make it
make it

Love Letter (w/ Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno) [Prod. Nedarb]

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
i cant find you anywhere 
oh ive been looking for a long time
oh ive been looking for a long time

ill drive across town
but i cant find you in the rain
ill drive across town
but i cant find myself again

again
again
again
again
again
again

ill drive across town
but i cant find myself again

and i shouldn't have drove
now im drunk on a park bench
outside your apartment 
drivin round town i been lookin 
where my heart went?
i thought it'd be harmless 

i cant find you anywhere 
oh ive been looking for a long time
oh ive been looking for a long time

again
again
again
again
again
again

Again

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Lyrics:
Saul Good wanna leave me on read
That's a easy way to get stuck in my head
I know im fucked up
Now im spillin red
Your just like the drugs
Put my feet on the edge

I check my phone over and over
Cause im a loner
Used to that tone
Your just a ghoster
Sucks being sober

Mixing prescription with the cocaine
Is this the drugs or heartache
Another hoe in my brain
Got me here feeling insane

Saul Good wanna leave me on read
That's a easy way to get stuck in my head
I know im fucked up
Now im spillin red
Your just like the drugs
Put my feet on the edge

I check my phone over and over
Cause im a loner
Used to that tone
Your just a ghoster
Sucks being sober

Saul Good (Prod. nate2timez)

Chosen

I Miss You

I Miss You w/ b9nt [Prod. Dercept]

stranger

I can't fight that urge it always comes back
I just flick on the light for a nightcap
I don't know myself no more
No I can't turn back
Feel the venom in my veins
Energy Trap

Couldn't see that
Wouldn't want to be that way
Said I'm doing alright but it's all cap
Sick of giving my life
Pleasure feedback
I don't need that
But I need that

I can't fight that urge it always come back
I just flick on the light for a nightcap
I don't know myself no more
No I can't turn back
Feel the venom in my veins
Energy Trap

Wasting my life until my skin turns grey
When you're 10 feet under the ground
Just know that nothing will change
Focus on what matters
In the end it ends the same
Writing your own chapters in this story
Life's a game

Energy Trap [abysshund]

The Fall, Before the Rise

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emo post hardcore alt rock love letter with a couple songs about pizza
every rockstar needs their pizza

saving her saving me

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