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Silence will fall by the end of it all
I don’t wanna start over all again 

There’s tunnel vision in my head  

Picking up the glass again 
I don’t wanna be the the one who’s blamed for it again 

There’s tunnel vision in my head 

I got tunnel vision, I can’t even see straight 
(burnout)

Fuck that shit, I know I gotta find my own way 

If you you ain’t with me now, than you have to get away 

Baby I been on my own, I don’t got time to waste

Poppin pills now, I feel like I could die 

You tore my heart, but you still runnin through my mind 

I wanna fall asleep without just getting high 

I feel the pain you caused, but I know I’ll be fine 

I’m overthinking life again
Don’t let bad thoughts pollute my head

There’s tunnel vision in my head 

Silence will fall by the end of it all
I don’t wanna start over all again 

There’s tunnel vision in my head  

Picking up the glass again 
I don’t wanna be the the one who’s blamed for it again 

There’s tunnel vision in my head 

I’m overthinking life again
Don’t let bad thoughts pollute my head

There’s tunnel vision in my head

Tunnel Vision w/ seejayxo [+ Jody]

Have A goodnight everyone <3

Fuck im fuckin pissed
feelin so damn sick of this
in my head again
feeling all this dread again

i cant let it in
demons eating fast again
hates my only friend
wish id be alone again

home again, steamy headed fucker, feelin rid of it
nothin ever workin so im stuck up in my head, again
i tried so many times to die, i think im getting sick of it
tie the rope right round my head, ill say goodbye, is it the end.

is the end, misty in my room, im tryna breath it in
leaving my one friend behind, the demons meet my face, again
bottles sipping, always drinking, death was on ur mind for it
im reeling in another chance to reach a life of happiness.

Fuck im fuckin pissed
feelin so damn sick of this
in my head again
feeling all this dread again

i cant let it in
demons eating fast again
hates my only friend
wish id be alone again


wakin up, where am i at?
feel a circus of death what is that
i cant feel myself, have a panic attack
please dont leave my side, i might go break my back

break me in half ima looser
wonderin why did i do her
so dirty, im down, i cant fool her
my mission is gone, ima shoot her

Fuck im fuckin pissed
feelin so damn sick of this
in my head again
feeling all this dread again

i cant let it in
demons eating fast again
hates my only friend
wish id be alone again


*i wanna go, home again
pissing off my friends, need some time alone, again
blood is on my face, is it mine, i cannot, tell
need some fuckin help, need to get me out, my shell. go to hell*


[109 BPM, Cm]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmiCW4eeU7w&ab_channel=reytee

Hates My Only Friend (Fuckin Pissed) (prod. reytee)

She met a boy, he was nice enough
She didn't care that much, she knew it'd never be love
He came to visit, slept in her bed
And all her friends had said just how this would end

She was too high to stop him, he took what he wanted
And no one believed her, she dropped out of college
His friends are all toxic: "I know him, he's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up

She told her friends and no one seemed to mind
If it was just one time, or they were both too high
Or if she led him on the way she likes to do
I bet she asked for it. I bet she liked it too
This body wasn't yours to start, so why the fuck you complaining
Fill up the sink with the blood and the vomit, body decaying
Swallow a million pills til we can't understand what you're saying
We'll call you crazy til you kill yourself and watch in amazement

But she didn't listen, thought maybe this was different
Maybe she deserved a break from all the shit she'd been in
He didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, he says "I like you better when you're too fucked up to talk"

I met a girl, she was nice enough
I didn't care that much, I knew it'd never be love
She came to visit, let her sleep in my bed
And all my friends had said just how this would end

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

I was too high to stop you, you took what you wanted
And no one believed me, I dropped out of college
Your friends are all toxic: "You know her, she's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk
But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

TOO FUCKED UP TO TALK

Lyrics:

could we define this differently
i had my work cut out for me
what are we
its a simple question 
with a complex answer
and that's just how my luck would have it
no i can't hardly stand it
it's tough when u ask her with a gun to her brain
i don't think u'll get the answer that u want

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
x2

as she moans anothers name with a passion in my bed
and i'd like to take it further 
but she'd like with him instead
and it's 12:24 and i'm tryna hit my friends
sorry i can't pick up right now
i crank the sound up and blast her out my eardrums yea
her lips amusing so i'm laughing and she pissed off yea
is 100 decibles enough to kill my cortex yea
i don't think i ever needed u around for that

for that
f for that
f f f for that
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
could you tell me

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain

what are we (yokai dreams)

My eyes are shut
My lips are closed
I'm bleeding out my nose
Got scars across my back and bones
She left me in the cold

I know I'm twisted cause I like it
Take away my breath
Just know that I won't try to fight it
I'll give her my body
In return she give me violence
Yes I got some problems
I can't see like ultraviolet
So just use and abuse me
Just as long as right before
You will seduce me
I see colors
With her hand around my neck
But when I come down
I look around at broken silhouettes

My eyes are shut
My lips are closed
I'm bleeding out my nose
Got scars across my back and bones
She left me in the cold

Bend my bones to the shape of you
Let these thoughts take control of you
You got me ripping out my hair
Just thinking bout when we will meet again
I just need some dopamine
So that my bleeding heart can beat again
I can see thru ultraviolet
Burning through my eyelids
I can't sit through all the silence
Human at my finest
But I crave much more than that
Till my vision going black

Ultraviolet

[lyrics]
i know
you think back just like i do every day
so cold
i keep my heart in snow inside of a cage
been lost 
since times before i even knew my own name 
your love
was worth the cost n will be still through the rain 

tough luck
its like they only wanna see me drown
i'm stuck
i need a chance but they been holding me down
what's love 
cause i cant feel it feel u keeping me safe 
but trust
me things are better if we do it my way
we cant salvage this time
n you never could let it go
so i scream to the sky
does anybody hear me i dont fuckin know

but could u heal my soul
n please don't break my bones 
but i get it if it happens cause you love the tone 
funny how they only want me when i'm all alone
when i'm all alone
n its dark outside 
n the meds i took
effects subside 
i start to think
about my life 
is this really how i wanna allocate my time

tough luck
its like they only wanna see me drown
im stuck
i need a chance but they been holding me down
whats love 
cause i cant feel it feel u keeping me safe 
but trust
me things are better if we do it my way
we cant salvage this time
n you never could let it go
so i scream to the sky
does anybody hear me i don't fuckin know

see me drown [prod. autrioly]

originally was gonna scrap this

non-profit

mix. @ztope

excessive w/ shiloh dynasty (rx808)

As i fade away
I suffocate
I handle the blade and alleviate
The writhing pain
I felt today
When i found out the eternity of my fate

Im dealt these cards
And i cant get far
My stillborn heart
Will not restart

Take it away from me
Before i hurt myself
Im not too well

baby ur all that i need
when i’m stuck inside my shell
this stupid hell

don’t look back
when you walk away
i’m too far gone
I cant be saved

so tell me what’s real is it all in my head?
did u ever mean anything that you said
heart swellin up cuz it’s fillin with dread
don’t wanna fix it i’ll stop it instead

what is the point if i can’t even have this
it was my fault now it’s lost in the past tense 
i’m bleeding out while ur sitting there laughing
at my expense so i’m just getting blasted

i drink too much it’s a really bad habit
life is a test and i don’t wanna pass it
cant show my pain so i’ll sit here and mask it
even when you took my heart and stabbed it

don’t look at me
when i’m weeping from my sins 
im on my knees
will i sink or will i swim

follow still vanishing

suffocate (still vanishing)

I can't fight that urge it always comes back
I just flick on the light for a nightcap
I don't know myself no more
No I can't turn back
Feel the venom in my veins
Energy Trap

Couldn't see that
Wouldn't want to be that way
Said I'm doing alright but it's all cap
Sick of giving my life
Pleasure feedback
I don't need that
But I need that

I can't fight that urge it always come back
I just flick on the light for a nightcap
I don't know myself no more
No I can't turn back
Feel the venom in my veins
Energy Trap

Wasting my life until my skin turns grey
When you're 10 feet under the ground
Just know that nothing will change
Focus on what matters
In the end it ends the same
Writing your own chapters in this story
Life's a game

Energy Trap [abysshund]

“Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing 
Turnin blue
Tell me love is endless, don’t be so pretentious 
Leave me like you do “



Looking back I’d rather be a ghost now
All this pain in my soul Keeps the lights out
What the fuck is happiness? ￼how you fine now
Clouded memories from drinking all the time now ￼

I can’t feel my face
I don’t want to Feel 
a fuckin thing  
I ant Hearing anything that 
you trying say
I’ve been thinking about 
This shit to long 
I’ve Been thinking bout dying Like everyday 
yeah I Told you that I’m good But I’m not tho 
I done let the weight Build up 
and overflow 
Like last Friday I was thinking about what you said
was it worth it why the fuck
Did you fuck with my head

Dxnny -

Might have relapsed drank a bottle ina night i couldnt help it baby i was fighting for my life
Anxiety, the thoughts they keep on eating at my mind
Had to down the whole thing just to keep myself a.. live
told you that im fine but im dying every night crave adrenaline im breakin thru my skin witha knife
hurt myself again, i aint even sorry this time curtain closing in, i guess I'm really leaving to-night



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Mastered by ztope

drinking again w/ dxnny (autrioly)

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